X factors blog and journal...

I should contact the guiness book of worlds record and see if this is the largest blog ever created in the world...(or however spelled)

Everyone please quiet down, it's time for bed here in the Zone Mansion...ghosts and demons alike.

For those who are barefoot, I love your soft feet, as you prance around the Zone mansion on this dark night.

We are out...until next time, and welcome to the Twylight Zone

I'm happiest when furthest away from days meaningless reality or memories, like throwing a ball up in the air, for a while it goes up, but then eventually gravity brings it back down.

Reality is gravity.


All that aside I'm going to hold self tonight, and try to sleep well, and forget that tomorrow even exits...back soon.

Here's another older, but favorite, from years ago.

The Zone has always been so ahead of it's time, is why I no longer promote this site, I just think those who are wise and silent, tend to find it on their own.

Having a lot of time off with no money to burn, can sometimes be more depressing than work

Having a lot of time off with no money to spend can sometimes be more depressing than work.

You know you're burned out when while at work you say to yourself

'Can't wait for some extra days off so I can find another job'

Then when do have those extra days off, after about 15 minutes of searching you're like 'blah'...and just fall back on the couch.

Why?

Probably cause after a while it all seems futile, I mean a job is a job is a job (not counting career type employment where you went to school for specific training)

But going from one job that pays, say $11.50 an hour, to another that pays $12.00 an hour, doesn't really generate a lot of excitement in many (When younger maybe, but not as you age)

When younger there's lots of reasons why one doesn't mind working crummy jobs, and if a male the number one reason is testorones, sox drive, cause when younger the incentive to work jobs, to just get out of place, regardless of pay is the desire to meet another.

soxual drive, drives everything when younger, but as one ages, that changes, and you're not all excited to go work around of other dead beats that don't inspire you at all.

On TV, everyone looks like a model, whether male or female, even cashier look like models on TV, seems everyone is in their perfect prime on TV or in the models, maids like like Miss Universe, construction men look like Mr Olympia.

In real life, nope.

Just getting up and going to work takes a lot of time and energy and expenses, you tend to spend more when working than when resting at home, especially if have a physical job that burns a lot of calories.

And the whole 'passive income' search?

Oh the scams, or the places that want you to sign up with near zero phone support.
It can all be taxing, so by end of Holiday most just end up returning to prior job.

And right now I'm about to nap, later

This is what bugs me about how women are portrayed in movies



The above scene is what bugs me about how women characters are portrayed on TV and film

In the above scene, which is from the movie 'Avengers, Infinity Wars', this powerful overseer 'Lord' type man thing, has in his captivity his step daughter, whom he saved from doom years earlier.

Now mind you, this powerful overseer could destroy her in a second, but why it doesn't is do to 'affection' I guess.

And how does she thank him for his affection, by trying to kill him, but even then he or it has patients.

Now mind you, there's millions of ordinary people out here in real life who are neglected, ignored and unloved, do you know how many people would trade places with this lucky previlidged green skinned alien woman?

A lot, that's how many.

Scenes like this make females seem very ungrateful and snotty.

Most people, in real life, male or female, would embrace the Love or embrace of such a powerful being if it meant being safe, and all that 'influence' stuff would come later, but these characters on film seem to dense to realize how lucky they are, maybe cause they've been loved all their lives and don't know how it feels to be unloved, ignored and neglected.

Not only that, but like in above scene, they always look young, good, fit and soxy.

Well what if they didn't?

If that babe was fat and sick, do you think that powerful being would tolerate them as much?

Powerful being simply = a behind the scenes male script writer allowing his own lust to spill unto the plot.

In films, it's always made to seem that if a female, you must be at 'prime' and be fit, young and soxy, in order for super hero or villain to see any value in 'you' or them.

What message does that send?

That if ugly, fat and in wheelchair are of no value to anyone or anything?

If I were lucky enough to be that babe from above scene, and some powerful being saw value in me, enough to keep me alive, heck you I'd embrace them, I'd become their Queen.
But in above scene the female is actually that beings step daughter, but still.

In these movies there is no 'God', no 'Jesus', so the only real value system is 'Might makes right'.

So not sure what these super hero's are being so noble for, always willing to die for mankind, humanity, why?

I mean look at Earth now, all the corruption, evil regimes, slavery, human trafficing, drug dealers, killings, robberies, Governmental corruption and more.

Where in history was humanity so noble and worth super hero's dying for?

Even America sprung up on the blood and deaths of millions of Indians, the land just taken from them.

This is true almost anywhere on the planet, so who's side is supposed 'super hero' suppose to be on?

The side that conquers and wins always feel they're in the 'right', and demonize the side they beat down and wipe out as being 'savages'.



In above scene he or it, offered woman a cup of water or something and she threw it on the ground (I mean talk about spoiled and bratty)

If only someone would be so nice to me, as powerful as 'it', do you think I, or most, would be so ungrateful?

Oh well, only in the movies do 'babes' get treated this nice and super beings go out of their way to be nice to them just so they can throw fits.