I wish

I wish life would be still for me right now.

I wish my awake life was as vivid and colorful as my dreams.

In my dreams, I'm never hungry, and never ever worry about money or income.

Seems in dreams, at least mine, they're all based on relationship dynamics.

Odd thing is, some peoples awake lives are as colorful as my dreams are, those who are liked, surrounded by loving souls, those who are youthful in appearance and who's friendship is in high demand from many.

Those who never have to question their self worth to others or the world around them, and those who are happy every time they step to the mirror.

Such types, well their awake existence seems as a distant dream to me.

I wish I could have a talk, a chat, with the cells in my body



I wish I could just call a meeting and have a down to earth talk or chat with the cells that compose my body.

Ask them why they do certain things so well, and other things so poorly.

Ask them what do they need from me to make my healthier, what foods to avoid, and which cells are responsible for my dreams.

I'd ask them, like now, as I'm losing weight, how come fat cells have moved to my feet?
When I look at my feet from atop, I don't want to see nothing but bones and tendons, not fat.

I mean, I just wish I could talk to the cells in my body, like on a personal level, like say 'hello'.

Like a one on one relationship or something, and I wonder if our body cells speak a language?

And do they ever want to talk to me?

Are they trying to talk to me and I just don't listen or hear them?

I just think if we could talk to our cells in our bodies, our health would be better.

I mean like with a language.

I wish that were possible.

I wish I were in the position, or had the status, or the wealth, to just tell tomorrow to __ off.

I wish I were in the position to just not show up tomorrow at my ____.

And I wish I could just tell them to ____ _____.

That's what I wish.

I wish, in other words, I could just be free.

I wish I were loved and felt loved.

Careful what you wish for



Careful what you wish for, cause some entities and odd spirits are more than happy to oblige.

Sometimes I wish I could erase 30% of my past