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May 19, 2021 21:44:57 GMT -5
Post by X factor on May 19, 2021 21:44:57 GMT -5
Some times, like now, just have to admit 'defeat' and go to bed, even put to much hot sauce on food, now mouth burning, just one of those days, but still prefer 'this day' over 'tomorrow'...I will never like 'tomorrow'..
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May 22, 2021 1:39:16 GMT -5
Post by X factor on May 22, 2021 1:39:16 GMT -5
It's time for bed, I'm totally 'spent' right now 
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May 25, 2021 2:20:24 GMT -5
Post by X factor on May 25, 2021 2:20:24 GMT -5
I think it is for sure time to go to bed  I do think, according to logic, that it is indeed time to go to bed. So now will lay down and try to sleep, OK. And goodnight
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May 26, 2021 1:59:02 GMT -5
Post by X factor on May 26, 2021 1:59:02 GMT -5
I do think it's possible maybe, probably time for bed now Can't really stretch today out any further, so I guess that means bed. That means sleep and dreams, just hope I don't have any relative on relative romantic type dreams again. Not my fault, can't help what brain conjures up, blame God the creature for that...dang. Anyways, I think it's time for bed, goodnight. 
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May 27, 2021 3:18:51 GMT -5
Post by X factor on May 27, 2021 3:18:51 GMT -5
Yes, it's that time again, time for bed and rest, dreams and more, that time to 'let go' and fade into whatever, it's a vulnerable time for sure. What freaks me out about insects though, is they don't have eyelids, so insects cannot ever close their eyes, so how do they sleep?  This insect looks like some Rocker dude with fancy sun glasses on sticking out their tongue as if at some rock concert. But that aside, how do insects sleep if cannot ever shut their eyes?? I wonder if their brains just make them 'blank or black out'? If I were an Apostle, and really believed I was walking with 'The Lord', I would of asked so many tougher questions about science, I mean wouldn't you have?? If you really believed you were walking with the one who created everything, would you not have asked so many more questions other than basic 'good deeds' type of stuff? Think how much more advanced we could be now had the Apostles asked some scientific questions. Something don't seem right about that, cause humans have always been curious to know more, so why weren't the Apostles curious to know more? I would of at least asked God, or Jesus, why when making man, didn't give man two hearts instead of one? Like a back up heart or something. Anyways, time for bed, lights out.  |
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May 30, 2021 1:10:40 GMT -5
Post by X factor on May 30, 2021 1:10:40 GMT -5
It's time for bed I go to bed feeling like nothing, I go to bed feeling like 'why am I even still here?' I go to bed kind of wanting to cry, but crying only matters if cared for and loved. I go to bed....I go to bed, realizing how small and un important I really am. Here today, dirt and dust tomorrow, but while here, and able to yawn, than that means it's time for bed. 
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May 31, 2021 2:22:56 GMT -5
Post by X factor on May 31, 2021 2:22:56 GMT -5
I think it may be time to just lay down and go to bed right now I really hate to let go of 'today' for once today is gone, it's gone forever, and no matter how bad today may of been, I prefer today over tomorrow, I will always prefer 'now' over tomorrow. I think back, years ago, even when younger, elementary school type young, and the summers, learning to ride a bike for the first time, oh the thrill of it, life seemed so big and grand, and felt so loved back then, but do to 'tomorrows' all of that had ended, and now it only exists within my mind. If not for 'tomorrow's' I could still be in that or those moments. What good did 'tomorrow' bring other than separate me from such special times of long ago. As such I have no use for 'tomorrow', not now or ever, it's 'now', today, this moment, that I cherish and wish would not end. But with all that being said, I do think it's wise that I get some rest...darn, cause when wake up from rest that means 'tomorrow' will be here. Odd, I hate 'tomorrow' but once tomorrow does arrive and becomes 'today', then I don't want it to end. Goodnight. 
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Jun 11, 2021 3:15:27 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 11, 2021 3:15:27 GMT -5
So much on my mind I could write about right now, but there comes a time when have to let the mind rest. People don't realize but the mind is a muscles, and does burn calories, is why sometimes people who sit behind and desk and just think hard all day can get home feeling more exhausted than someone who shovels dirt all day, yet doesn't think so deep. All that aside, It's indeed time for bed now.  |
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Jun 18, 2021 3:50:30 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 18, 2021 3:50:30 GMT -5
It's just time for bed  The day is over for me, I can't squeeze anymore out of it, so I guess it's time for bed and dreams. Later and goodnight and try to ignore all the negative news the media loves cramming down our throats. Like your pet, learn to live in 'the now', and you'll be much happier.
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Jun 24, 2021 5:04:39 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 24, 2021 5:04:39 GMT -5
It's time for bed right now, again, but doesn't seem like my bed wants me cause I cannot sleep, so all I do is lay there as my mind just, I don't know, just worries about stuff that I wish I were to dumb to worry about.
Having a complex brain, with complex thoughts, can sometimes be torture.
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Jun 30, 2021 3:44:01 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 30, 2021 3:44:01 GMT -5
It's time for bed, garsh darn it  I guess it's time for bed. I hate these sheets man.
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Jul 6, 2021 2:37:29 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jul 6, 2021 2:37:29 GMT -5
I think it's time for bed now  Will just lay back, listen to the fans blowing, and fade out, off and away.
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Jul 8, 2021 2:13:11 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jul 8, 2021 2:13:11 GMT -5
It's time for bed, for tomorrow is already trying to strangle me It's time for bed, which when you thing about is, bed is kind of like a 'warp machine', in that when finally fall asleep you dream and dreams carry you far away and beyond from current reality or realities. In dreams color doesn't matter, you're never hungry, and never concerned about money or paying rent, and always end up interacting with those from your very distant past, even pets. In my dreams, one of my pet poodles from the past always appears and speaks like English to me, very odd. At the time, had I known pet dog so intelligent, I would have treated it much better. Anyways, time for bed....hate or love me, regardless, it's time for bed as tomorrow tightens it's grip on me, you, I and us. Goodnight all. 
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Jul 15, 2021 23:32:47 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jul 15, 2021 23:32:47 GMT -5
Bed
cause I'm incased in flesh, need to go to bed now cause tomorrow sneaking up like a leach.
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Jul 18, 2021 1:46:12 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jul 18, 2021 1:46:12 GMT -5
I guess it's time for bed now, but something just feels very 'off' right now, with the world, with humanity.
But I guess that could of been said at any time in history, any time over the last 10,000 years and would apply, depending on if on winning or losing side of society.
I'm sure to young Romans, during the Empires dwindling days, I'm sure things felt 'off' to them to.
And or I'm sure to the women of Afganistan, who will no longer enjoy the freedoms they had over the past 20 years, I'm sure things feel 'off' to them as well.
So I guess things feeling 'off' really apply to our own sense of normality being disturbed, but my sense of normality may not be another's.
And to those disrupting the normality of others, they may see it as 'conquest' or prosperity.
I get all that, but still feel a lot of dirty things are going on behind the scenes and that a lot of people are being fooled by a handful of influencers at the top.
Time for bed.
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