Labor class thoughts and journal...

Amazing how personal time fly's by so quickly

Amazing how personal time, when off work, just fly's by so quickly...



Yep, seems when off work, pursuing things that interest you, make you happy, time just fly's by so fast.

Cause you have to divide off time with 'sleep', in order to be rested for following day of grueling mindless labor.

Unless allowed to have creative in put at work, following day reduced to nothing but mindless labor.

But your labor may earn company 1000-5000 per day, yet only get very small cut of that...maybe 1% to 20%, I don't know.
But it's low.

The rich do not make the poor wealthy, rather it's the accumilative labor of the poor masses that make a few rich.

And 'the rich' don't pay anyone's salary either, rather the working poor simply receive back a reduced earning of profits they earn corporation.

I don't need tomorrow, I just need now..

Defered dreams

When you work, come home so tired, spend peak energy levels at work.

Two types of workers.

If when I say work, you think of piles of paper on a desk, you're a white collar worker.



That's mind work, mental stress type of work, but not out in the sun, elements type of blue collar work for which I speak.



Blue collar work wears out the body, so that when get home, mind my be energized, but body just not feeling it.

Look at people who work in the elements vs desk or office type workers, look at the skin, general up keep and so on.

Make up and looking good while working in mud hole is not prioritized.

I've had both type of jobs, and must say feel way more refreshed when working in clean office environment vs sand and grit environment when get off work.

Physical labor jobs just wear you out more, and when get home just don't feel like doing as much since been moving around all day exerting energy.

Where as desk type workers love to go out when off work cause all they've been doing is sitting all day at office typing, talking, gesturing, so when off work tend to be more restless.

When I get home I don't even want to move, be around people or anything, all I want to do is mentally and physically recover, and by the time you do, it's time for work again.

I'm only good for about 10 hours a day, no matter how much money I owe, debt, ect...I'm only good for about 10 hours a day.

If poor, poor, and no matter how much you torture body, wear body out, by working extra hours, you'll still be poor.

Labor is not the way to riches, labor allows a company to make large profits and in return give you a very small % of that profit.

If a company earns $1000.00's off of your labor, they in turn may pay you $20.00 of that profit.

Your labor earned them 1000, and you get paid 20 of that.

Labor is the least efficient way to riches or wealth.

Your body/health will simply wear out before you get back a even return.

And that's just the fact jack.

Would rather owe money, have bad credit, and be healthy, than to destroy body trying to pay of Billion dollar corps, and be sickly.

Would rather live Homeless in a van, while working, and keeping the bulk of my earnings, than destroy body trying to work so much, 2 jobs, that immune system drops and get sick.

If I can't sustain self, bills, by working regular 8-10 hour shift, than it's not me that something is wrong with, but rather the system.

I'm older now and need my rest, my 'down time', and is why I'm as healthy as I am, look as young as I do, cause I put personal health above all.

And I tell everything else to go to H, cause that's exactly where they're trying to send you by making you labor so hard and long that you get injured or sick.

And when soulless bill collecters call, I tell them that if they want there money, to just meet me downtown, or in the woods, or wherever, and take it.

I say if you want my hard earned money that bad, than meet me in person and take it, like a thief would.

I can only give so much to this world, which tries to kill you as soon as you're born.

By exploiting your labor, wearing you out, until sick, and then doesn't stop there.

People who don't labor, have no idea, those who don't physically labor, make money off of those who do.

You try working 2 jobs, joints aching, in pain, you try it.

Enough is enough, been homeless before, and can do it again, if need by...actually almost did better outside the system, cause 80% of bills weren't there.

So get to keep the vast bulk of income.

I'll continue this on a different thread, time allowing.

Off for a week and now feel lost, was afraid this would happen

On vacation, sure don't feel like it.

Nothing to anticipate, been so structured lately in nothingness that it's hard to think beyond a Deadpool type of life and schedule and pay.

And made mistake of bring work place drama home with me on off time, which is always a mistake.

When off I shouldn't be thinking about anyone or anything that has to do with job...cause when you do it's as if haven't left.

It's going to take a few days for it all to dissipate system.

When off work and not carrying out assigned duties is when you realize whether you're happy or not.

When working, don't have time to think about your own personal happiness, and can always blame it on job, but when off work, who are what do you blame your unhappiness on?

I've got a lot of healing and restructuring of life to do while off for a week.

But sad how when you do get self back in order, is when work creeps up on you again.

Right now though just feel a bit depressed and simply want to go back to bed.

Going to bed as average, loose less working class type, a bit drunk, unfulfilled and 'blah'...

Nothing more, nothing less...

It's a really sickening feeling when you're working full time, giving it all you've got, and yet still can't pay all your bills.

If have less than $5000.00 in checking or savings, than by todays standards you're basically broke!!

I'm refereeing to working adult, or adults, who are on their own, and responsible for own bills.

If in high school, or college, and have 5 gran, than you're rich, but as a working adult, if all you have is 5 gran or less, you're basically broke.


And if ever get to the 'check to check' standard of living, than it's only a matter of time before Pac-Man gobbles you up.



Pac-Man, for the sake of this post, equals cold hearted reality of the cost of living, bills, auto payment, insurances, rent, mortgage, medical expenses, food, gas, cable, phone bill, storage and more.

If living check to check, than you're living on borrowed time, for only a matter of time before Pac-Man gobbles you, me, us, up.

And once gobbled up, and have to fight way out of belly of Pac-Man, it's even tougher for a while.

IF give up and say 'F it', than simply walk away from it all, but if refuse to fall, and fight, that can be tough, in that ego takes a hit, some weeks, do to owing so much, so many, one is just flat out broke, living off change while working full time.

While others gorge on lunch, you're dropping change into vending machine or eating a apple, while they gorge on Pizza...

When struggling economically, the stuff they talk about on TV, talk radio, just seems to distant and irrelevant.

Russia, Putin, N Korea, Hillary, all of it just seems so distant, when you're fighting just to not be evicted or to keep vehicle ect.

And while near broke, you're basically a slave to your employer, or new employer, until can build savings up again, for without money, you have no leverage.

When bills are do, you have to work, have to work on that Saturday, when really needed day off to recuperate.

Then turn on radio, talk radio, just to hear do nothing but blab all day, ultra rich talk radio hosts tell you that 'you don't pay fair share in taxes'....

Would they like to trade spots then?, I wonder...

If can't pay rent, where's this extra money for taxes suppose to come from?

I'd much rather be rich, wealthy, have excess income, and pay higher taxes than to be poor, struggling, and can't even pay light bill for the month.

Anyways, life is tough.

Man, his greed, has turned being alive into servitude.

I look at the birds, squirrels and other animals, they have the right idea.

Oh well, time for bed, this servant must get some rest before tomorrow commeth again and out in the fields again with whip on back.