Life can sometimes be so scary or uncomfortable, in decisions that must be made or tasks done, that you don't even want to move or go forward, for going forward is like going through a thick wall of hellish particles with no comfort in sight, and doing so alone.
There may be light on the other side of the thick hellish wall of particles, but while transversing through it it sure doesn't seem or feel like it.
I just turned TV off, felt insulted with all the bad programing on.
People just like to look at their images on TV, regardless of what quality of production is on. Same with the radio, terrible sportscasters, news anchors just love to talk, and see image on TV.
Cable TV is just flooded with 24 hours of bad programs and after a while you're like 'Who the heck actually sits down and watches these bad programs?
These new characters have no Star power, they're just bland, no name, TV day time or TV series stars, nothing radiates about them at all, just dull name less actors cast to play roles in meaningless episodes.
Every ones just camera hungry, to be in front of camera, but with nothing to say.
The older movies aren't so vain, and do seem to have more plot to them, actors who had better training, were more animated yet believable.
Many of the actors I see on these shows produced today just seem sterile, or maybe that's the fault of the producers, casting directors ect, who don't seem to demand more, or themselves lack a vision of more.
Shows with Italians in them do seem to grab my attention, even shows made today, cause Italians just seem more animated than other generic, non accent type TV performers.
I have to believe actor believes in what they're saying in order for me to be interested.
I'm starting to realize there's really no difference between good and evil in as far as fate goes.
In as far as death goes, decay, ultimate outcome.
Whether one is good or evil one still ends up in a lonely graveyard.
Banker or Biker, Lover of cats or animal abuser, Teacher or robber, it don't matter cause in the end all people, regardless of life lived, lessons learned, end up dead.
Religion tries to give us comfort that works related to faith, in this world, will lead to something more promising, some kind of ultimate pay off or something.
But as of lately I just don't see it.
People I thought whom were holy when I was younger, I now realize are just as flawed as any other.
Mean people act nice in public when socially comfortable.
In other words even Satan can be nice if he feels everything is going his way.
People say you can't be born gay, say God wouldn't make anyone that way, yet I see photos like this of people being born deformed.
People can't be born gay, but can be born like this?
Makes no sense, just type in 'deformed' in google search and your heart will break when you see all the genetic defects people are born with and or develop, and these are the physical defects, how many other countless mental defects are people born with in the brain that can't be seen and effect people on a bio chemical level.
And if one defect is a sin, why not make all defects a sin.
I think even in the old bible, olden times even after the bible, people with outward physical defects were indeed banned from societies or out right killed.
None of it makes sense anymore.
People are vile...by choice, now that's one trait that everyone has a choice about.
And I notice more and more people are choosing to be vile, cruel, mean and hateful.
If there ever needed to be another modern day Noah's flood, not sure what 'God' is waiting for, assuming the last one even occurred.
And if it did not sure what good it did in that the population has swollen to numbers that would dwarf the days of Noah, do to industrialization.
And the world is so populated now, mapped out, every square inch of earth is sovereign to some nation that there's just no place to run away to anymore without being enslaved in another form of mundane forced nothing.
Metaphorically I see demons all around me all the time, in humans.
And in ways that are applicable to each own persons environment.
Therefore once people reach the age of accountability, no one is innocent of anything and already have long began developing personality traits that will hurt others.
It's man that deserves to be crucified, not 'Christ'.
Every ones power hungry, and eager to hurt others in blatant or subtle ways.
If you look good, you're persecuted in one way, and if one is unattractive, persecuted in another.
No matter your circumstances, there's always a demon there to torment you.
Sometimes I think though, that the happiest people living within mans realm on Earth, or those without an intellect.
Dumb seems to be a blessing on Earth, kind of a shield to the ugliness of it all.
Last Edit: May 23, 2015 20:34:11 GMT -5 by X factor