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Post by X factor on Oct 31, 2014 20:21:24 GMT -5
 Ok fine...I know a few faithful followers want a 'Happy Halloween' post...well Happy Halloween ok. And I hope tonight finds you safe, secure and happy. And I hope in state of mind to allow imagination to run a bit wild tonight. A night where humans are allowed to step a bit out of character bounds, and maybe be something, become a character you've always wanted to be. Halloween is my favorite Holiday of the year...but actually it's not a Holiday since no days are missed. But you get my drift. Be well, and most importantly be safe...and be kind to others.  |
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Post by X factor on Nov 7, 2014 15:42:12 GMT -5
'Good Times'
Life is hopefully about to get a bit better, we shall see...and none of it has to do with stupid electoral politics.
F politicians...they mean nothing to me...I change my own life, not them.
Odd, strange 'Gods' help me...not you.
The Gods are odd...
And at times nothing makes sense.
At times we all observe good people suffer, while evil wicked people get ahead and flourish.
The other times...the 'Gods' step in and help someone who is down to prosper also.
It's all just odd.
None of it really makes sense in current dimension, how a 'God' can Love you when so many others hate you.
'Gods' are odd...and have their own ways of reasoning that most of us just can't grasp or understand.
Life is strange.
Being alive and conscious and aware is even more strange and odd.
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Post by X factor on Nov 8, 2014 4:11:49 GMT -5
Can't sleepCan't sleep, to much energy I guess, energy surge at wrong time, which means when I should be awake, I'll feel drowsy. I can't sleep, and I don't feel like writing...good grief...  Which means all you do is think...think, and more thinking. Maybe I'll try one more time to just lay down and sleep, lay still. .
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Post by X factor on Nov 12, 2014 1:06:02 GMT -5
I think being born in 1950, or age 15 in the year 1965, would of been the ideal time to be American.  At least if 'white' and middle class. Not sure how fun or socially prosperous it would be to be born 'blck' in 1950. A lot of people don't think about that when it comes to time travel, many forget how you experience in the past is directly related to what social class you're apart of. But color, shade, orientation, religion aside, I still think that would of been the most fun to be a teenager, is during the 60's, during the Beatles era, hot rods, simpler times for some, but again difficult times for others. But if one could be a generic person, someone not effected at all by social issues of those times, I still think life would of been fun back then....families closer, back when holidays really had meaning. |
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Post by X factor on Nov 17, 2014 3:07:51 GMT -5
I'm back...was off for a while...
lot's to get caught up on...
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Post by X factor on Nov 20, 2014 22:14:28 GMT -5
What happens when good things happen, yet still can't get 'happy'?When good things, supposed good things occur, yet still can't get 'happy', is that a symptom of loneliness? Or is it a sense of something good happening inside a vehicle headed for a cliff regardless? When you're younger you don't really see that cliff, ever, or when surrounded by well intentioned friends or family you don't see that cliff. But when a lone, it seems that cliff is always in view or one the mind, regardless of what occurs 'now'. Like jumping out of an airplane with no parachute, and while falling get call on cell phone that you won the lottery...awesome, yet only have minutes to distribute the money and share the joy with others.  Ye so you get a better job...still could get sick, or someone in life could leave. Ye so sure you get business finally going right, just to find out older relative you most wanted to impress is sick, dying or gone. Ironies. Seems there's always some kind of penalty to pay for success or something good occurring. Does anything really matter if you have no one significant in life to share it with, or who even cares? Or maybe drugs, alcohol, tobacco, meds, ect, can also dampen the effects of sustained joy as well. Also, outside of your parents, who is really suppose to care or give a dm about you? No one really, unless you serve either a soxual interest to them or monetary interest. If you're the 'Boss' everyone pretends to be concerned about you cause you pay their salary. And if you're physically attractive, people 'like you' (initially), cause they feed off of your radiance. And maybe that's where pets come into play. Who knows. The dynamics of living will always be a puzzle. 
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Post by X factor on Nov 23, 2014 19:20:19 GMT -5
Relaxed I feel relaxed right now, in my little place.
I feel content and relaxed.
Not that I will tomorrow, but right now I do.
Money has a way of doing that, money has a way of pushing back worries, deadlines and other stuff.
That's just how this world is set up, unfortunately.
Without money to pay bills, rent, mortgage, buy gas, make repairs, it's just hard to relax.
But when you have money, at least temporarily, you can relax a bit, at least in your mind.
Not that danger and turmoil aren't still waiting right around the corner, right outside your window, door, but at least in your mind, you can relax for a bit.
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Post by X factor on Nov 30, 2014 18:54:42 GMT -5
Been avoiding the news headlines lately
Hello, just don't have much appetite for divisive news headlines as of lately.
News headlines are purposely engineered to inflame viewers emotions, to make you extremely mad or sad or sometimes to even laugh.
The laughing part is OK I guess, but the mad and bitter and resentful part, not so much.
The news seems to focus on the most extreme, dire, darkest, stories in the nation.
Makes it seem every ones in a uproar, when in reality hardly any are.
Most just get up and go to work, come home and relax.
But when you turn on the news, they make it seem as if all social chaos is breaking out, depending on the story.
Most have enough to worry about in own personal life, than to be worrying about national stories, incidents, that occur thousands of miles away.
Anyways...calm lazy Sunday evening, just the way I like it.
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Post by X factor on Dec 3, 2014 21:19:07 GMT -5
What have I been up to lately?
Work.
And that's about it.
The media sickens me as of lately, the way they sensationalize stories.
I really can't take it right now...sensationalized stories and commercials.
It's all so fabricated.
So I just come home tired and rest, and exercise of course.
Not much else to say right now.
Going to bed early and escape into the realm of dreams.
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Post by X factor on Dec 12, 2014 17:41:57 GMT -5
 Hello I've been under the weather lately, really bad, but hopefully improving. Evil entities do exist, who work through others, to intentionally or unintentionally poison your life in many different ways that harm either 1. Your mind 2. Your spiritualty 3. Physical health 4. Fiscal health (ability to earn a living) There's really not much you can do about it accept hope the 'good guardians' are more interested in seeing you succeed than bad one will for you to fail and suffer. On a side note every thing online has become one big deceptive joke. When you get new computer look how fast and clean it runs, keypad responds micro quick, no delay or drag. Then months later key strokes begin to drag, sag, blur and slur...do to scripts, adds ect ect. Basically noisy spy sh_t, and is why many are just fed up and don't bother typing anything anymore and would rather read what other write instead. Anyways back soon, computers about to restart for 'updates'...another sham... |
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Post by X factor on Dec 13, 2014 4:23:38 GMT -5
Will I ever out grow this forum blog? In a way not really do to engineered lay out of forum blog. It's a vast mansion with many rooms of thought and personalities, and the way forum blog is laid out it always allows for personal growth. Growth is life. It's the simplicity of it that gives it it's longevity. You don't go away and vanish and cease to matter just cause others fail to acknowledge you. Just because you shut someone in a room, lock the door and throw away the key, doesn't mean they're not still functioning behind the door. If I set this forum up like 1000's of others, it would have faded long ago. But instead it's like a Library, a quiet place to read and find yourself. A place people, souls, still need visit, to escape mass commercialism and the pop culture images they get everywhere else now. Look how bright the Mansion lights are and marble floors, all done for guests, and self. The most unique, quite, un talked about blog forum on all the web. This forum blog is like the galaxy in that it's set up to forever expand and evolve.
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Post by X factor on Dec 20, 2014 23:32:01 GMT -5
Christmas, not sure what that means anymore Just not sure what it means anymore, Xmas that is. When Holidays approach and arrive I feel like I'm watching from behind a glass wall, I see people scurring about, but just don't 'feel it' anymore. .
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Post by X factor on Dec 21, 2014 21:18:24 GMT -5
 Sometimes you can feel like a rocket sitting on launch pad, with lot's of potential, but no fuel. In the case of humans that fuel would be 1. Love Which gives birth to...Motivation, inspiration, goals, determination, stamina, happiness and joy. But without that initial fuel, Love, Rocket just sits on pad motionless. |
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Post by X factor on Dec 24, 2014 18:46:53 GMT -5
The original 'Chucky' doll, 'Talking Tina'
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Post by X factor on Dec 28, 2014 10:10:27 GMT -5
Average people will keep you average
Even if you do extraordinary things in front of average people, their response well still be 'average'.
Then there are others (most) who don't recognize the extraordinary things you or one does unless they do it behind a title, an official title or uniform.
If you look good, but aren't an official model, so what.
If you save lives, but aren't an official rescue worker, so what.
If you're a technologically gifted, but don't work for Tech institute, so what.
If you can preach, but aren't pastor of a church, so what.
And so on.
Many only acknowledge your 'greatness' only if that greatness is shrouded in an official title.
And many others struggle with such low self esteem that they don't know how to compliment others outside of Job duties.
If, when, God comes back, at times just not sure what or whom he's coming back for.
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