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Post by X factor on May 12, 2020 22:17:06 GMT -5
You don't know me, as 'Blade' said in the movie 'Blade', to that lady.
But you don't know me.
Main stream is cruel to me, and the person I decide to help through college will be younger, better looking, more savvy version of myself.
In fact, I'll give them the world if could find such.
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Post by X factor on May 12, 2020 22:19:13 GMT -5
Don't even look at me with your main stream eyes, you've ignored my talent all your life.
I'm dead to you.
You can't help me anymore...but at least, maybe, I can help a odd soul like myself get through college.
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Post by X factor on May 12, 2020 22:24:47 GMT -5
There will be one lucky soul, whom I will help succeed in this life.
They have no idea who they are, nor do I, at the moment....but one thing for sure, I will not leave this world without helping another.
Could of helped many, but most to gdm stupid to REACH OUT!!!
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Post by X factor on May 12, 2020 22:28:35 GMT -5
Instead, I turn on the TV, watch these 'crime solving shows', and see people in their prime, both males and females, give themselves to 'ugliness'...why??, why??
I just don't get it.
People who would ignore me, yet walk right into the arms of death...just watch those TV detective shows...I just don't get it folks.
Where as 'me', myself and I, wouldn't so much as hurt a butterfly, and in fact when in grade school, would be late to class cause would feel sorry for and pic up all the worms and throw them back into grass so sun wouldn't fry them, well I'm still that same person, yet treated like crap by society.
Life makes zero sense to me.
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Post by X factor on May 12, 2020 22:31:47 GMT -5
main stream types will never get my money, only 'outcasts' who are beautiful, yet misunderstood, will feel my blessings one day.
A free college ride possible, we shall see, and with that my rant is done for now.
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Post by X factor on May 12, 2020 22:39:09 GMT -5
Stupid a-- College says 'Give to _____, screw that, so my money can be wasted?? Give you a Porsche, while the person, that one particular soul I want to see control the world, or at least have control of 'their world' gets ignored...are you hobbitding me?
No! When I give, it will be to one or 2, full amount, just for them, and no one else.
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Post by X factor on May 24, 2020 22:35:54 GMT -5
Tomorrow, I will throw money to the homeless, just cause i can and want to.
I will make many smile tomorrow, cause I do have money to spare.
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Post by X factor on May 24, 2020 22:37:12 GMT -5
I hate this world, I obey all the rules and still stepped on, F money...will throw to the homeless tomorrow...and they'll cheer.
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Post by X factor on May 24, 2020 22:40:15 GMT -5
I hate this world, I obey all the rules and still stepped on, F money...will throw to the homeless tomorrow...and they'll cheer. Yes, but am I fat???
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Post by X factor on May 24, 2020 22:43:06 GMT -5
I hate this world, I obey all the rules and still stepped on, F money...will throw to the homeless tomorrow...and they'll cheer. Yes, but am I fat??? You know what, I need you to quit following me around, you're an autistic freak... The world doesn't care if you're fat, OK! Life doesn't evolve around your weight...now go away...please bounce...gosh.............
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Post by X factor on May 24, 2020 22:49:32 GMT -5
Is this an insane asylum?, like the movie 'One flew over the cuckoos nest?
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Post by X factor on May 24, 2020 22:50:29 GMT -5
Is this an insane asylum?, like the movie 'One flew over the cuckoos nest? No, now go to bed before I have nurse Ratchet strap you down and eletric shock you.
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Post by X factor on Jun 3, 2020 23:26:59 GMT -5
Ahead of time, just saying, if become a millionaire in future.
All those who ignored me 'now'...I will never know you...ever.
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Post by X factor on Jun 23, 2020 23:51:35 GMT -5
If you're a man/male, don't trust a woman who tells you 'To act like a man'
For if such a woman 'acted like a woman', the last thing she'd have to do is prod you into acting like a 'Man', which= = 'Allow me to abuse you in many different forms, and if you defend yourself, than you're not a man'
In other words you take such a ladies abuse, or in her eye's 'Your not a man'.
Don't fall for that fellas.
And to bad a female talk radio host put that out.
A real man does indeed stand up for himself.
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Post by X factor on Jun 29, 2020 20:51:24 GMT -5
I totally hate wasting perfectly good evening time on the phone with 'tech help', it's such a vast waste of time.
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