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Post by X factor on Oct 5, 2023 7:33:48 GMT -5
It's Thursday  It's Thursday, and all I can do is continue to try to shine within a dark twisted world. I didn't write the rules for this world, nor am I the one carrying out and plotting evil against others. I'm not a politician, I don't write laws, I do nothing that affects others. I just wake up, step outside, and then become the target of other peoples ugly biases. ----------------------- All that aside, all I can do, for my own sake, is keep the shine alive, I can't let this world rob me of my shine. ---------------------- It's Thursday, I have to work today, but not for a few more hours. I'd rather go into work early, and get off early, than go into work late, and get off late. Before work free time is meaningless to me, I don't like work hanging over your head like a albatross. There's nothing I can really get into before work, is why I prefer to just wake up and go to work, rather than waking up, and sitting around for a few hours before work, cause you can't really do anything with that time. ------------------------- Anyways, it's Thursday and I'm still here...wow
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Post by X factor on Oct 5, 2023 22:48:42 GMT -5
A rare Thursday on here A rare Thursday indeed on here. I'll never be great, my art work will never be appreciated, yet my art work and portraits rival any, but I'm not in the right social clubs, not apart of the right class of people. I'm gutter and alley to them.I write more than anyone on the planet, yet no one acknowledges that, instead people ghost read, and no telling how much of my stuff is stolen. But that's how humans are. ----------------------- Anyways, it's Thursday, which means it's a dull day, I can't think of anything big, grand or exciting that has ever occurred in my life on a Thursday, or breaking news, as far as that goes. It's Thursday, but it's also my Monday, also, it's finally October, but in my world, it's pretty much October and Halloween every single day of the year, and with that I'm going to send this post off into the vestals of blog history...happy October and soon to be Halloween! 
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Post by X factor on Mar 7, 2024 9:42:19 GMT -5
It's Thursday Yep, it's been a while since posted in this section on a Thursday, like as in Oct 2023...a lot has happened since then, and a lot is happening now, but none of it starts until I get my butt out of, or off of this bed and get groomed and dressed and start the day. No work today, I'm off forever now, not officially, but ye, the writings on the wall, and I'm not complaining. I also need to stop drinking so much, for a while, and focus on some stuff, some stuff that will effect the rest of my future, and others. Time to get serious for a while. ----------------------------- Anyways, it's a new day, and I'm still here. Time to get up, eat, get dressed, groom, and see what fate has in store for me today, and or for the world. Yep, it's Thursday alright.
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Post by X factor on Apr 4, 2024 7:53:07 GMT -5
It's Thursday It's Thursday, and I have yet another day to get things right or wrong. I will start off today by getting up, dressed, groomed, and then going to the grocery store, while it's early. Nothing worse than having a empty fridge. And then after that, who knows. I'm in no real rush, I'm unemployed, but have enough to live on for a while, until I decide next move. I do know, no booze today, hopefully. Cause I drank on Tuesday night, and boy did it mess me up all throughout Wednesday. Phone has been off since Wednesday morning. ----------------- Anyways, time to get on with the day. It's Thursday for sure.
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Post by X factor on Jun 13, 2024 14:42:19 GMT -5
Well, I need to get off my lazy butt and start doing something today.
Drank yesterday night, and wow, just hit me hard today.
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Post by X factor on Aug 8, 2024 18:03:29 GMT -5
I've been stuffed inside this room all day, sitting, laying down, sitting...I need to get out, but don't feel like doing that either....probably cause I drank last night, and have drank twice within a week...I know the pattern, and that pattern is when start drinking, it makes you crabby and not want to really step out of your home, unless to get more beer or booze. It's a bad cycle to fall into....and it never gets better on it's own, cause the worse you feel, the more you want to drink. Anyways, that being said...I tell ya, Adobe photo editor, what a mess, no wonder I never had no use for it, but it's what most professionals use...I hate it and find it way to complicated compared to Movavi photo editor, which is 10 times easier to use and you don't need hundreds of hours of tutorials to figure out how to use it. The people who designed Adobe are straight up dorks...dorks make things overly complex, it's just what dorks do. Anyways, it's Thursday alright. |
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Post by X factor on Sept 5, 2024 15:35:52 GMT -5
Not having the best day, as far as my mood goes Not having the best day, as far as my mood goes. I think it's alcohol related, even though haven't drank since Tuesday night, but when I did, I acted a fool, rode my bike while drunk, and talked smack to people on the streets. And I tried one of those flavored, super bad for you, beer type of drinks.Not sure what they put in that stuff, but it's not regular type of drunk.  This is the type of beer, that if really young, and drank at a party, you'd get so nutty, and if attractive you'd allow yourself to be molested, or you'd start acting a fool and get beat up. There's just something unsavory about flavored beer drinks...I think they add some extra ingredients to them. I had just one, but after drinking a few cans of normal beer, but still...I think it's still effecting my mood and outlook. ----------------------------- Anyways, at least I did workout earlier today, and felt paranoid while doing so, as if I were being watched and followed by the person I confronted on the streets on Tuesday night. Then I came back in my _____, just to show off, and started cursing, not at them, but while talking to them. So childish and immature of me, but like I said above, I think it was that flavored beer that just hit me in a weird way. I don't know if my life's path will ever get better, I seem to be my worst enemy at times, but it's all primarily do to just being so alone all the time. When in a relationship and feel loved, you tend to reel yourself in...but when accountable to no one, you can act a fool at times, especially if and when drinking or drunk. Wow, I've written a lot...have other things to do, so I'll end it here, for now.
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