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Post by X factor on Mar 15, 2021 21:31:21 GMT -5
And if a spirit doesn't like you, assigned to make your life miserable, I wonder what the ultimate aim of the spirit is?...to make you finally just commit suicide??.. www.cdc.gov/nchs/fastats/suicide.htm , I mean look at all those people who just said 'enough'...around 45,000 a year or more, according to stats. That's 45,000 people a year who just give up, aren't happy, whatever, I mean is that the ultimate aim of harassing spirits? But if dead, they can no longer harass. Is it some game with them, dark spirits, to see whom they can drive 'mad' first, like a competition, do like spirits take bets on which spirit can make this human commit suicide first? I mean who knows. That's 45,000 + people who find life on Earth, their place in it, unbearable..and that's just one major nation, add it up globally and I'm sure the numbers swell. Celebrities commit suicide at seems the same right general population does. I have no answers here, just thinking out loud. |
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Post by X factor on Mar 28, 2021 19:33:10 GMT -5
When you can look at something, know it's one thing at store, be certain of it, then get home and it's something else totally different.
Can't blame that on poor eyesight, but can blame on 'illusions'...but why?
We humans, who are we but the toys of others.
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Post by X factor on Apr 16, 2021 20:50:17 GMT -5
If you want to have a good time while 'off from work', than never let a 'demon' follow you home
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Post by X factor on May 5, 2021 2:31:34 GMT -5
Sometimes I think the devil just lives inside of us, and when he or it wants to smack me, you, I or us around, he or it does it regardless cause he, the devil, dwells inside of us I cut my hand, spilled some sauce and now have a toothache, it's like the devil just wouldn't be happy until he or it kicked my butt one last time before the day ends. 
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Post by X factor on May 14, 2021 15:18:19 GMT -5
What my Harassing spirit does to me
I've identified what my harassing spirit does to me...in list form
1. Keeps me separated from actually caring people and souls like myself
2. Keeps me isolated, cause it's 'Jealous'..I guess, not sure why, other than it knows when I'm around loving souls who feed my soul my limits are unbound.
3. Places people in my life who would rather 'bury me', as in hide me, than share me.
Run from people who act like they're ashamed of you, embarrassed of you, yet seem to hang around you for their own needs, but could care the less about 'your needs'.
And basically that's it, but that's everything when you think about it.
My harassing spirit always keeps me alienated and alone, as if always on other side of glass looking in on the activity of others who if they could only see me, would embrace me, but instead my harassing spirit moves people around me who are 'dead souled' types, no creativity, no 'vision', nothing, always dead end types whom you could be brilliant around, or soxy, or have unlimited talent, and they could care the less, they won't share you, help you, spread you, nothing...all they do is 'stare' at you, use up your time...these types are monsters to me now...and I actually got to be careful not to start 'hating' such types.
But now when do recognize such 'used souls' I want to spit in their face or faces cause they're like lead balls being tied to you as you sink to bottom of ocean and drown.
4. My harassing spirit places people around me who are hyper insecure on the inside, thus see 'my' joy, happy spirit, confidence, as a threat to themselves, and so delight in seeing me fail, over and over again, cause I trusted them, and they never deliver, all they do is 'bury you', ...if lonely, they never help you meet others, if have talent, they never help spread that talent, they're 'dead souls'...but if all you're sorounded by is 'Dead souls', your life, your energy, never amounts to anything and soon you think it's 'you'...but it's not, it's them, these creatures in human form that my or your harassing spirit has placed around you.
Solution?...how do you break free??
Good question.
I'm going to be blunt since time is short for us all
1. Tell all such types in your life who are 'dead souls' to go to hell.
2. Severe ties with such types immediately, if you keep them in your life, nothing will change, and they'll bring same 'dead soul' energy with them, and into you, no matter what changes you make, they're simply there to delight in your eventual fall.
3. Avoid people who just listen and listen, but never help...these are dead soul types, your grief is their entertainment.
All they do is listen, and delight in your agony, while pretending to care, but if they cared they'd help remedy your situation...that's what 'Love' does, hate simply watches and delights as you sink.
To be continued.
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Post by X factor on Jun 22, 2021 23:10:46 GMT -5
Spirits can harass you in many ways, including using your emotions against you
Sadness is on way I do believe dark spirits can harass you, now you may say
'Wait a minute, what do emotions have to do with spirits, for even animals have emotions'
True but their emotional range still isn't that of mans (some may argue their intelligence isn't, but their emotions are, but that's for another debate or discussion)
For the sake of this post, if one believes in good and evil, good spirits, bad spirits, demons and angels, than this will make sense...and that is to me allowing self to be overran with sadness can be detrimental to owns both mental and eventually physical health, and can lead to darker places like despair, hopelessness and even suicide.
It's why in order to do anything, you first have to have control over your thoughts and emotions, that's a must...for if you don't, than are more easily influenced by 'dark forces' or thoughts, idea ect.
It also helps to have a moral foundation, even a biblically based one, or any one that teaches principles of peace and harmony with self and others.
For it's when people lose control of their emotions that bad things occur, from mass shootings, abusing others, to suicide.
Keeping control of your emotions is key to a sane mind.
And grief and sadness can be a window to darker things if not careful, it's one thing to be sad cause you flunked a test while in school, it's another thing to be sad do to the loss of a relative or spouse or even cherished pet, for that kind of sadness, if not reigned in, can lead to darker places.
So what's the cure to sadness?
That's different for everyone, but will say that the mind is powerful, so goes the mind so goes the mood.
If you want to be happy, 'day dream', create your own reality, your brain thus your body, will not know the difference, just like when you dream at night.
You can be captured behind enemy lines in a dungeon, yet your mind can still conjure up happy dreams, and your body can't tell the difference.
I'm not saying alter current reality to obtain happiness or escape from a gloomy situation, but then again, why not?
If something makes you sad, tell yourself it should actually make you happy, spin it, and see or focus on the good of the situation.
After all, what is reality?
Just like when you leave your home, 100 different people perceive you in 100 different ways, and each of them are projecting their reality onto you that you may not recognize, but it doesn't matter, their perception of you is there reality.
Yes, there's a physical reality, but not so much a psychological or emotional one, which is always in flux based on 1000's of factor, you simply have to find that mental or spiritual reality that helps you fight off negative emotions.
For when the mind is strong and your emotions are kept in check, it's harder for harassing spirits to lead you to dark places.
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Post by X factor on Jun 22, 2021 23:24:47 GMT -5
Continued from above
Even religion, the belief in a afterlife, the believe that some invisible entity 'loves you', thus cares and is thus in control of things, even when things go wrong, even that's like 'altering reality' to convince yourself of something else, the effect of which is to help you cope.
So in that sense, religion can be like therapy to self, the only time religion can be 'bad' is when it expands beyond self, and beliefs turned into 'law' and so forth.
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Post by X factor on Sept 11, 2021 1:34:06 GMT -5
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Post by X factor on Sept 21, 2021 9:13:28 GMT -5
be weary of 'The Knockers'
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Post by X factor on Oct 3, 2021 2:40:34 GMT -5
Evil is not what most think it is
Evil is not just a moral list of things to not do.
Evil is more like a room you walk into, with 4 walls facing you, and behind those walls are anonymous souls, spirits, making accusations against you, whispering, but never revealing who they really are.
Evil can be very accusitory in nature.
Evil can invent morality, and then move the barriers of that morality around depending on who that evil wants to go after.
Sometimes I actually think morality is the ultimate form of evil that is used as a movable weapon by lunatics in power or just by rotten people.
More on this later.
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Post by X factor on Oct 22, 2021 22:02:14 GMT -5
I think Harassing spirits find it more fun to just string some people along for decades, rather then end their life
Some people just die young, others seem to live on and on and on, yet never really prosper, they suffer mishap after mishap, but just seem to live on and on and on, why?
I think it's cause Harassing spirits just delight out of torturing some over a very long period of time.
Like how a cat never really kills a mouse, but bats it around till mouse exhausted, shocked, tired, wore out, mentally defeated, and eventually dies from a heart attack or something, then cat just walks away and eats the food in the tray.
Seems some of us are just here to be batted around by spirits with that same mentality cat has towards a mouse.
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Post by X factor on Nov 13, 2021 13:33:58 GMT -5
What do harassing spirits want?  What do harassing spirits really want from us? Why do humans harass other humans? Maybe there's a connection. I mean do all spirits originate from within our own minds? Are good or bad spirits born in the same body we are?, occupy the same space? A bad spirit, like a bad person, ultimately wants what? With humans it's usually money, power and or sox, but do those things interest a spirit as well? Why would a dark spirit care about money, or anything fleshly? Being evil just to be evil seems kind of petty, small, for a spirit to be pre-occupied with, there has to be more to why certain spirits harass some, and seem to leave others alone. Those issues will not be resolved in this post, that's for sure.
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Post by X factor on Jan 23, 2022 15:20:28 GMT -5
How can a day start off OK, and just go down so quick, as far is little quirky things going wrong, which usually involves the computer.
Like losing internet connection right in the middle of uploading project.
I mean computer had all week, weeks, to act up, why would internet connection suddenly go all to hell right when decide to upload important project?
Harassing spirits?
I mean why wouldn't harassing spirits also harass you, me, us, through a computer or any other means they can to disturb our peace of mind?
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Post by X factor on Jan 23, 2022 15:26:15 GMT -5
I do know that one of my problems in life, and why I never feel settled is cause I never see a project all the way through, well I need to, no matter how long and boring it may seem, I need to start seeing project through to completion so I can relax more at night and during the week.
No matter how tedious it may seem, like how microsoft uses that stupid hellish clowd storage thing on your device so that can't even upload document straight from computer, if that crap is running, have to instead email to yourself and down load it and crap.
Who the F invented that crap, and if so there should be an easy on/off tab to disconnect that BS.
People in tech think their gods are something.
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Post by X factor on Jan 23, 2022 15:27:39 GMT -5
Continued from above
That being said, I'm going to finish this project, so I can at least feel I didn't waste first part of this wonderful sunny day inside for nothing, I will finish this project, go back to that page and complete it, I need it complete if today is going to have any value to me at all.
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