Post by X factor on Nov 10, 2024 11:00:01 GMT -5
The air mattress
I don't know, maybe it's nothing.
But over the last week or so, as my mood began to sink, and my hopes diminished, and as I began feeling the effects of alcohol again, my air mattress began deflating, not all at once, but like I'd have to reinflate it 2-4 times a day, which I found kind of odd.
Cause usually when there's a leak, something leaks all the way, not partially.
But this mattress never totally deflated, and I found that odd, more like it sagged, as if mimicking my mood or outlook.
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Well, over the last 1.5 days, I don't know, I'd like to think anyways there was a shift in me.
1. stopped drinking
2. Began eating super healthy food or foods again, even blended up some red beets last night and made a super drink, a super vegetable drink.
Long story short, the mattress, as of now, no longer leaks the way it was for the last week.
As of this morning it's holding it's air pressure.
Here's where the odd element comes into play for me...
Was that mattrass symbolically mimicking my inner mood??
The more I sagged, the more it sagged?
The more hopeless I feel, the more air leaked out of it?
And vice versa, the fact that the mattress is holding air again, and is firm, is that a sign to me that things will be OK??
I don't know, cause I've never seen anything leaking suddenlty decide to not leak, without a repair.
And I did not repair it, I was simply planning on getting a new mattress, which I didn't want to do cause a new decent air mattress runs around 60 dollars or more.
What do you thing?
Some supernatural stuff here or just some other phenomenon?
I don't know, maybe it's nothing.
But over the last week or so, as my mood began to sink, and my hopes diminished, and as I began feeling the effects of alcohol again, my air mattress began deflating, not all at once, but like I'd have to reinflate it 2-4 times a day, which I found kind of odd.
Cause usually when there's a leak, something leaks all the way, not partially.
But this mattress never totally deflated, and I found that odd, more like it sagged, as if mimicking my mood or outlook.
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Well, over the last 1.5 days, I don't know, I'd like to think anyways there was a shift in me.
1. stopped drinking
2. Began eating super healthy food or foods again, even blended up some red beets last night and made a super drink, a super vegetable drink.
Long story short, the mattress, as of now, no longer leaks the way it was for the last week.
As of this morning it's holding it's air pressure.
Here's where the odd element comes into play for me...
Was that mattrass symbolically mimicking my inner mood??
The more I sagged, the more it sagged?
The more hopeless I feel, the more air leaked out of it?
And vice versa, the fact that the mattress is holding air again, and is firm, is that a sign to me that things will be OK??
I don't know, cause I've never seen anything leaking suddenlty decide to not leak, without a repair.
And I did not repair it, I was simply planning on getting a new mattress, which I didn't want to do cause a new decent air mattress runs around 60 dollars or more.
What do you thing?
Some supernatural stuff here or just some other phenomenon?