Forgive me Lord for I cannot fight off tomorrow, I cannot fight off or change fate or the future.
None of us can, I suppose.
And I guess I temporarily try to preserve myself 'now' by writing about it.
For the only way I can claim 'now' is to tag it with markers, so that someone in future will know I was here.
That my words may resingnate through another one day (including my poor spelling)
But tomorrow is so corrosive that eventually tomorrow will even claim the Earth and all technologies upon it so that nothing will be left but molten rock again.
Soon no computers, no recorded history, no nothing, just heat, rocks and elements.
Eventually everything will be wiped out, and unless there's life beyond the physical, nothing will have really mattered, not morals, not values, not love or hate.
If the end result of everything is nothing, than being alive for short while will have mattered not, unless some super being, that can give people life after body dies, is observing and taking notes and wishes to, or has ability to extend life beyond the grave, if not, than tomorrow indeed is the only horrible ugly monster god that exists in all the Universe.
I hope not, but hope couldn't even keep Goerge Washington alive.
Right now I'm safe in 'this spot'...I haven't made any mistakes, hard to make people upset or do anything wrong when alone, but come tomorrow, no telling what type of spirits I'll be around, be forced to interact with, and not all will be looking after my best interest or see the best in me, but instead will, as usual, try to demean.
Photos, and abstract art of self, allow me to stay in the 'now', and to remember how 'now' was years from now or at least allow others to.
Tomorrow, even though you're not here yet your so brutal
Tomorrows not here yet, yet tomorrow is still so brutal...nothing good will come from tomorrow...even if you think you're beautiful, times tomorrow by 10,000 days, and will you still look or be the same?
Tomorrow is not your friend, regardless of who you are!
Cherish 'now', right now, cherish this moment, for this moment in time, is when you're safe, content, and taken care of.