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Post by X factor on Aug 18, 2016 21:13:40 GMT -5
No love dying
Best blog,ever, on all the planet earth...
Here, you do matter...
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Post by X factor on Aug 27, 2016 19:17:43 GMT -5
Drag me to hell, againOnce again watching the movie 'Drag me to hell', probably the most watched movie I've ever seen over and over again. Not sure why. Other than the character 'Christine' just seems so ordinary, a ordinary person with extraordinary bad luck. She makes one gypsy lady mad, and it's on after that... Totally relatable in that just seems bad things seem to happen to ordinary decent people down here on Earth. While it seems the truly evil are blessed, as if things are backwards. That 'witch' could of gone after drug dealers, corrupt politicians, ticklers, thieves, but instead unleashed wrath on dizzy blonde bank teller who had one slight of judgement. That's life it seems. Oh well, time to lay back and enjoy movie, once again, on this Saturday night.
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Post by X factor on Sept 25, 2016 20:47:25 GMT -5
Paranormal ActivityYe, I know movie is old, but selected it to watch out of a few others. To me, life runs more along paranormal lines than physical ones anyways. physical beings may just be pawns, toys, to the spiritual realm. Not sure if 'we' get after life or not, maybe that was just inserted into human folklore as a way of slowing scientist down from discovering what's really going on in Universe. I don't know, or maybe, truly, One Savior exists, as described in Bible, or other ancient books. I'm sure every civilization that lived, from Egypt to Greece, I'm sure they all thought were last generation, and that their social and spiritual leaders all had the answers... I'm sure those who built these monuments thought they had all the answers, knew the 'right' Gods or entities, but in the end, all ended up in graves. The 'Gods' may live on, the creators may live on, but the humans, all seem to just end up in graves, as life expires. I don't know, nor do I claim to. In 1745 'God' was 'racist', yet in 2016 he isn't?...why would 'god' change like that and evolve right along with human understanding? Again, I don't know. Empires of the past thought they knew... But where are they now? If man is nothing more than intelligent insect, than what's the point? And nothing makes sense if nothing matters after physical death. If after body physically dies, and no longer able to influence anything that's alive, than what's the point of anything? Oh well... Here, in the zone, you get more than generic political stuff, you get old fashion reading that makes you think. Back to movie and time for bed, later.
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Post by X factor on Oct 2, 2016 21:41:41 GMT -5
In a 'Silent Hill' type of moodJust couldn't take anymore TV, the commercials really annoy me, so don't speak to my mood. You get more commercial now than show commercials are airing on. Probably won't watch it all, but just in a deeper mood than TV viewing facilitates. Silent Hill has that greyish, dark, grainy, gloomy feel to it, the feeling of being lost, stuck between the world of reality, the past, future and present. Kind of the mood I'm in right now. The weekends near gone, and tomorrow will come rushing in, it'll be like just going through the motions. More people will die tomorrow, going no where, going to work in auto crashes, driving to store, or other accidents. Always in a hurry to get no where. I take my time now, no matter where I go cause I realize the future doesn't really hold anything useful to me right now, just sorrow, regret, and the avoidance of evil souls. People who walk amongst us who are so dark, it's as if bred from hell. Following a holy God is just not on the minds of a lot of people lately. Sometimes I think new scripture needs to be written to fit modern times and the modern mindset. Oh well, time to fade into the night will watching Silent Hill the movie.
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Post by X factor on Oct 9, 2016 22:01:52 GMT -5
Yes, it's that time of the year againYes, it's that time of the year again, October. Haven't been around much posting like days of old, but still here.
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Post by X factor on Oct 16, 2016 9:42:34 GMT -5
Be yourself, and you'll attract the people whom naturally share interests with you?
Is the above title even true anymore?
I mean what is 'self'?...
Many people today, and always, have many 'selves', not just one bland identity all the time.
Sometimes you can feel masculine, other times 'soft', other times brave, other times scared.
Sometimes you can feel country and western, then in different environment your goth freaky side comes out, and so on.
It's hard to just be one thing all the time unless stuck in a role that forces you to be.
Meaning if a parent, or teacher at a school, or pilot or sibling in a large family where everyone thinks they know you inside and out, or in a traditional marriage and so forth.
It's easier to be just 'one thing' if in a role where others depend on you just being one thing, having one personality, one purpose.
But if not stuck in a role like that, being one thing all the time is not really natural.
God is not restricted to just being 'one thing', not sure why those supposedly created in his image can be also just one thing all the time.
Roles are fine and very appropriate if destiny has placed on in such a role, where others need you to only be one thing all the time. For people like that, fulfillment comes in other or many forms other than 'self'.
But if alone, or single, it's harder to just be one thing all the time cause there's really no balance to that.
Nature always seeks a balance, a complete diet, and when alone that complete diet comes in the form of one adopting or becoming whatever situation requires at the moment to endure emotionally.
(I'm not talking about ethics)
For you can be many things and still carry around same ethics.
I'm speaking more about inner identity, moods, expressions ect.
People who pretend to be one thing all the times simply go out of their way to suppress other sides, as politics really brings out during campaign season.
Anyways, it's Sunday.
I use to post on here daily, multiple times a day, now seems usually only on Sundays.
Let's get ready for Halloween, as I went out and purchased some stuff yesterday so that this year I can get into it a bit more than previous years.
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Post by X factor on Oct 22, 2016 20:53:04 GMT -5
Where did the day go?So fast, the day's near already gone, please slow down, please...don't leave me yet 'today'...please don't leave. I need you today, I waited all week for 'today' to arrive, and already slipping way, Saturday that is. Please slow down...I only get one Saturday the 22nd of October 2016 in me only short life, don't leave me so soon. I love you 'now'...cause 'now' I'm here, but there's no guarantee I'll be here tomorrow. In the 'now' I'm alive, able to express thought, but come tomorrow, who knows. Tomorrow brings corrosion, decay, and destruction, but in the 'now', I'm safe and sound, alive and breathing, and all is calm...what more could one ask for.
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Post by X factor on Oct 22, 2016 21:58:18 GMT -5
Measuring a scary movieMeasuring a scary movie isn't about how scary it is to you today, but rather how scary it was to you when you first saw it, the scary impact it had on viewer when they first saw it is how you properly measure a scary movies effectiveness. And one of the few scary movies I can think of that to this day it's a bit hard to watch alone in the dark, would be 'The Exorcist' (The original).. Another movie that comes to mind, that at night, if alone in large place with lights out, 'The Shining' and those sadistic ghosts that stalked and haunted Jacks family in that movie. I've seen hundreds of scary movies since then, but like music from the past, only a few always seem to instantly come to memory. The Friday the 13th series, gruesome but not really scary, accept the first one possibly. The 'Evil Dead', the original one, is another one that had raw scare fact on me when I first watched it, where as now it's almost laughable, but I measure it by how it made me feel when I first saw it, and wanted to leave theater, along with a friend, we both wanted to leave, and wished the movie would end. No movie has had that type of scare effect on me since, but again viewing it now, since special effects have gotten a lot better, most would laugh at you for being scared while viewing the original 'Evil Dead'. This scene was the beginning of complete horror, as the vehicle slowly approached isolated cabin, and in the audio you could hear the twigs snapping underneath the tires, but nothing else. The audio producers of this film totally got it right, totally set up the opening scenes like a nightmarish dream, the way you abstractly hear things in a dream. They did a better job than I even think they knew they were doing, and that's the good thing about spontaneity. No other film in this series could ever match the allure of the first one. And the remake was just a blood fest with no rhyme or reason. Back then you can tell writers, directors, film makers, were allowed to use their imaginations more, back then they all weren't trying to follow some studio template directive. Big box office directive where all movies now follow the same template. (some are beginning to break away again though). But back then the directing artists were just given way more lee way, and you can tell, cause every movie felt and was different. (at least the good ones) I mean there were a lot of 'B' movies back then as well, but there were bad do to artist just having a bad vision, and not do to studio interfering. Anyways, so sad that my favorite month will be over here in less than 10 days, for those of us who adore October, the Fall, this time of the year, when it finally arrives it all goes by in a flash. But when it does, I try to mark it here, in the Halls of the Zone, where I can. Wow, a year ago today...boy how time fly's
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Post by X factor on Nov 4, 2016 18:25:06 GMT -5
The one blog that touches allThe best thing about today, right now, at least for many, is that it's Friday! I suppose this only applies to M-F types who are off on the weekends. To me, life is to short to not be off on the weekends. My life, my time, on this Earth, is to short to labor on the weekends, for zero net profit or gain. If laboring on weekend will make me a millionaire than fine, but if laboring on weekend will only help fulfil some hush puppy wearing managers schedule, than no, hell no. Even the prettiest people get old and whither, get ill, and eventually die. When younger, told if you bust your butt for people that don't care about you, that one day it'll pay off... You decide. America was simply a brief short experiment, soon things will go back to normal, which works against most.
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Post by X factor on Nov 6, 2016 19:10:43 GMT -5
Yes, watching 'Drag me to Hell' yet again
I don't know what it is about this movie that I can't seem to get enough of.
Maybe it's they way it mixes everyday ordinary life with horror and drab.
Innocent nice lady, like we'd all believe we are, who just runs into super bad luck, spells, and curses.
I don't know.
It's Sunday, and to me tomorrow is a dark spell looming over me, us.
Oh well, here 'now' so will just sit back and enjoy moment.
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Post by X factor on Nov 26, 2016 8:23:51 GMT -5
What I love about four day weekendsWhat I love about 4 day holiday weekend is. 1. Normally today, would be waking up and 'hitting it', no, not that type of 'hitting it', I mean hitting the grind, work, and all the other Monday morning useless type of BS that gets you know where in life. But because it's a 4 day weekend, instead of going to work today, get to settle in and enjoy two more days off to relax or do whatever. You don't find yourself, that 'purpose' or mission, until at least 2 days removed from hell, or work, and usually when you do, it's time to go back to work again, like a slave... On Monday you're 'owned' by nothing, nothing gobbles you up, uses up your time and energy for pennies, like being a slave basically, and made to pretend you'll get ahead if you just keep slaving away for nothing. Yet bills and hardships mount 10 x's quicker than that which you can earn to pay for it, so you're basically working in vain. It's why sometimes it's best to just let go of all, start over, than remain a slave to nothing, which will destroy you over the long run cause nothing will never allow you to go anywhere. Anyways...I'm glad I'm still 2 days away from nothing...
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Post by X factor on Nov 27, 2016 21:18:42 GMT -5
For some reason, there's something very saddening about giving up long holiday weekend4 days off just doesn't seem like enough to me, a whole year off seems more suiting. There's nothing like being free. Yes, some need the income, so do I, I suppose, but been alive long enough to know if that in dire straights, 2 days of employment won't change a dm thing. Cause the big bills that matter come in bulk, like rent, car payment, Health insurance, utilities ect. And either you have it or you don't, trying to work on days off, if that deep in the whole, won't make a dam difference. I get more out of days off than I ever could from laboring at some job where at end of day nothing changes in life. Even if I just sit on the couch, while off, that experience is still more valuable to me than mindlessly laboring at job that yields minimum in return. Why?, cause it's my time, that's why, and when dead and gone won't have anymore time. And sitting on the couch yields about just as much as working fiscally dead beat job. Labor is the least efficient way to mass wealth these days, all labor does is use up time and wear out your body. The wealthiest people on the planet do not labor for their wealth. Anyways, tomorrow is creeping up on me, us. I'm never ready for tomorrow, not anymore. I yearn for yesterday, but never anticipate tomorrow...
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Post by X factor on Dec 3, 2016 8:22:46 GMT -5
A change of pace...Cats and Monkeys
Wow, watching this just really made me relax and go back to emotional basics...
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Post by X factor on Dec 17, 2016 6:26:28 GMT -5
Lions Den Sometimes I create so much art I just don't know what to do with it. This one it titled 'The Lions Den' Not sure why other than the way the lines flow reminds me of a lions mane, a young prince lion on the way up or misguided thus on the way down, that's for the viewer to decide, and that's the neat thing about art is that each viewer sees something different. Whatever's in the viewers heart will project onto the image. If one is dirty, than they'll see something dirty, if one is clean they'll see something clean, if on is mystical than they'll see something mystical and so forth. It's late, a bit foggy, and it's times like this, when it's quiet, removed from previous day, that sometimes you become most creative.
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Post by X factor on Dec 17, 2016 20:51:17 GMT -5
My brain has just stopped, in that not moved to do anything buy lay on couch and watch old DVD movie.
There's absolutely nothing on TV that interests me in the slightest bit, watching other people live their lives, while I have none to live, just doesn't interest me anymore.
So instead I sit, and maybe that's not so bad, after all that's what weekends are for, is to just sit still and relax without feeling guilty about not being productive.
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