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Post by X factor on Jan 9, 2016 20:02:00 GMT -5
Mega ball Why not, why not write about one of the biggest lottery pay outs of all time assuming someone wins. Not every day a average person can be yanked from obscurity into that kind of money riches and fame. I've followed the rules all my life and the rules don't seem to get you know where anymore, regardless of how much you 'believe' in a God. Millions die yearly who 'believe' in a God, they die poor, body broke and in mental and physical pain cause they did not have the money or means to change things in the here and now all because they didn't have the money. Not cause they weren't good, nice or decent, but simply cause they didn't have the dough. Where as an evil person who does have 'the dough' can change the world or their world however they see fit and don't have to walk on the ground. Will I win, no, I doubt it, will most who play win, obviously not, but I think people owe it to themselves to at least try or play. I mean what's the alternative, spending next 40-10 years hitting bricks with a pick, laboring as body wears out. Many wealthy types don't even need the lottery to enjoy that...good for them. If one is already worth 3 billion, doubt 400 million would be life changing, if they won would just probably invest it. To Bill Gates...400 million...I'm sure he yawns. Oh well, if you play, good luck, cause that's all it is. Heaven knows most are certainly struck with bad luck throughout the year, so why not some good luck for a change.
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Post by X factor on Jan 11, 2016 2:37:06 GMT -5
Could spend forever in the Zone, this mystic Mansion of many rooms, just writing Like a ghost, free to roam wherever, I find solace here. All the rooms, corridors of thought, and passage ways of possibility.
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Post by X factor on Jan 19, 2016 23:06:52 GMT -5
And yes, put your dern plants inside if it's to cold out, OK Put your dern plants inside or cover them up, if need be. Life is life. If you help preserve the life of other things, others, one day the favor may be returned in an eternal way. Now go tend to your poor plants that you so dearly love.
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Post by X factor on Jan 27, 2016 22:00:01 GMT -5
Coming in for a landing Coming in for a landing, haven't been here in a while. Have volume down on TV, political season brings out the worst and ugliest in man. Lay off the salt and sugar if you want to live longer and healthier. If I had millions, if could win it, cause certainly can't earn it, would just walk away from it all starting now. Use to want to, was dense enough to think that I could, save the world, now all I want to do is run away from it. I see souls way more accomplished than me get thrashed in media, souls who have done nothing wrong other than competing against another's interest, thrashed in media. The media amplifies hostility and bitterness. I can't save the world, I just want to run away from it. Seems people who want to save the world always meet tragic end, from biblical prophets, to modern day reformers, seems trying to save the world assures a disastrous end for self by the hands of others. Anyways, I'm detached right now, will just focus on this evening and the night before me. This is the Twylightzone.
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Post by X factor on Feb 1, 2016 20:19:56 GMT -5
What goes on inside thy Castle, known as The ZoneWhat seems like light, isn't always so...  Yes, that would be yours truly, sitting behind virtual barrel hiding from whatever and everything all in one, I suppose. I find it's more fun to use yourself in illustrations, since it's you yourself that's going through whatever it is you're going through to feel the way you do, so why use another when all they'd be doing is acting. When you use yourself you're not acting, rather you're projecting. And above represents the fact that what for many of us seemed like 'light' years ago, really ends up being dark, but as above, often we don't come to the realization of this until journey is almost over, then it's to late to just turn around and instead have to confront the mess you got yourself into. Even the bible says 'For even Satan will or can appear as an angel of light' Many of us are lead towards that light, not cause we want things to go wrong, but cause the light can be enticing. The deceptive light can be many things... 1. Dropping out of school to early to pursue some promising job 2. Getting pregnant by person we thought loved us. 3. Investing in business that looked so promising at first, then in the end it crashes 4. Buying a car with all of last money, just for car to break down two days later And so on. Sadly the source behind the light isn't always so bright, be careful out there. This is the Zone.
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Post by X factor on Feb 7, 2016 19:54:39 GMT -5
If you're not suppose to be beautiful If you're not suppose to be beautiful, the world will come for you. If you're not suppose to be beautiful, certain people will try to exploit you. If you're not suppose to be beautiful, people will harass you and call you names. If you're not suppose to be beautiful, you're told being so means you've angered god and are doomed. But to me, if beautiful is what you want to be, than that's perfectly fine with me.
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Post by X factor on Feb 18, 2016 21:51:20 GMT -5
Starlite expanding This spot here is like the epic center of all my blogs, and sadly I haven't been here much lately, cause I'm like expanding. I have so many different sides, personas, moods and moments, it's hard to keep them all contained in one spot. I'm spread all over, but each 'spot' has a distinct feel to it. If God can't relate to just one person, one style, one mood, one culture one of anything, than how can those who claim to be created in his image, including his capacity to understand and absorb others experiences, how can such people claim to be in touch with such a vast God or entity? They are not, sadly they are not. If any one claims to be of 'God', yet are a bigot, and can only relate to their own skin color, or region of the planet or gender or fill in the blank, than they are not of God, rather they are of the flesh, and are steered by carnal instincts just like any other pack animal. I'm not a pack animal, I'm more like the atmosphere that covers the Earth. This is the Twylight Zone....
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Post by X factor on Feb 28, 2016 23:06:35 GMT -5
Tomorrow approaches quick now like a roaring lion
Screw tomorrow, tomorrow won't yield anything new or promising that yesterday did or didn't.
Sometimes life on Earth already feels like hell, in that you often, most people, have to do things, go places, you really don't want to.
This whole system of life is yogarted.
I wish we all could just be left alone to persue whatever without the nessisty to work and be apart of such large complex societies.
Sometimes when at work I just feel dead.
And right when your most creative individual spirit comes back to you, on Sunday, it's time to slave again all week long.
Oh well
later
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Post by X factor on Mar 5, 2016 20:50:34 GMT -5
Space HubI am Starlite...I'm lot's of places. But this is my main hub, main space port...  I come here, I suppose, to be neutral and nothing. Yet, as of now, it's the number one viewed single section with over 40,000 views, and totally off the radar, so I must be doing something right. But blogs of the more famous can get similar amount of views in one day, but then again they have radio shows, TV shows, are extra extra famous and have 100's of media outlets. I've had to work and earn every view here on this obscure blog page, but imagine if I had same outlets and access to major media? I'd have a lot more to say than most commercialized hosts. Indeed my thoughts are vast, the Zone is vast. Rod Sterling was vast also, and a good writer, his vision often exceeded his time, as does a lot of what I write, in that a lot of it won't become relevant or noticed until 'I'm gone'...sucks how that always works. You have to be 'gone' before someone, someone that matters, finally recognizes your grandness, but while 'here', your vastness is seen as a threat or competition, so instead of others elevating you, they hide and bury you. Corruption is thick, and on all levels, all social plains. Like with Donald Trump, if you're not apart of 'establishment' (regardless of whether political establishment or other) than they fight like hell to keep you small and unnoticed. But the rule is you live until dead, and after that it's out of your control. Live until dead. And with that, time to depart this port and move on, happy weekend, take it easy and be light.
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Post by X factor on Mar 8, 2016 1:05:16 GMT -5
Kept media turned off this eveningI find more and more I'm keeping the media turned off when I get in, have less and less need for it do to the ugliness of it all. Headlines are ugly, designed to be that way on purpose, headlines are framed in ways that are meant to disturb the viewer or reader or listener. Headlines are twisted like that for commercial reasons, to play people, to make situations appear worse than they are, to make another appear worst than they are. It's all so dishonest, and this political season has highlighted that more than ever, these endless debates and town hall meetings where the media just keeps stringing these candidates along like rag dolls, simply for ratings. I don't think I've ever seen a political season that had so many useless debates, it's more like watching a TV series now. How the reporters eyes gloss over as they ask the same generic question over and over, as if not even listening to the candidates response, like they, the commentators, have been programed.  Commentators remind me of the 'Infected' zombies in the movie '28 days later', in that they just seem to have a appetite for controversy. I don't even think CNN or Fox even have regular reporters anymore, instead they've all become opinion makers. Each determined to become the sorce of news rather than reporting the news. Sooner or later, if smart, you realize you're being dragged along by them, and if not careful become infected also. Windows 10 sucks also, in that if you upgrade it destroys your DVD player and have to download one at a price, and I heard windows 10 data minds, the DVD player data minds, records everything you play or listen to for market research. It's sickening, no wonder I side with apple on the whole privacy thing. Anyways back to bed, where lately dreams, dream sequences seem more soothing and sensible than life as presented through TV media.
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Post by X factor on Mar 19, 2016 6:44:27 GMT -5
Saturday is finally here.
No big splash or anything, just nice to have a few days off now and then.
Phone off, fan on high, to block out any background noise.
Phone off, fan up cause I don't want no in coming stress, and that's all this environment seems to bring to me anymore.
Seems Friday is the day you must be weary of incoming stress, when incoming call arrives, loaded with stressful dialogue or info.
A request for this, this favor, this bad news.
You work all week busting butt, just to have your weekend derailed by incoming call of stress by those who only see you as a tool for their convenience never asking if you need help, if you're OK, if you're making it through life alright, no, instead you only pop up in their mind when they need a favor or have some bad news to transfer to you so that you enter weekend stressed.
This is why on Friday fan up, phone off.
If no one is going to help me, take interest in my own life, needs, than I'm not so concerned with theirs anymore.
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Post by X factor on Apr 3, 2016 16:18:16 GMT -5
Earth Wind and Fire/ Chicago on stage together, playing hit songs together, wow!
Where else, what other 'blog' would you find this...two super groups of the 70's jamming together, putting aside their egos to play each others fabulous music together for fans...wow.
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Post by X factor on May 13, 2016 18:37:56 GMT -5
 Haven't been here in a long while, by the zones standards. Just haven't been in the usual writing mood, got involved in a relationship for a while and other things. All of it a dud, just like this blog. The smart, or now wealthy, bloggers monetized their writings long ago, I went more the organic route in that I prefer being authentic in all that I do and express. I don't like commercializing sentiment. But in the end it doesn't matter if what you write isn't read much beyond small 'cult' following. Sadly in this world doing the right thing doesn't always yield good or positive results. 'Doing the right thing doesn't always yield good or positive results'Maybe on TV it does, but in real life, no. And being the 'right' person doesn't always mean good things will occur to or for you. You can be a nice loving soul, never hurt anyone, and a cold hearted cop will still write you a ticket and try to wreck your life out of their own sick twisted sense of State Justice, which they sometimes hide their dark natures behind. That's just one random example of how being a good person doesn't shield you from the behavior or intent of bad people or evil. Jesus himself could be born today, and barely stand out, if at all, people would just think he was acting or trying to get attention. Everything has been fictionalized, comic characters, WCW, movie stars, so how would Jesus stand out today? How would Jesus stand out today?Plenty of people are persecuted, attacked, killed and robbed, so even Jesus dying wouldn't really stand out today, in that 1000's of Christians have died in Islamic lands over the years, Jews have died also, yet the story of any one particular one has never stood out. You have to be born in the right place to stand out today, born in the right nation, country, family, ethnic group, hierarchy, pedigree and so forth, in order to stand out. But I guess that's how it's always been. My writings mean absolutely nothing, unless fate grabs me in a different way, should it, than the back stories already here. |
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Post by X factor on May 15, 2016 13:12:21 GMT -5
It's Sunday, still wore out, what else can I say.
Tired and worn, and tomorrow is coming around way to quickly.
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Post by X factor on Jun 10, 2016 19:42:32 GMT -5
It's Friday
It's Friday, big wow...but I'm still glad it's Friday.
Been posting on here since 2013...type in Friday in the Search tab, and see how my Friday outlook and activities have changed over the years.
I'm not as thrilled about Fridays now, that's for sure.
My mood and outlook was a lot more colorful when I first started this blog forum, now a bit more square.
Environment plays a large role in that, don't hobbit yourself, if living in area where those around you don't shine, their dull personas tend to drain you of yours.
My life is stable now, not enriched, just stable, as if in holding pattern until next big life changing moment.
Watching 'I am Legend' on TV and eating liver, cucumbers and broccoli...big wow.
Long work week...just recovering now.
Creative side just hasn't been there as much lately.
Maturity?
I certainly hope not.
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