Thinking

What you need to do is take some Excedrin, or a Advil, and go to bed.

Another thinker



Ahh, looks like another 'thinker' here in the Zone Mansion...



No worries, we have room for them all here at the Twylight Zone institution.

Anyways, speaking of thought and thinking, I'm thinking I have to hit the treadmill soon and exercise.

I'm learning that you cannot 'sleep' your way to 'beauty', exercising is what keeps your skin tight and elastic and young looking, to much sleep and rest has the opposite effect, at least the older you get.

Life can be cruel like that when it comes to your health as you age.
As you age exercise is not an option if you want to remain fit and agile.

It's like you 'peak', then right after that your bodies like 'OK, you're done, time to shut'er down'...then you start like dying in slow motion for the rest of your life.

Insects and some reptiles and aquatic species have it the worst though, I mean as soon as they 'mate', (at least for the males), they perish minutes later, maybe some linger on for a few hours...what kind of cruel trick is that?

Anyways, enought thinking, I'll leave that to the object in photo above, it's time for me to workout whether I want to or not.

Welcome to the Twylight Zone, a place like no other.

I'm thinking I probably should not have eaten part of that chocolate cake tonight, that the Zone was going to do a consumer review on



I should not have eaten that cake, or part of it, not only now will I get fat, but I don't know, I just should not have eaten it.

I wasn't happy with today, but I don't want tomorrow to arrive.
I just want time to stop, so I can relax.

I don't have nothing else to say, I just should not have ate that cake.

It's bed time.

I don't feel anything right now, I feel everything outside of 'my world' is an illusion.

Thoughts pretty bland right now

Thoughts are pretty bland right now, I'm just happy to be home where it's so quiet and still.

Man (not so much now), but when younger, man, men, people, would brag about 'industry' and advancements and all, but to me it's all noise....nothing more than noise.

I'm surrounded by industry, technology, yet have never been more lonely in all my life.

What I miss is having friends and being in relationships, and feeling like you mattered.

I miss when younger, getting a call from many number of friends who just wanted to hang out.

Like your Mom or sister would answer the phone, and be like '___, it's for you'...then you'd answer the phone and it would be any number of your pals who just wanted to hang out with you simply cause they liked you.

When younger and living at home, you have no money, all you have to leverage yourself is your personality.

Now if you want to be friends with another, people get all paranoid, think you're gay or Lesbian ect when you're not, but just want to socialize.

I didn't know growing older would ever become such a lonely propistion.

I guess most find 'socialization' through their families, but these days not every adult has a family.

And social media for me feels empty as all can be...people are into 'identity' type groups now more than years ago.

Grouops want you to be what they are, they want you to identify as black or white or Asian or gay or Lesbian or female or left or right.

All people do on social media now is argue, I guess unless you join a more personalized forum, then it's topic orientated, but even then, if you post more than a few times, the moderator deletes your post or locks the thread.

I like this place cause no threads really ever get closed down, conversations allowed to go on forever, while alive and able to express.

Anyways, not much I can do this late or early hour other than prepare for bed soon, just wanted to get some thoughts out.

Totally detached from everything right now



Totally detached from everything right now.

I don't feel motivated to do anything at all.

I was hoping would of already accomplished fiscal security before reaching this state of mind.

Cause even though I feel totally detached, still have to work to earn a income, which forces me to go 'out there', which is like 'hell' to me now.

I don't need 'out there' anymore, 'out there' to me is dangerous and full of nasty mean people, beings, and other hazards.

When I'm feeling like this I have to force self to create a 'to do list', or I'll just end up sitting around doing absolutely nothing that matters.

Not sure how to feel right now, spoke to someone haven't spoken with in around a decade or so.

Not sure how to feel.

Even someone like me though, likes believing that there's still someone in this world who is older and stronger or at least pretends to be.