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Post by X factor on Sept 21, 2020 8:01:33 GMT -5
I feel like I 'died' and was reborn between last night and this morning.
I got drunk, admittedly, and vetted one last weak link in the whole 'friend-o-Meter' scale.
The last person I thought I maybe could trust, turns out I can't.
Like I've always said when you walk a straight line, sooner or later you'll observe how crooked some are, cause they'll stray from that line.
Whether supposed friend or even family.
All you have to do is walk a straight line, and sooner or later you'll see who's crooked.
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Post by X factor on Sept 27, 2020 23:10:34 GMT -5
If evil, regardless of your color or national origin, if evil, we await your arrival You will be tore to shreds, especially if in the media. But not limited to that..we're hungry for those who hurt others while alive.
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Post by X factor on Sept 27, 2020 23:12:22 GMT -5
Your flesh means nothing to us...your ego means zero, if lied about others while alive, black, white, Asian, Russian, doesn't matter, we eat.
Jerk off 'F'.
Your treachurous ways don't get past us.
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Post by X factor on Sept 27, 2020 23:14:12 GMT -5
God?...hey Pastor...your god?...look in the mirror.
And what you see in the mirror destroyed soon.
M/F.
We, I, only help those truly abused by 'you'...
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Post by X factor on Sept 27, 2020 23:15:41 GMT -5
Autistic types, for whatever reason, we're told, leave them alone, cause they are what Jogo calls, stupid, yet innocent humans.
whatever, if up to me I'd eat them all!!
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Post by X factor on Sept 27, 2020 23:17:39 GMT -5
Autistic types, for whatever reason, we're told, leave them alone, cause they are what Jogo calls, stupid, yet innocent humans. whatever, if up to me I'd eat them all!!
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Post by X factor on Sept 29, 2020 18:08:17 GMT -5
Just letting go of so much this year
Letting go of both material junk and human junk.
Deleting numbers from phone, may even toss out old phone books, anything to remove self from the past.
Not so much the past, but people I've encountered in the past who I was stupid enough to think had insight.
Done with people, those, done with me.
And it feels good, cause it forces you to move forward.
It forces you to move forward...and that's how life stays fresh.
Just maybe 'fate' isn't on my side, buy I'm on my own side regardless.
And just done with types who 'play me'.
Let them get sick and choke, as nature catches all.
As those they trusted move in and finish.
Where as me, myself and I, ye, a bit goofy at times, but loyal as blood.
They'll all discover that just a bit to late.
You really wise up when you realize it's just 'you' in this world.
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Post by X factor on Sept 29, 2020 18:18:23 GMT -5
I tend to scare people, why?
Cause I always tell the truth.
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Post by X factor on Sept 29, 2020 18:20:36 GMT -5
It's my 'curse' you could say, n that I have a innocent 'soul'.
As such, like a 'cross' to most, even though I'm not a religious type anymore, but just using that as example.
No one 'validates' anymore, instead they assume, without validating, is why most are 'fools' to me.
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Post by X factor on Sept 29, 2020 18:23:52 GMT -5
And over the years, I find only the 'pure of heart' find me refreshing, and the 'pure of heart' can come in many different forms, as in the elderly who are tired, then awaken, gangsters who are tired, and just need 'honesty'...hobbits and animals...who always tell the truth before corrupted by society or their culture.
I scare the dirty, cause their dirt falls right off me, and back onto them.
Amazing.
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Post by X factor on Oct 3, 2020 13:49:32 GMT -5
If having friends or even family, means you cannot be yourself, than really, when you think about it, who needs them?
Some of us waste years, decades, trying to not offend the sensibilities of others, why?
You can never appease another person who is flawed, cause they're looking at you through a warped lens, so no matter how perfect you are, because their lens is warped, it just doesn't matter.
Be yourself and be happy.
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Post by X factor on Nov 26, 2020 19:15:45 GMT -5
Anyone you call, and they say 'I'll get back with you', and they don't within 15 minutes', ignore them for the rest of your life.
Take my word, if they think that little of you, nothing will ever change and all you'll do is waste your time and energy.
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Post by X factor on Dec 6, 2020 18:29:57 GMT -5
What scares people the most about 'me' is that I'm never wrong.
The minute I'm wrong about anything or the minute, let's say I become a 'bad soul', is the minute you never ever hear from me again, cause bad souls hide and run.
I don't hide and run from nothing as long as have a clean conscious.
I lie about no one, I pry into no ones life.
As clean as snow.
Dirty 'fks' run, hide, whisper.
Clean types seek 'clarity'.
It's really that simple.
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Post by X factor on Dec 6, 2020 18:34:30 GMT -5
Why do you think no one ever approaches me???
But instead they 'whisper' in the bushes, cause it's them who are 'jaded' and not 'me'.
They step before me, and then they're forced to deal with 'self'.
Examine 'self'...not me, but 'self'.
But examining self is very scary to most.
Better to lie about another, or others, than to examine self.
Is why your eyeballs are so soft to me, not cause I'm tough or mean or 'bad', but rather because you're so frail on the inside....your eyeballs are like ice cream to me, us, and or them.
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Post by X factor on Dec 6, 2020 18:35:52 GMT -5
And no, Mr Small Pint, before you even ask, I am not the anti-Christ, now give it a rest!
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