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Post by X factor on May 31, 2024 22:05:20 GMT -5
hmm....
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Post by X factor on Jul 1, 2024 22:41:45 GMT -5
Shadows of the dizzy sissy
Will the dizzy sissy ever return?
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Post by X factor on Jul 2, 2024 9:42:56 GMT -5
It's Tuesday To me, it's just a happier Tuesday when the dizzy sissy is around. That aside, will try to rejoin society today...I was down yesterday, I was out, but it was my fault cause I drank on Sunday like a fool, and suffered the next day for it...but now, ready to bounce back. So world, get off of me, at least for a while...cause yes, I'll trip again, and fall, and once again the world, people in the world, nasty spirits, bad luck, etc and whatever, will once again be on top with a firm grip. Anyways, for now, energy is back...and no more beer! It's Tuesday.
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Post by X factor on Jul 19, 2024 22:57:30 GMT -5
Over all, I got clobbered today, but mainly in how I failed to utilize the time Time clobbered me today, or more like the monster that makes you waste your time did. Time is probably neutral, it's how we spend the time given to us that good or wasteful. Also, today, I really can't spell for squat...if not for spell check, all of my typing today would be lit up with red lines. ----------------------------------- I think I'll just lay down now, maybe watch some streaming TV as I doze off. But with me, when I lay down on the mattress, the bed goblin has their way. ----------------------------------- I did get a large new tablet today, with it's own number, cool. Just another expense...but I like the large size. And Chad Benson, the talk radio host, has the most annoying radio voice almost ever. A lot of these middle aged pudgy w radio hosts have very annoying voices, not sure how they got their talk radio jobs, they certainly weren't competing against others. ---------------------------------- Bedroom floor is a mess. My life's a mess, relatively speaking. Fate is something I just cannot ever seem to defeat... my vision and fate are always clashing.And those are my thoughts for now...only 5 more minutes left on this Friday night, which will never ever ever come around again...once the day, this moment, is over, it's over and gone forever, for good.
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Post by X factor on Jul 22, 2024 20:33:03 GMT -5
Psychedelic DS
Echo echo echo...
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Post by X factor on Jul 24, 2024 8:18:28 GMT -5
When life keeps coming at you hard
When life keeps coming at you hard, you keep on, like the DS, I guess.
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Post by X factor on Jul 26, 2024 8:57:48 GMT -5
Friday thoughts Yeah, I should be shining like the image above, but today I don't feel so shiny. I'm way behind, or feel I am, not just on current assignment, but on life in general, I feel like I'm decades behind on where I should be... How does one make up decades of wasted time? How?You really can't, unless maybe win the lottery. So yeah, it's Friday, but lately every day is the same day to me, I'm older now, but still have so much more improving to do. You can't improve unless you observe and correct past habits that held you back. I hope it's not to late.
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Post by X factor on Jul 27, 2024 9:24:41 GMT -5
This is how others see me as
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Post by X factor on Jul 29, 2024 21:03:44 GMT -5
The good ole simple days of the dizzy sissy The good ole simple days of the dizzy sissy, I kind of wish they or their character would come back. Simple, clean, goofy entertainment and or roll playing. Therapy, for sure, compared to real life.
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Post by X factor on Jul 29, 2024 21:07:39 GMT -5
The good ole simple days of the dizzy sissy The good ole simple days of the dizzy sissy, I kind of wish they or their character would come back. Simple, clean, goofy entertainment and or roll playing. Therapy, for sure, compared to real life. Sometimes I think sissies understand and know what turns guys on more so than many women do. For one...they're way more generally playful than women are...guys like to play, guys like to rough house. Country Hill Billy white women get this, but urban black women most certainly do not, and are as emotionally frail as petrified wood. Sissies also tend to understand that clean soft feet matter, where as many women do not, especially urban bred B women. But in all fairness, I guess sissies are generally more relaxed and playful because usually being a sissy is just a part-time role, sissies really have no responsibilities, like raising a family and all, maybe if they did, and had to dress like a sissy all the time, then maybe they to would be as grouchy and serious as many women are. |
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Post by X factor on Aug 4, 2024 11:35:33 GMT -5
 When I workout, my body responds decently, it's just before and after, that well, sometimes muscle pain or soreness can be felt. Also, workouts don't really improve my mood, hope, hope for the future is what changes your mood. But without hope, it's like working out on a ship that's sinking, sure, your fine for the moment, but what about tomorrow? |
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Post by X factor on Aug 25, 2024 9:56:46 GMT -5
It's Sunday It's Sunday.I just got done working out, short but effective, I'll workout again later today. -------------------------- On a side note, I notice those who screamed about Jesus to me the most, years ago, are all afflicted with medical issues now.All the ones telling me about nutrition, are now sickly...I don't get it. I was drinking hard during those years...as in working class drinker, meaning I'd drink when at home and on the weekends, yet went to the doctor on Thursday of last week, the 22nd of Aug, and got a clean bill of health, even my liver was in top tip shape...hmm.
I'm not saying drinking is good, cause it isn't, and currently I'm trying to stop, but I just find it ironic those who always say 'Jesus' every other word out their mouth, are the ones who I see getting sick, sickly, can't walk right, etc. I just find it a sham, a crutch, a mental condition, a sign or insecurity in their own salvation. That's why I left all that crap...I didn't leave God or being a decent person, I left the sharade of church types. It's like a competition with them, who can be the most Jesus like, or who can brag the loudest about how much their god blessed them. 'Oh, I was blessed 10 times'...'Oh yeah, well I was blessed 20 times', and so forth. ----------------------------------- Anyways, seems we're all afflicted in different ways, my affliction is in the form of social isolation. That being said, it's Sunday, I'm alive, still here, but other than that nothing is new under the sun.
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Post by X factor on Aug 28, 2024 14:03:02 GMT -5
Dull Wednesday My life is about to change again, in drastic ways, at least to me, meaning I'm gonna have to find work again soon, and may chose to move, and just more rearrangements that will make things quircky for a while. At my age I want peace and stability, but that can be hard to find if not rich and have to find some terrible job that places you around nasty personalities all day. Or some job that just sucks, period. Income earning for most, is so dern exploitive...period. Anyways, it's Wednesday, haven't done a thing today, drank yesterday evening. Drinking just has to much power over me...I get bored, or feel anxious, I want to drink. Lately I've been doing better at not drinking, but if not careful can easily slip back into that habit. ------------------------------- Time to hit the 'to do list', and see where it leads me. I don't feel like doing anything today....not even taking out the trash...just want to stay inside all day, that's what drinking does to you, it shrinks you. It's Wednesday, lord have mercy on my soul.
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Post by X factor on Sept 9, 2024 21:22:21 GMT -5
Stupid me had to go out and buy some Ding Dongs...
  The last thing I need is ding dongs late at night...but when walked past them in store, the other day, while drunk, I just couldn't resist. There's is not one single good nutritional value about ding dongs, none, zero, they're just pure sugary and chocolate bliss, or hell, depending on how you look at it.
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Post by X factor on Sept 15, 2024 18:42:09 GMT -5
I think this video deserves so many more views than YT allows it to get
This video is funny, it's playful, full of satire, and not woke.
Yet YT buries it.
It could rival anything in Hollywood, as far as entertainment value goes.
Sure, it kind leans more towards the 'Q' side or LGBTQ side of theater, but so what...it's a good cheaply made production and deserves way more views.
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