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Post by X factor on Jun 6, 2022 13:05:01 GMT -5
The closet monster is greedy and jelous, and everyone has a closet monster within them  the closet monster is very posessive, the closet monster is what makes you eat bad food, so you'll get fat and be stuck home alone. The closet monster works in isolation, thus keeps you isolated and out of the social circles of others. The closet monster pretends to be your friend one minute and ravages you the next. Everyone has a closet monster tucked away in their mind, dorment for now, but one day it always awakens.
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Post by X factor on Jun 6, 2022 13:11:54 GMT -5
The closet monster will twist your sense of reality  The closet monster or monsters will tickle you when your crying, and then jab or hurt you when you're laughing.
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Post by X factor on Jul 7, 2022 21:08:25 GMT -5
It's time for bed, and when the lights go out, the closet monsters come out  Even the dizzy sissy needs their rest, but the closet monsters never allow them to get rest. The closet monsters are in the heads and minds of many. That aside, it's time for bed, I can't solve everyones problems tonight, can't even solve most of my own. But I can turn off the lights, lay back, and relax, and that's what I shall do.
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Post by X factor on Oct 3, 2022 23:21:14 GMT -5
The 'mind' moonster  Forget about the closet monster, I think monsters exist within our own minds. these monster seem to hideout in our minds, and turn on us at times, by making us do stupid things to ourselves, as in drinking, or using drugs, and or speeding in a car, or mistreating others, or lying, or you name it....these monsters make us sin against others and ourselves, or so it seems. The monster in my mind, as of late, has like turned on me, or so it seems, in that i've started drinking again, and when I drink, I make a fool out of myself in front of others, or on the phone, or email. As such I've deleted all numbers off my phone, I've completely isolated myself from anyone who knows me, as a way of protecting myself from this monster in my mind. For if I have no one to call, I can't embarrace myself, but yet I can, cause as of late I've been 'acting out' in front of my neighbors, I've been acting a fool, cops came by my place twice the other night. Nothing criminal, rather just me 'acting out', cause I'm so lonely I suppose.
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Post by X factor on Oct 3, 2022 23:26:09 GMT -5
The monster in my mind has turned on me, cause it doesn't like for me to be happy  The monster within my own mind doesn't like for me to be happy, so whenever stuff starts going right, the monster in my mind tries to sabotage it, by making me 'act up and act out', in stupid silly ways that hurt my good standing and reputation. And this usually only happens when I drink. Right now, the monster in my mind is beating me up, it's winning, I'm getting smeared, and have no where to run or hide for safety. I'm getting tore up, by the monster in my own mind.
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Post by X factor on Oct 3, 2022 23:31:23 GMT -5
And when you're physically ugly, like me, no one wants to help you, instead you're feared. But think about it, when younger and 'cute' to the world, or society, when you 'act out', instead you're adored, hugged, loved, whatever, simply cause you're cute to the world, or society. But if you're deemed 'ugly' by the world and or society, you're totally on your own. No one will help you....you're at the mercy or whim of the closet or mind monster within your own mind.  |
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Post by X factor on Jan 19, 2023 0:12:49 GMT -5
dizzy sissy has a out of body experience
Dissy sissy, you're so silly.
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Post by X factor on Mar 7, 2023 21:24:47 GMT -5
I think the closet monster is robbing me of my energy, cause lately I just feel very sapped 
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Post by X factor on Jun 12, 2023 15:37:33 GMT -5
What a old time dizzy sissy vs the closet monster classic from the past
This is near better than a full-length movie, cause it just gets to the point faster than most movies do.
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Post by X factor on Jun 12, 2023 19:55:36 GMT -5
Closet monster syndrome, coming to a closet near you, or better yet your mind  Beware the closet monster, monsters, that sooner or later will indeed devour your sanity.
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Post by X factor on Jun 14, 2023 21:35:21 GMT -5
Today sucked, then a tree fell on my place  Let's just face it, today sucked, and then a tree fell on my place. Gladly no damage...but still. My life is like the above gif. seems I was only born to get attacked by everything at odds with me.
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Post by X factor on Jun 19, 2023 20:31:46 GMT -5
Beware the closet monster tricks  Don't let this happen to you.
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Post by X factor on Oct 4, 2023 19:34:47 GMT -5
What a terrible day  What a terrible day, the dizzy sissy simply provides some theatrical and comic relief, as and when needed, nothing more, nothing less. Just like I'm about to watch some movies = entertainment, well, that's what the DS is, entertainment. -------------------------------- Anyways, again, today was awful for me, as far as mood goes, for reasons I'll cover later on a different page. --------------------------------- Eating frozen lazania right now, not bad actually, after heating it up in microwave.
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Post by X factor on Oct 23, 2023 20:27:04 GMT -5
Closet Monster Montage
Everyone has a closet monster in their life....
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Post by X factor on Sept 14, 2024 13:33:23 GMT -5
It's Saturday When life just starts coming at you hard from all directions, what do you do? Hardship doesn't care if you surrender...nor does evil. Evil never stops until you're dead, evil will never stop trying to drain you of your sanity until you're dead and gone. So, what do ya do in the meantime, fight? To fight, you have to have motivation...love, or even maybe a sense of revenge can help one fight back, I suppose. But if just you, alone and isolated, alienated, then what? Anyways, it's Saturday, laid in bed most of the morning, in and out of sleep tormenting myself with my 'mind monster'. I think most monsters live in our minds, so does god, heaven, hell, demons, and just about everything else that constructs our own personal realities. Anyways, it's Saturday, I have stuff to do. Things could change drastically for me here soon, hopefully for the better. I'd like to be settled before the full blunt of winter hits...meaning if I'm going to move, would rather do so soon while the weather is still somewhat moderate in most places.
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