Quick thoughts...

What sucks is when you already know you're 'genus', but what also sucks is knowing people will only say that about you once you're dead, and discover your work, and no longer a 'threat' to them anymore, that's what sucks.

Online ordering

With me, this is a turn off.

When I go online to order 1 or 2 items, then before you get to checkout, bombarded with this promo, sign up for this, get that discount, order these also and save, and other mumbo jumbo.

Well what happens with me is I get so overwhelmed with decision making that I just close the tab and forget about it all together, tell myself that I really didn't need it, and or just drive up to store and buy it in person.

With Amazon, they bombard you with 'free shipping if join amazon prime whatever'...I don't know, streaming movies, discounts here, savings there, but in the end I never end up using any of it, and then months later forget to 'cancel' 1 week free subscription to whatever.

So now you're getting 15 bucks drained from account every month, and totally forget about it.

That's 150 bucks a year, that you forget about, and then other stuff you signed up for, and forget about....it adds up.

And the only time you remember is when you lose your debt card, and cancel it, then you get all the notices of 'payment didn't go through', and you're like 'wow, I didn't even realize I had A,B,C taking from account.


So now, with me anyways, I really don't need all the promos and savings and travel this, hotel fair that, I live a very simply life and wouldn't use most of it, if any.

Now what should of taken 5 minutes to order, I spent 40 minutes or more agonizing over all the side deals they kept offering, and end the end simply closed tab and bought nothing.

I miss not having anyone to look up to, or feel I should emulate anymore.

I miss having real life hero's, and a hero is someone capable of looking back at you and actually caring.

Does the media realize just how evil they are to me?

I don't need to constantly hear about the 'death count' from corona.

If someone sitting in my place, and every 10 minutes told me the death count of corona, I'd warn them once not to, and if they did it again, they'd get beat up.

Those who control the media are pure slime, 100% pure slime.

The media doesn't work on behalf of the people anymore.

Maybe less known, smaller journalist do, but major ones do not.

Both sides of the media have been hi-jacked by political interests.

And politics always lead to money.

Any one, candidate, who gets in the way of that money gets destroyed by the media.

Expect the next candidate after Trump, even if a Republican, to be totally docile and throw out the white flag of surrender.

They will allow America and Americans to get 'raped' by foreign interests.

At this time, don't be surprised if actually civil war breaks out, I mean the real kind.

Cause many American, who are quite now, will only let this crap go on for so long.

And many Americans, Democrat no Democrat, won't sit by and allow elected politicians to take away our freedom and reduce us to a 3rd world platform.

Senators and Congressmen should be weary, respect has to be a two way thing.

All the traditions of D.C. could go up in smoke, in a matter of hours, if 100's of 1000's of people rushed that area.

Democrats better watch how they step.

I got like 100 things I need to get done in 2-3 days, near impossible, unless on cocaine and stoned, like the guy on Scarface...



And then for the next 3 days would be like this....

If I ran a news room, or news station, there would be no 'C' virus updates, or any other illness update.

News rooms, stations, that still shove 'C' virus updates down peoples throats, to destroy their moral, are like under orders to do so, and the persons ordering them to do so are under a spell of some sorts.

Ye, me to, I to wish I could just eat and eat and eat, and never get full.