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Post by X factor on Nov 27, 2022 23:33:08 GMT -5
when I get drunk, I always make a total fool out of myself, what's new about that, everyone does. The difference is when 'loved', when make a fool out of yourself, your actions are simply excused. 
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Post by X factor on Nov 28, 2022 10:54:40 GMT -5
Drinking over the holidays
This video might be helpful to some.
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Post by X factor on Nov 29, 2022 10:43:15 GMT -5
Not sure if I can ever win. If I can't defeat lonliness, not sure if I can ever totally stop drinking  But what I don't get are those who drink, and aren't even lonely, and are surrounded by family and friends, yet still chose to drink, that mindset I do not get or understand.
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Post by X factor on Dec 3, 2022 8:39:17 GMT -5
For moderate to heavy drinkers who are single, I'll say this, when your life doesn't evolve around alcohol, life gets a bit easier, your ability to cope with stuff that is, and just physically feel better and less grouchy throughout the day.
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Post by X factor on Dec 3, 2022 21:55:09 GMT -5
I almost fell for the alcohol trap tonight after getting in....I had about half a can of beer, or less, and said 'Nah, drinking this stuff won't fix a thing'...and I stopped, and glad I did.
For I can do more with a solid sound mind, than I can with a drunk one.
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Post by X factor on Dec 25, 2022 15:35:36 GMT -5
I drank way to much last night, and now, ugg, now, I feel hazed.
one sec, gotta go to the store to get something before show comes on.
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Post by X factor on Dec 29, 2022 22:50:45 GMT -5
Alcohol can really make you lose your rational judgement, and or say stupid things, or write stupid things, you never would have if not drunk or drinking.
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Post by X factor on Dec 29, 2022 23:09:49 GMT -5
You cook food, it tastes one way when drunk, then when sober, the dish you cooked tastes a bit different.
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Post by X factor on Jan 23, 2023 20:45:32 GMT -5
I think I'm ready to try to go alcohol free again, ye I know, I keep saying that.
But, I don't know...'that voice'..
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Post by X factor on Jan 23, 2023 20:47:51 GMT -5
Alcohol, at this juncture in my life, is just making me stupid, lazy, dumb and reckless.
I just feel that voice inside of me saying 'stop'.
It's always and only when you hear that voice, that if smart, you react to and obey.
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Post by X factor on Jan 23, 2023 20:49:33 GMT -5
Another thing that 'voice' is telling me is to stop eating sauce, as in ketchup, BB sauce ect, and to stop eating chips, which I gave up until recently.
That voice inside of me is telling me to throw it all away and out tonight, into the back yard.
And so I think I will listen to that voice...that is if I want to live and be healthy.
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Post by X factor on Jan 23, 2023 20:52:13 GMT -5
Yes, I see what the 'devil' is trying to do with me, fool me with a bit of good health just so I'll slide back into bad habits...ah hu...I see what's going on.
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Post by X factor on Jan 30, 2023 3:39:36 GMT -5
I think if I stop boozing, I mean even stop drinking beer, my life would improve by 70% or more.
I don't drink liquor anymore, but I think even beer can have the same long term effects on ones mood, habits, ect.
It's best to not drink at all, in my opinion.
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Post by X factor on Jan 30, 2023 3:55:18 GMT -5
Put down the booze 
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Post by X factor on Jan 31, 2023 18:08:13 GMT -5
Right now instead of drinking or getting drunk, I'm eating salmon  Yes, instead of drinking I'm eating healthy, thankgoodness. And without alcohol in system, body can better absorb all the nutrients from this salmon, which I paid a hefty price for, but hey, salmon, this time of the year? Was probably flown in from afar. Not having the best day, nor the worst, just learning how to be sober again on a long term basis.
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