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Mar 29, 2017 19:13:28 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Mar 29, 2017 19:13:28 GMT -5
Bed Bed I'll go to bed early now, before 9 pm, then wake up mid morning, between 2-4, and agonize over past, beat self up over mistakes that have led me to current life situation. Then eventually doze off again just to get zapped out of sleep by alarm. Much more to follow. Worlds largest blog, zero recognition, that's just how humans are.
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Mar 29, 2017 19:16:50 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Mar 29, 2017 19:16:50 GMT -5
Bed Bed, for me, is best time of 24 hour cycle, seems only someone on way out would think so. Ambitious people love being awake, people without much left, love the bed, where can sleep, dream and escape reality. Much more to follow...
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Apr 2, 2017 2:09:40 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 2, 2017 2:09:40 GMT -5
 I feel like I'm in hell right now, laying here, but can't fall asleep. Nothing feels right, nothing feels bright, behind on bills, not earning enough right now, but not motivated to leave current place of employment do to convenient schedule. It's hard to relax, even when trying to sleep, when nothing is right, there's no 'good spot' area to go with thoughts, so being awake, while laying in bed, becomes a pain, almost like torture. Can't make believe things are 'right' when they're not, when asleep can do so through dreams, but when awake, cold hard reality is your companion there in bed. |
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Apr 16, 2017 22:37:58 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 16, 2017 22:37:58 GMT -5
Time for bed, sleep and dreams Last relaxing night I'll have where can sleep in until Friday. Start new gig on Tuesday morning...so will try to make the most of this last Sunday/Monday morning sleep in... If have any odd bizzaro dreams, I'll share later...goodnight..
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Apr 17, 2017 19:36:13 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 17, 2017 19:36:13 GMT -5
Letting the bed take over early tonightI'm spent...can't fight it, so off to bed, off to la la land, let the mind and body rest...later... 
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Apr 18, 2017 21:15:55 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 18, 2017 21:15:55 GMT -5
And just like that it's bed time, that quickI swear, today took forever, an hour felt like 4 days strung together, but as soon as off, want a little time for self, time just fly's by so fast. Next thing you know it's 10 pm, and bed time...good grief...why? Oh well, time to lay down now, shut off the conscious, and let the subconscious take over...later and goodnight.. 
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Apr 19, 2017 21:05:17 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 19, 2017 21:05:17 GMT -5
Since in the end, thoughts are all that matters, and possibly even those vanish into nothing, I think in the end, at least with my life, my dreams will have meant more to me than the physical.
My dreams, the stuff I dream about, work out as I sleep, comfort me more than the stuff I face while awake.
If not that way for you, be happy and jump up and down for joy that your awake life is so fulfilling and full of love.
This is the twylight zone, never forget that, a place not meant for everyone accept a few caught in odd dimension of here and there.
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Apr 20, 2017 21:38:02 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 20, 2017 21:38:02 GMT -5
Where does time go? Where does time go? Time just keeps creeping up on us, me, and you. It's already time for bed again...wow. Bed, a brief time for escape...and that's all. Lights out...
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Jun 27, 2017 21:14:30 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 27, 2017 21:14:30 GMT -5
When I sleep
When I sleep, I sleep straight on back, legs elevated, and usually naked or nude.
Have no use for bed time clothing.
I sleep on back, facing the sky, naked and exposed.
When younger, such sleeping position scared me, as always assumed vulnerable to 'devil' if did that.
But now realize it's just healthy position, at least for me.
And as far as devils, spirits don't worry me anymore.
Humans scare me far more than 'spirits' do now.
Spirits can 'jab' at you in your dreams, sub dreams, subconscious, but that's all they can do, where as humans, well, they're the ones to fear, you learn after a while.
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Jun 28, 2017 21:01:32 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 28, 2017 21:01:32 GMT -5
Oh well, time for bed, where can dream, dream in the abstract.
Where other 'energies' seemingly allowed to 'plug' into mind, and inject stuff.
All for free, mind theater, I suppose.
Where can work stuff out from distant past or last week or today.
Dreams and bed go together well, I suppose.
However though, have always wondered, if in a 'coma', how does one deal with horrifying nightmare if can't wake up?
One day, if get radio show, will ask past 'coma' patient such question.
Anyways, time for bed, dreams, and escape.
My dreams are about as hardwired to my memories as real physical life.
When on death bed, not sure which side mind will reflect on more for meaning.
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Jul 2, 2017 21:37:26 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jul 2, 2017 21:37:26 GMT -5
I'm going to bed now, It's the only time I feel safe, happy, while alive lately...
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Jul 7, 2017 21:59:22 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jul 7, 2017 21:59:22 GMT -5
Time for bed
Time for bed.
Bed is my refuge, my escape, my bliss.
Well more like the dream state I fall into while in bed, bed is simply the door way to dreams or dreaming, I suppose.
I think it's the dreams I have, issues worked out in dreams, that keep me sane.
Real life circumstances certainly do not.
Successful people are more plugged into conscious awake life, those who struggle, are plugged more into dream scape life...odd...
Odd and later, whatever your path
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Jul 19, 2017 22:33:51 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jul 19, 2017 22:33:51 GMT -5
Time for bed
Time for bed, just not enough time to do what matters to self.
Time is a monster, just keeps devouring dreams and goals...at least for some.
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Aug 13, 2017 18:40:18 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Aug 13, 2017 18:40:18 GMT -5
Going to bed early tonight, or going to 'couch' early tonight.  A bit ill, do to 'mans food', and the crap man puts in stuff that is so so unnatural. Anyways, when 'ill' always dream better, when ill, dreams always seem longer, deeper, and speak with more clarity, they're as real as 'now' is, until you wake up, then it seems all just vanishes, memories all of it, there but not. Is why do see value in past life, lives, if can't remember them, pointless if that's the case. 'Death' is basically losing your memory and sense of 'self'. So if can't remember past lives, or what did, than it's the same as being dead. It's the same as wiping a computers memory out and rebooting it with new information, as such computer has no idea it existed before, or what it did. Anyways, time for a bit of rest now, and dreams, active dreams that make total sense when asleep, but as soon as wake up, like most, am like 'huh?'...that didn't make any sense at all... |
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Sept 12, 2017 20:27:17 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Sept 12, 2017 20:27:17 GMT -5
Going to bed now, even though absolutely hate tomorrowGoing to bed now, even though absolutely hate tomorrow.  I hate tomorrow...yes I hate tomorrow. Tomorrow as a 'common' has very little to offer me other than servitude. Work for masters, while pretending that labor will one day produce riches...not happening. As such, bed and dreams is only escape from this hell hold, and it's only when I awake, does torture begin. Man is sick...whether U.S. Iran, N Korea, Stalin, Hitler, Kings or Queens, man is sick. Can't just let people be and live in peace. But dreams can...dreams allow us to escape regardless of where born...
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