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Post by X factor on Nov 2, 2019 16:36:37 GMT -5
Just wasting time online now days, as it's all controlled, where people are led, is all controlled now.
Can spill heart out, one view, if that...where as can reach more people just handing out flyers on the street, with message on it, than online now days.
It's all a sick joke, the internet just allows sick people to oppress you, it's all a sick joke, at first it wasn't but man eventually corrupts all it touches.
I need to really rethink the way I get information out there, and even if in the end it really matters.
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Post by X factor on Nov 2, 2019 16:39:48 GMT -5
I think better to just go out unto the streets and just 'hustle', like days of old, than to waste time with online stores, shops, that google doesn't direct people to.
Posting blogs, insight on things, that are shadow banned,
Just old fashion face to face street hustling is where it's at again, funny how things, life, is circular.
At least get extra hour of sleep this weekend do to day light savings...
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Post by X factor on Nov 10, 2019 5:42:59 GMT -5
I can't tell the different between street criminals, cyber criminals, tech criminals, auto mechanic criminals, corporate criminals and so forth, they're all the same to me, all have the same
'Let's exploit others for our own gain'
Mentality, the only difference is street criminals are more honest about their intent, the rest are slimy snakes who hid their ugly intent to exploit people fiscally behind tech titles, or suites or mechanic uniforms and so forth.
But 'god' see's through it all, regardless of uniform or title one has while robbing people blind.
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Post by X factor on Nov 10, 2019 18:08:00 GMT -5
Some say I'm a ugly space alien that borrows other peoples body in order to communicate with you humans  Some say, I or 'we' are aliens from another galaxy that simply use other peoples bodies to communicate with you humans...ye right..... Highly doubt that, and even if true, who would believe?? Just normal like you all reading this.
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Post by X factor on Nov 21, 2019 19:39:25 GMT -5
It's funny and sad how you're nothing until enroll into a University or College, than like overnight you become a genius
Funny and sad, that outside University system, college system, can be brighter than a butterfly, zero cred.
Yet once enroll, even if just one class, one credit hour, suddenly, what you say, have written, expressed, now you're an over night genius.
Why?
Cause now you're paying 'your dues'
The world won't recognize you until you pay your 'dues'.
So in other words, all I gotta do is enroll in college or University, and over night I'm brilliant, but prior to that ignored....hmm.
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Post by X factor on Nov 23, 2019 7:03:38 GMT -5
Once you start caring about your outcome, is when life stops being fun, and is when life begins to seem scary.
I mean when younger, one always feels they can 'out wit' the system, which is what fuels confidence.
But as age, and as the mindset begins to fade, you begin to realize that it's life, or 'mans system' that indeed is or has out witted 'you' instead.
Everything in life, while alive, really all begins and ends in your mind. (mindset)
In that can be losing at life, but if have a winning mindset won't notice that your actually losing, thus wont be effected by loss.
Or could be winning, but have a losers mindset and won't ever notice you're winning.
The mind is powerful, everything begins and ends with it.
The mind can make us happy when we should be sad, or the mind can make us sad when we should be happy.
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Post by X factor on Dec 1, 2019 13:16:52 GMT -5
If a bit depressed right now, and say over the age of 35, this video and song here will definitely put you back in a good mood 
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Post by X factor on Dec 25, 2019 18:14:02 GMT -5
Just get tired at times folks
Just get tired at times folks, especially as you age, and are the thinking class.
The older you get, and the more 'honest' you are, the less things make sense.
Hard to explain unless totally honest with self.
'Fleshism' , is the worst kind of 'ism' there is..
But sadly no cure for it...
All that aside...I wonder what 'N korea's xmas surprise was today?
Kim Un whatever, to dense
Trump impeached by global, donor owned, investors, doesn't mean he's removed from office or powers.
Sick how Trump went out of his way to meat with N Korean leader, just for them to resort to adoleciant ways again...
Kim Ung, whatever...what a back stabber...
Time for bed or sleep..
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Post by X factor on Dec 29, 2019 19:21:44 GMT -5
Believe it or not, but the most 'racist' people against other 'blacks' are 'other' blacks and people of color.
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Post by X factor on Jan 5, 2020 19:27:59 GMT -5
This is why I love the young South!
So misunderstood I am
And by the way Fck Iranian Government, not the people, the people of Iran, are decent, it's the older ruling class that needs to go.....
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Post by X factor on Jan 18, 2020 17:56:55 GMT -5
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I always walk a straight line, no matter what...
So whomever you are, whether a cop, criminal, sicko or whatever, if you can't see or sense that...than to me you're jaded.
And 'God' is definetely not in you, or however spelled.
If God in you, you'd know the truth about others...
So to me your badge, your brain, your whatever not dialed into truth, or wouldn't be jaded.
Me...always walk a straight line, which when do so allows you to observe how bent, crooked, sick, bias, mentally ill others are...
Only about 5% may get that...
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Post by X factor on Feb 18, 2020 21:30:40 GMT -5
People are just evil folks...or or 'but' is evil simply survival???
I mean in nature, the animal kingdom, we equate brutal self serving behavior with 'survival'...but with man that same trait is known as 'evil'...
I guess man is expected to behave above the level of insect or animal, but when you think of it, we really don't.
Don't care if you're Jew or Arab, black or White, Indian, Asian or whatever.
We're no different than the animals we think we're better than, we, man, humans, simply dress our brutality up in intellectual coloring.
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Post by X factor on Mar 8, 2020 0:34:34 GMT -5
Re tooling
Re tooling life's schedule starting now, actually.
Hard to explain, but things just happen, sometimes to others which then affect you.
Or someone you worked with may lose their job, so now you have to find another job which leads to more changes and so forth.
Or terrible neighbors get evicted, then new ones move in who bring another type of energy.
To even personal decisions that affect side passions you're engaged in.
Sometimes we can even 'feed' other peoples dreams by paying them for services we could do our self, and they know this, but don't tell you, cause why should they when you're the one fiscally supporting them through your business.
Sad that most people won't tell you that you can and should 'do better', rather they'll allow you to fiscally support them for years for a service you could mimic, and pay a fraction of the price.
We're all being exploited in some way shape or form, and usually by those closes to us, in some way shape or form.
We're weary of strangers, but rarely weary of those we deem 'fit to be in our lives'.
Unless someone takes personal interest in you fiscally getting ahead in life, than they really don't care about you at all...that's how you can really tell whether someone cares about you as a individual, cause if they care they will want to help you make your life better, they'll be aware of your 'short comings', and try to help you over come them whether it be
1. Relationship issues...in that if single, they'll try to help you find someone...if they don't, than they really don't care and simply exploiting your being single so you'll stay focused on them instead.
2. Fiscal issues, as in employment or money making opportunities, even if they step in and create some for you, if they have the means, but if they know you for years, you've proven yourself to them, and they still just watch you struggle, while they prosper, than again, in the end they don't care about you
3. Health, if they see you have bad eating or drug or alcohol problem, they'll try to help you stop or control..exercise, weight ect...
If people close to you sit back and watch you destroy your health, than again they don't care.
And I could go on, in that 'Love' intervenes, or at least tries to.
Love sees potential in others and is always trying to help others fulfill those potentials.
If you're surrounded by others who don't care about your potential, outside of their own personal selfish reasons for having you in their life, than life is probably not all that fulfilling.
Some times we can surround ourselves with so many, what I can 'flat liners', that life just starts become very grey.
Or you can have friends at work, but if they show zero interest in you outside of work, well, you figure it out.
Either way, it's healthy for everyone to 're tool' their lives now and then and make sure still on course to success, which is different for everyone.
And your general mood, will let you know if you're on the right course or not, your 'course'.
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Post by X factor on Mar 8, 2020 7:32:41 GMT -5
In the process of creating my own online radio station, which would basically be a audio version of this blog forum, but a bit more geared towards theater and entertainment of course.
But shows would be as strange and mystical as this blog forum and it's posts are.
What's that saying 'if you want something done right, you have to do it yourself'.
Other people will fumble your ideas, projects, even shows, if left in their hand to deliver to the public.
If most of us stopped being lazy, and learned how to create our own stuff, and platforms on which to share and promote our own stuff, we'd be far happier, and maybe far wealthier, if wealth is your aim.
As you age, you realize others could give a dm about your dreams and goals, unless you're paying them to care, as in school ect.
And the older, less attractive and uglier you get, whether male or female, gay or straight, people could care even more the less about you, your ideas, goals and dreams.
(Now if rich, people fake like they care in hopes you'll hire them and make them rich to).
But outside of money, or soxuality, (which includes attractiveness to others), outside of that, how many people actually give a dm about whether you prosper or not??
IF you can name more than 5, than you're very lucky, but outside of immediate family, most really can't name hardly any, particulalry once you get above the age of 18.
High school years or K-12 is really the only time most of us will make friends, people who like you soley based on personality or style, where there's no money or favors involved, just pure joy and fun...but once out of school, and on own, it's about leverage after that, is when things get sower for many, as far as relationships go.
Anyways, I got a lot of learning to do today about radio stations, cause no one else will teach you anything unless, again they find you hyper soxy and attractive to them, or again unless you pay them a lot of money to 'teach you', otherwise, unless you teach yourself, you'll never know anything.
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Post by X factor on Mar 9, 2020 19:43:20 GMT -5
Always burn tongue with to much hot sauce...darn it...darn it!!
Hi...
Dmt, tongue on fire right now...
may have to continue this later...
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