X factors blog and journal...

A bit lost right now, have to re find self again

A bit lost right now, have to re find self again, if that's ever possible, in that all matter is always expanding, changing, evolving.

Nothing stays the change, not even 'I', myself and me.



In a few short years, I won't matter anymore, and will become 'dust' again, and some younger, probably, college student will 'discover' the 'Zone', like internet archaeology, (another term yet invented here, but will get zero credit for until dead and gone...so sad how that works)...

But yes, in the future internet archaeology will become a big thing, where people, students, dig through, not dirt, but rather blogs, writings, of the deceased, and by doing so will discover amazing things, thoughts and ideas.

Sad that people, society, can't appreciate you while alive and breathing, always want to elevate you when dead and gone, and no longer matters to 'you' but does to them.

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I wonder who will win next power ball lotto jack pot?

And how are previous winners doing?, who have they helped?

To be in world, nations, where Trillions of dollars supposedly flowing around, sad how few actually are effected by it.

Most, whether in U.S. or Russia or Africa, barely getting buy...

Why I'm becoming fed up with online shopping at major retailers

I've failed to complete order on last 3-4 online orders, from major retailers, cause they're just way way to nosey, for my taste...



Long ago, could just go onto site and order, simply pick item, or items, proceed to checkout and order, and just leave behind basic delivery info, now that's all changed, now can't order a dam thing, it seems, anymore, unless give away your DNA table.

Screw that!

Now, to order, must 'sign in', then after signing in they want your phone number this address, that address, ext, so that hackers, in the future, can steal all your info, or marketers can hound you to death with annoying phone calls while at work or home relaxing.

You know what, stupid retailers, even in the year 2017, many people still enjoy anonymity when shopping, for a variety of reasons.

I hate commercials, I do not respond to commercials, I know what I want to be and when I need it, and don't need to constantly be urged to buy more, spend more, get further in debt.

Nor do I appreciate adds, those who program such adds, trying to predict what they think I'll want to buy 'tomorrow'.

All of that turns me off, big time, its insulting and intrusive.

Online shopping was suppose to be more convenient, not less, or present hassles down the road.

I just can no longer give DNA away simply to buy a 'hat' or shoes, by any retailer that makes you sign life away simply to buy an item or two, sorry, others can, I cannot.

Online retailers that demand I fill out personal resume just to buy one item, will not get my business.

One of the most beautiful creative movie scenes of all time



One of the most beautiful, powerful, movies scenes, sequences, of all time...

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NFL players, Roman gladiators, and the crowds

This whole NFL taking a knee situation reminds me of the Roman days, gladiators, Emporoers, crowds and popular opinions.

Where gladiators expected to fight, but have no voice in societal affairs.

Sad how when NFL players decide to act 'human', how quickly the 'crowds in the arena's revert to calling them, reminding them, that their nothing more than 'entertainment' or 'slaves' or 'gladiators', there to amuse...

I still don't get social networks

I still really don't get social networks, lots of them out there, but I don't get them.

Millions, 100 million, or more, members, yet when post something lucky to get like 1 view or response, unless already famous, so what's the point?

I still prefer the old fashion 'forum' settings (although this is a ghost forum).

But the bad thing about a lot of non ghost forums is over moderation, moderators who feel it's their jobs to critique other peoples inputs, and writing style, and to me that's a big turn off.

Like for instance, on heavy moderated blog, if you post more than twice on a thread, a moderator or someone else will think you're 'trolling', how absurd.

This idea that all your thoughts about a subject or matter can be summed up in one post, is ridiculous, and is why so many normal forums die out is do to over moderation.

To me, thoughts, questions and curiosity about a subject don't have a time limit, that's not how life works, people think about the same things all of their lives, it's called living and having a active functioning brain.

And as far as social sites go, more and more have been hi-jacked by commercial interest which take the old fashion 'organic' person to person feeling away from it, instead social sites dominated by major news labels, major brands, celebrities ect, and normal every day regular people shoved to the back, and or expected to only respond to 'brands', or news shows, rather than each other.

Social media was fun and cool for a short while, before sites like twitter got hi-jacked by corporations and big name celebrities with millions of followers.

There's no more back and forth dialogue on twitter, other sites, and I've seen the decline over the years.

Regular common folks aren't interested in each other anymore, instead only interested in big time famous personalities.

When social media first came out, I remember how amazed and thrilled common people were to chat with one another, this was before any celebrity or news shows, or magazines signed up, it was just person to person, and you learned a lot more back then, than you do now.

Now, social media, is just like watching TV, at least for me, unless already have own sets of organic friends who connect online, and even that I don't get, if I already know someone in real life, than I'll connect in real life, not over cyber space.

Oh well, nothing I can do about it, to each their own, in the mean time I'm content to roam around here in this big haunted Mansion or ghost forum.

Hi, and hello, yes I'm still here

Hi and hello, yes, I'm still here, just changing methods a bit.

Blogging is about useless these days, so going radio, I think.

Once 'known', blogs will explode, but until then just writing to self basically.

I could write and write and write for next 100 years, and never get anywhere.

As such need to change tactics.

Why?

Who doesn't want to be heard, remembered...who?

If get radio show going, will 'promote' this site on show, but make no direct connection.

In that the 'zone' is special, silent and alone forever, the zone will always be it's own special place in the blogisphere of writing, freedom and expression.

It's a place like no other, and the 55,000 + who have read just this section alone, want to keep that mystic going.

The fewer that know about this place, the better, actually...

Anyways, yes, I'm still here, just evolving with the times...letting certain dead beat people go.

Flushing the toilet, per say.

By doing so forced to move on.

You'll never get anywhere in life if expecting people who have you on 'low priority list' to get you anywhere, simply move on...later...