Madness

I want to matter





I want to matter, I will soon.

ghetto superstar, as the song says.

Cutie pie...

Unattractive Ugly people

I seem to be cursed to always work around mainly unattractive, unkept, ugly/homely people.

They're that way be chose, it seems, but many are just ugly looking to me period.

So, at end of day my moral isn't as high as if able to work around office type people, who normally keep themselves looking good and 'kept', and sharp, but blue collar people?, forget about it.

That may sound mean, but it is what it is.

And I notice wealthier people tend to look better in general, why?
Cause wealthy women are more selective over who they lay with, that's why, where as ghetto type people, women, seems to sleep with anyone and or anything, and that's why so many poorer people don't look so good, is why you rarely see models coming out of the poor people ranks.

"Oh let's see, I'll allow settlers to kill of Indians, who kept care of nature and the land, just so that centuries later, those I allowed to kill the indians can complain about how much 'they' have polluted and killed the land'

Does that make sense?
Is 'god' that dense?

Or does man simply fake pretend to represent god when it serves him/her?

maybe some of us are simply escapees from hell, who bad luck and misfortune is trying to return there.

Popular madness..
Love it.

I keep thinking or imagining a mouse, the size of a pig, is going to come running into my room as I sleep.