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Post by X factor on May 29, 2021 21:37:08 GMT -5
Yes, I could go double my income, but what would be left of me?...I'd become a dead living zombie.
I did not wait trillions of years to be born, to be self aware, just to once alive work self into bad health and unhappiness...
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Post by X factor on May 29, 2021 21:53:06 GMT -5
Shared housing BS
All that shared housing BS, been there done that, so degrading, sort of, maybe I've just become to stuck up.
Sometimes you meet cool people that way, other times end up rooming around monsters.
It's a gamble, but if I did that could cut rent in half.
But am I strong enough to do that at my stage in life?
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Post by X factor on May 29, 2021 22:01:29 GMT -5
I have everything I need where I'm at now, tile floors, waterway view..  Oops, wrong pic, that's not my place, but will leave up anyways cause to lazy to change it. by moving or getting roommate, as I see it it would be a downfall. I don't know...maybe I'll just turn 'dark' and rob m/f's ...just hobbitding, totally hobbitding. But sad how criminals who cheat the system seem to be the ones gliding on ice these days. |
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Post by X factor on May 29, 2021 22:50:22 GMT -5
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Post by X factor on May 29, 2021 22:51:54 GMT -5
Ye, especially you and your sissy azz, be living in some 'common' living quarters with who knows who, people out on parole, they'd make your sissy azz toes curl you soxy freak you.
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Post by X factor on May 29, 2021 22:55:31 GMT -5
What I hate the most about urban housing is living around older black dudes who have the mentality of a 12 year old, in a 35 year old males body.
I hope I never have to go back to that type of living arrangement.
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Post by X factor on May 29, 2021 23:00:14 GMT -5
Everyone relax, not sure what the solution is right now, I don't want none of you to be exposed to that street level BS again, ever, cause it's ugly.
Just relax and let me think of a way to help us stay here...
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Post by X factor on May 29, 2021 23:05:20 GMT -5
Just a reminder, please never ever forget this is the 'Twylightzone' 
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Post by X factor on May 29, 2021 23:26:17 GMT -5
Sorry, but this idea of laying down in someone else's home can just be a bit creepy to types like me.
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Post by X factor on May 29, 2021 23:28:26 GMT -5
We all, all of us, our personalities, just prefer to stay here in 'The Zone' where at least we're safe.
Where there is no 'drama' other than our own inner confusion.
Oh lord and fate please do help us.
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Post by X factor on May 30, 2021 12:02:40 GMT -5
Still a bit crabby from last night, just the idea that 'the system' never leaves you alone, and no matter how hard you work and labor it's just never enough, the system always wants more and more and more.
And if single and or male, this is no aid, none, is why you mainly see homeless guys on the streets, society just discards you if you're a older male, has no use for you unless wealthy.
But like if Warren Buffet wasn't a billionaire, no one would care about the shriveled up man.
here's the thing, I refuse to abuse my body....what do I mean by that?
By working longer than is healthy, and that varies for everyone, but I'm not here on this Earth to just labor away, for nothing, until have nothing.
Not going to depress self by taking job I hate, just to pay bills, been paying bills in one form or another my whole life and it just never ends.
That being said things just keep going up, and with Biden/Harris, it's only going to get worse as they keep spending money in the trillions which means inflation will soon hit very hard.
I have no solution right now, none.
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Post by X factor on May 30, 2021 12:08:49 GMT -5
Sorry, but this idea of laying down in someone else's home can just be a bit creepy to types like me. Ye, to have had your own place, then to go back to sleeping in some one else's rented bedroom can be a real set back and a moral killer as well. It would basically be like living as a teenager again in your parents house. |
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Post by X factor on May 30, 2021 12:12:09 GMT -5
My thing is I don't have anymore grand goals in life, nor am I in love with anyone, thus don't feel I have anything to prove anymore, and without that kind of motivation, it's hard to convince self to go 'out there' and bust your butt for extra money to pay basic bills.
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Post by X factor on Jun 4, 2021 1:31:09 GMT -5
One reason I doubt could ever have a roommate is cause when I'm home I'm
I doubt could ever have ae roommate cause within 5 minutes of me getting home from work or wherever, I'm naked, that's just how I roll.
Cloths are a bother and aren't natural, and nor do I think clothing meant to be worn 24/7, I don't think the skin likes clothing, and I see no reason to clothed when home alone and in private, especially when live in a warmer area, the last thing you need is the feeling of clothing rubbing up on your body while at home.
But if had a roommate, of course, do to modesty, I'd cover up every time I left my room, but that would cramp my style.
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Post by X factor on Jun 7, 2021 20:06:14 GMT -5
Would a roommate change me?  Would having a roommate change me? I just wonder if it would or not, and would that 'change' be worth the savings I'd get from having fiscal help on rent? I mean if you can't relax at home, than where can you relax? Like most, I could use the savings, but don't want the hassle of dealing with another human being inside of my place that I'm not married to or romantically attracted to. Sorry, but life is about attractions, tones of attraction and if disagree with that than lying to yourself big time. I don't care if you're a Christian, you still only want people close to you who are attractive. Yes, I'm a male, but even if have another male living with me, would like for them to be 'kept' or even attractive to my eyes, and no, that doesn't mean I'm gay, it just means I'm human and honest.   I mean why would I want someone like this living with me? Some hairy dude drinking all my milk? Maybe some would find that attractive, but not sure if I would, I don't know. Or what if they, your roommate, finds you attractive??, then what??  Like what if roommate gets a 'man crush' on you or you on them or woman crush on you or you on them, then what? Then it gets complicated, that's what. I don't know, I've been wrestling with this roommate thing for years, not going to solve it now, that's for sure.
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