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Post by X factor on Jan 4, 2019 13:48:22 GMT -5
The more intelligent one is, the less life makes sense.
But if keep yourself 'dumb', life will be fun.
But if intelligent and a thinker, stuff just stops making sense after a while, and you begin to realize 'Fate' is in control, not you, or your individual efforts ect, but rather fate.
And fate could = god, gods, creators, directer, and who knows.
Everyone operates on a 'street' level, even the high class.
In that without some kind of leverage in this world, your efforts are meaningless, no matter how cute, energized or talented.
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Post by X factor on Jan 5, 2019 18:19:49 GMT -5
Hello Rest is the best part of the day, ladies and gentlemen. Rest is key to your health...even if evil, but don't know it in that your body can't help how rotten or clean your soul is. Your body just designed to live, regardless of 'you'. Hope everyone is doing fine, and welcome to the Zone Mansion. Be at ease, no other place like it on all of planet Earth.  |
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Post by X factor on Jan 5, 2019 18:25:41 GMT -5
Hello Rest is the best part of the day, ladies and gentlemen. Rest is key to your health...even if evil, but don't know it in that your body can't help how rotten or clean your soul is. Your body just designed to live, regardless of 'you'. Hope everyone is doing fine, and welcome to the Zone Mansion. Be at ease, no other place like it on all of planet Earth. Sir, humans like bread and coffee, you forget to add bread and coffee... |
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Post by X factor on Jan 5, 2019 18:28:09 GMT -5
Hello Rest is the best part of the day, ladies and gentlemen. Rest is key to your health...even if evil, but don't know it in that your body can't help how rotten or clean your soul is. Your body just designed to live, regardless of 'you'. Hope everyone is doing fine, and welcome to the Zone Mansion. Be at ease, no other place like it on all of planet Earth. Sir, humans like bread and coffee, you forget to add bread and coffee... Sorry, excuse my manners, bread and coffee along with thy soft, pretty white feet or brown or tan feet?  Human feet are cute to me for some odd reason, and eyes... |
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Post by X factor on Jan 8, 2019 20:42:57 GMT -5
'God' or 'Fate' always brings me the 'ugly', for whatever reason, just not sure why.
I think the 'ugly' find refuge in my 'being' or character.
Still trying to figure out my role in all of this.
I know I'm 'Love', for if not the 'ugly' wouldn't confide in me.
Ugly to others, but human to me.
Sadly those who think they're beautiful, don't realize this until they to have faded.
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Post by X factor on Jan 8, 2019 20:53:32 GMT -5
You're my Angel
This song goes out to whomever, if can't relate, than not meant for you.
(But mainly aimed at past in Whitman County)/Duval County/ older sister whom no longer speak with, and all those in between and your own special memories of 'the day'.
The Zone has got your back, the Zone is your family...the good, the bad and the odd.
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Post by X factor on Jan 8, 2019 20:56:19 GMT -5
Sir/Ma'am, you could be a Prince/Princes, why don't you go out tonight, meet and greet and charm those in need?
Answer = Cause I don't want to, but that may change soon, I don't know.
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Post by X factor on Jan 9, 2019 22:01:11 GMT -5
The whole 'What did I do to deserve this' mentality
You didn't do nothing wrong, my dear mild, you were simply born unto an evil world...now go to bed and sleep well.
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Post by X factor on Jan 12, 2019 8:27:08 GMT -5
Trying to get weekend creative self and mind going, I mean you spend all week engaged in mindless work, that creative side about dies, so when off again, have to wake up creative side, real side, in order to live again for a bit.
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Post by X factor on Jan 12, 2019 12:11:15 GMT -5
I'm going out to the 'market' right now, food court, where can buy food, produce, cheaper than at grocery store.
I rarely go here anymore do to being such a home body now, but compelled to do so now, for whatever reason in that nutrition is health, eating right is health, fruits and vegatibles are health.
Better to not ever get sick than to get sick and fall or fail.
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Post by X factor on Jan 12, 2019 12:22:37 GMT -5
I'm going out to the 'market' right now, food court, where can buy food, produce, cheaper than at grocery store. I rarely go here anymore do to being such a home body now, but compelled to do so now, for whatever reason in that nutrition is health, eating right is health, fruits and vegatibles are health. Better to not ever get sick than to get sick and fall or fail. Food is medicine, and when you think about it food, nutrition within food, is the only thing that keeps you, us, I, life forms, alive. |
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Post by X factor on Jan 17, 2019 19:48:57 GMT -5
I don't care about Hell anymore
Hey Pastors, Priests, Monks, Imons, Rabbis, I don't care about Hell anymore.
Your corrupt world is hell to me and most.
Would rather almost be a demon in hell, burning forever, than going through the crap you all put us average common types through in this world.
I'm no longer captive by your 'fear of hell' mythology anymore, so now what?? lying _____
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Post by X factor on Jan 17, 2019 20:01:20 GMT -5
And if I ever win the lottery, even if only days to live afterwards, who would I have to thank?
Or if already a millionaire and don't know it, who would I have to thank or give back to?
Zero...
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Post by X factor on Jan 17, 2019 20:02:47 GMT -5
So you, out there, who think you're so 'precious'...please don't come begging to me for nothing, cause in my time of need I was 'nothing' to you but a joke...
Less than a joke actually...
Reality is my record.
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Post by X factor on Jan 19, 2019 3:33:38 GMT -5
I sense and observe that I'm becoming more and more angry as time goes by.
Less satisfied with my particular outcome in life, and also fueled by the daily dishonest behavior of others, and being victim to this dishonesty.
Just seems everyone, every institution, wants to get over on you.
It's down right scary how dishonest people are, and the institutions they run.
No one references God or the bible anymore either.
Everything is like flesh based now, and since people no longer aim to be higher or more than flesh, I ask myself at times 'what am I being good to?'
but if I stop being good, or feeling the need to be good, than all light would definitely go out.
I don't want to be like 'Vader' who embraced the dark side.
I actually want to become more loving again, like I use to be.
I mean I'm good, but not as loving as I use to be.
I need to work on this...to be continued
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