Kind of in a late night in the attic 'moment', but the thing is is that these moments are so short and fleeting, has to be timed right to feel 'well', whole and safe for a few seconds or minutes, where nothing can harm you, where 'now' has you firmly in it's arms, and where 'now' protects you from 'later' and or tomorrow.
So you grab that moment while it's there, before it leaves you.
Right now I'm comfortable and safe in the 'moment'...between here and Monday, but come Monday, or even later tonight, who knows, and is why 'now' is always so special when able to appreciate it.
I trust 'now' even more than I do angels and divine entities, for even with them, no matter how divine they're supposedly are, even they can't protect you, me, us, from the ills of tomorrow, from death, pain, and suffering which tomorrow brings.
Many tomorrows strung together eventually bring the same thing to all.
Anyways, I'm in the 'now' moment, happy and content, and left alone by creatures of time and fate.
Join me in the 'now' while it lasts, for when gone...who knows...
I guess this is sort of a late night in the attack moment
I guess this is sort of a late night in the attack moment in that it's during that 'pre tomorrow' phase in that todays gone, yet tomorrow not quite here yet, and everything is calm in between.
It's the type of moment a millionaire gets to enjoy all the time or every single night or evening, in that come next day, don't really have to be anywhere.
Millionaire, Billionaire or just a well off person who, say, works from home.
But for the rest of us, moments like this come and go, moments like this are fleeting, they don't last, moments of peace, when nothing is bothering you.
Moments like this is why so many play the lottery, not so much cause they, we, love 'money', but rather cause they, we, want our freedom, freedom away from a very unnatural course of day that follows.
2. Waking up early
3. traffic which = danger and possibly death (every day people, 100's, die going to work, driving like fools, rushing to get to work, why?)
In fact any time we leave our dwellings, the chances of danger increases significantly.
And for what?...to earn, just to pay credit card bill or light bill or this or that bill, then die, or get in accident.
Life is short, healthy life is even short, meaning the life that you're still healthy enough in, youthful enough in, to be able to care for self, and not need help.
For some of us, there is no 'help', and when that healthy life is done and over, so are we.
Some of us have nothing to catch us, once that healthy part of life is over.
Is why so appreciate 'Late nights in the attack' moments, cause they're special, regardless of what happens 1 million years from now, there's only one late night in the attack for folks.
Those special still moments when all is fine and well, those moments want to hang onto forever, yet evil clock on wall keeps ticking away.
Ultimately tomorrow has never delivered anything good for anyone, for tomorrow eventual vanquishes all, no matter how rich, poor, free or slave, black or white, gangster or sissy, tomorrow eventually vanquishes all.
I guess you could kind of say this is one of those 'Late night in the attack' moments...
You know, when all is calm, nothings really going on, when your somewhere in between tomorrow and today, where it feels like time has just stopped.
After a while time becomes totally useless, especially as you age.
Time simply becomes demonic deadlines, and a corrosive mouth with teeth that eats everything in it's path.
Late nights in the attack are simply times when that 'time monster' seems to not exist for a few moments or hours.
And 3 day weekends, sometimes give us that 'attic' moment, when instead of preparing for dread of next day, get to instead rest, relax and enjoy own consciousness for a while, own thoughts, possibilities and whatever else.
It's meaningless time to industry, but worth a million dollars to self, that time, moment, in the attack alone, when and where all is calm, can just relax and enjoy self, imperfections and all.
Ladies and Gentlemen I really do hate tomorrow right about now
Ladies and Gentlemen, I really do hate tomorrow right about now, even though 'tomorrow' hasn't arrived yet, I still hate it in that tomorrow won't add a single good thing to my life, or yours really when you think about it.
Many will be killed on their way to work, many will pass away from this or that...sure a few will triumph tomorrow, get their first date, or first kiss, or first solo pilot lesson ect...but many others, for many others, tomorrow is nothing but corrosive acid.
Tomorrows, all linked together, finally caught up with George W Bush Senior...
Time, the constant movement of time, finally caught up with and destroyed former President.
Now, right now, this instant, is what I love and cherish...the moment I have right now, alone and safe, or if you're with your family or wife, or kids, or grandparents, or parents, or cousins, or best friend, 'now' is the time to cherish, and 'now', I wish I could capture forever...cause right now I'm safe and content.
Oh how I love 'now'...the day before destructive 'chance'.