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Post by X factor on Jun 23, 2020 3:11:21 GMT -5
Was in and out of many dreams earlier this morning.
When woke up, expected it to be light out, I was just in and out, and one of those dreaming episodes where TV is on, and so audio from TV will work its way into your actual dream, hard to explain unless it's happened to you before.
It's like your mind will craft real life audio into your dreams.
That aside, to many dreams to remember, do remember one though, where arrived at work in the dark, driving older pick up truck, and place arrived at looked more like an industrial campus, complete with gymnasium.
Then ended up roller blading through part of complex, and inside a dark, tore up gym or court area, then as light begin to come, I remember feeling I didn't want others to see me rollerblading so went around back where encountered geese, lots and lots of grey guy.
And in other sequence movie acting quality black men were in the woods camping, it was dark, could see city landscape from peak we were on (I was a third party invisible type)
There was a killer lose in the woods, it was dangerous, yet leader of group told the men they could take a break, and I remember them arguing over who'd get to take the pick up truck or vehicle back into the city, and remember thinking to self why not just share the ride so no one has to walk through woods alone.
I remember Richard Pryor being one of the men, and Lou Gossip Jr being another, and all the other black adult men, looked tall and healthy, the way black male actors looked in the 70's and 80's, like Apollo Creed from the movie Rocky.
In dream, not sure how their fate turned out, I don't think they listened to my advice to share ride into town, as sequence ended with Richard Pryor looking character and Lou Gossip Jr looking character racing down slope to the truck or vehicle.
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Post by X factor on Jun 27, 2020 13:32:28 GMT -5
Basketball and dunking
I suck at basketball, and past my court physical prime even if I wanted to play the game.
But for some reason had dream that I was finally able to run, jump above the 'rim'.
And this took place on some kind of a campus setting, like how a University or College cafeteria setting might look.
And I was prepping to show everyone that I could actually run towards make shift basketball rim, jump and elevate above the rim, and when I actually did this, I felt such a sense of joy.
I had Michael Jordan's form and everything, I felt by being able to leap above the rim, that even though probably wouldn't translate to me being on a team, but felt that just being able to finally dunk a basketball, that other opportunities would open up.
And maybe that's why people do so many side hobbies, and achieve things on the side that aren't related to their job, cause maybe it's the confidence people get from side passions, that help them to acsell at other things.
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Post by X factor on Jun 29, 2020 2:03:43 GMT -5
Probably the dumbest dream I've had in years. Fred Flinstone broke out in Karaoke singing some stupid song, while looking straight at me. I did not like that dream at all.  Fred Is just not my type, not sure why they were singing to me in my dream. |
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Post by X factor on Jul 2, 2020 16:02:48 GMT -5
Muddy river bank in Africa
Was trying to climb my way out of a very muddy river bank, probably in Africa, and the water was brown with soot, and at bottom of muddy bank, were Rhino's (not even going to try to spell the word), and they were a bit angry and protective of their young, each Rhino had one small Rhino baby with it.
And I knew if I slid down, even if an accident, that the Rhino's would not understand and I'd get attacked.
Then on my level were larger Elephants, who to had young, and trying to climb out of muddy river bank.
Although since the elephants larger than myself, if they slipped backwards into the Rhino's, it wouldn't be so bad for them.
I was trapped between Rhino's and elephants.
Finally made way out of muddy river bank, and ran into mobile trailer office about 100 feet away, walked inside, went past 'admin' and told them there was still another guy out there, in need of our assistance, but when we went back out they were gone, not hurt, just gone.
So I began looking for them.
After that dream just merged into another sequence of dreams that I can't quiet remember.
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Post by X factor on Jul 9, 2020 17:49:19 GMT -5
Former President Nixon was in last segment of dreams I had, wow.
And they were joking around with me, Nixon of all people...I have nothing in common with Nixon, yet there they were in my dream.
That aside, my dreams seem to give me the wide social interaction I lack in real life.
Well, time to dive into the dull real world since awake now.
More dreams to follow as time allows.
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Post by X factor on Jul 10, 2020 17:04:56 GMT -5
Notes of dreams to come back and explain later when time allows
1. Black wasps inside of place
2. Aunt, and Cousins, and their deviant tall boyfriend
3. Animators, demo, waitress, Wendy's hamburger or some resturant.
4. Everyone looking at 'feet'.
Will expand on the above soon, when time allows.
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Post by X factor on Jul 12, 2020 16:17:19 GMT -5
Sad 'Pet Cemetery' type of dream
Sad Pet Cemetery type of dream.
Friend, personality, I don't know, but whatever it was it was in the form of a large rodent, possom or something.
They weren't happy with how 'god' or 'fate' made them, so they kept complaining.
Then suddenly they reverted back to 'true form' and died.
It was so very sad, cause I liked it or them, and knew even though a loud mouth, they were kind, no matter, they still died as they morphed back into original shape.
I tried to revive them, tried my best to bring them back, but instead from them awoke a very nasty acting 'rat', that wanted to bite.
It wasn't them at all.
This dream wasn't a nightmare, but did make me feel a bit sad in that accept those around you as they are 'as is', for when they're gone, there's no bringing them back.
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Post by X factor on Jul 13, 2020 7:07:29 GMT -5
Another dream about the 'Flintstone's'  I had another dream about the Flintstone's, this time I guess they were my parents, cause when left friend, came home, to where I live now, and when opened door it was Fred and Willma in the Front room, and I just kind of walked past them, as they were preparing for a party. You could tell they were preparing for a party, so neither Fred or Willma acknowledged I was home, so I headed to the back where my room was, and was kind of disappointed, not cause they ignored me but cause I was hungry and knew if I worked way back out to kitchen they'd get upset since everything prepared for the guest. And then some of the guests offspring came back to my area and began nagging me. Not sure why this is second time Fred Flintstone has been apart of my dreams in less than 2 weeks. Not sure what type of Father he'd make in real life. I do know when walked past 'Betty' in the hall, Barnies supposed wife, she had on a soxually explicit shirt that read 'My az is your az'...and I was a bit shocked, and questioned to myself how stable her and Barnies relationship really was. Anyways, out of about 5 dreams, that's the one worth sharing cause it was the last once and can remember it the best.
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Post by X factor on Jul 15, 2020 15:06:28 GMT -5
Have to jot down these dreams I just had before they fade and can't remember later
I must jot these dreams down, cause for some reason they 'were deep', and meant a lot, as if 'for real', like in real life, conscious mind couldn't tell the difference, nor could the feelings I had...let me begin, time is short.
1. At night, in hilly field where weeds and wild grass had grown tall, the type of rolling hills you find Eastern, WA or PA, or even Idaho, no telling.
It was dark, but a friendly type of dark, I begin walking through tall uncut weeds, some as tall as myself, but hit low area and could see was approaching family of 'Deer', and they were sleeping and hiding, and had young, they did not budge as I approached (survival tactic), but as I begin back tracking, they, the dear, begin to stir, and two younger male deer went on defense and kind of ran at me, well two ran on by, as if to bluff, but a 3rd got so close as it ran by that I grabbed it, and it didn't like that, but I wasn't going to hurt it.
I held it in front of me and it began trying to bite my hand, and I remember fearing 'gee, I hope I don't get rabbies'...anyways, I began to 'toy' with it, and next thing you know I'm flying with it, as if 'superman', flying feet above the ground and holding deer so that it had to see it all, like Rudolph or something, and the deer seeing self in air, soaring feet above ground, well you could tell did not compute so well with it's mind, for a deers mind is not meant for soaring, and the deer didn't know how to take in such information, deer, this deer use to fight or flight, and this expeirnce of soaring in the air was neither.
Dream ended then faded into next scene.
2. Entering home I grew up in in WA State, climbing stares, felt like winter time, had great business idea wanted to share, I was in my childhood attic type bedroom, then mild hood or high school years friend was there 'Ricky S', longer hair rocker type at the time, I was glad to see them, they were glad to see me, and we both had a lot to say to one another, but then my 'Mother' appeared outside my door by stairs and in stern way told me they needed to talk.
I was ready, cause always know I'm innocent, and you can't face accusers until they're brave enough to say who they are, but had nothing to do with that, rather she was warning me against online class scam that some of my friends (at least in dream they were) had fallen for...one of them 'Jason M', a trio of adopted brothers from where I grew up, anyways, long story short, I assured my Mother that I didn't wasn't there for online class, that I was to busy with something else...then Mother, whom I no longer speak with in real life, left, and I was ready to talk to Ricky S...
3. But before i could do that my sister, who's one year older, came out of their room, in real life dream had archetect of rooms laid out near perfect as they were...anyways, she came out of room, wanted to talk, but when walked into their room it really opened up and was more like a large park next to apartment complexes...hard to explain dream layouts.
Long story short, after being converted to Christian religion where they rail against same sox attraction, well my sister found herself falling in love with another woman, and I guess wanted my opinion of it.
I gave her my answer, and she seemed happy that my answer already agreed with what she knew was right...
You can't wrap flesh around love, especially the older you get, and to me falling in love with another of your same flesh doesn't mean you're gay, or want to sin, it just means you see great value in them and want to be close to them, and so forth..next.
4. Finally was alone with high school friend, able to share wonderful business idea, ask them if maybe they wanted to be apart of it, even asked about their Dad Mr S.
We began talking, talking fast, then later they morphed into older 'w' guy or man, and found self trying to convince them as well...moving along, older male had to leave, they put on their jacket, I followed them downstairs, and grabbed that white poodle' that always seems to appear in my dreams over and over again...'peppi', families pet when I was growing up.
Anyways, had peppi the poodle in arms to walk them after I saw man off, but as going down stairs suddenly it was appearent no longer home grew up in but rather a small quait 'Inn'...like those westerns you see when the cowboys walk down those stairs right above the bar or check in booth.
Outside with man, they got into car, I kept trying to convince them to join me, they were skeptical, telling me how China already had edge ect ect.
They drove off, then just me and peppi the poodle in was like multi unit apartment complex looking Hotel.
Still night, and seemed like snow on the ground but warm like summer, and people dressed as if summer, even though night and snow on ground...a well light place and I felt safe, the place felt safe.
Others walking their dogs, one couple throwing frisbie to their dog from porch.
I didn't have a leash so remember needing to head back upstairs to get leash cause new if let peppi roam without it, they'd run off and disturb other pets who were on leashes.
Then dream pretty much ended, I woke up, and wrote about it all above.
And I woke up feeling loved, liked, needed and important, real life never makes me feel that way anymore...and for some reason this song kind of playing in my mind and stained, in a good way, the whole dream experience, and will end with this song by the Beatles.
Couldn't find song, you know how that goes, whenever you want to find song, you can't...so will play this classic by 'Boz Scaggs' instead...
I miss being loved and liked.
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Post by X factor on Jul 15, 2020 16:31:14 GMT -5
One sequence in above dream
The sequence where older sister was in near tears, cause their heart was torn, cause they were falling for, I guess, another woman, and the church they were apart of so had them brainwashed in scripture, that my older sister, whom no longer speak with, was in agony.
This church as 'evil', and controlled people through fear, and made it seem sinful and awful to have any feelings towards anyone of the same sox, and deep down inside my sister knew the church was 'dirty', but needed me, the back bone of logic, to kind of tell her what she already knew.
Love is not 'evil', and that not all same sox attraction leads to bedroom activity, those who think so are twisted in the head.
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Post by X factor on Jul 17, 2020 19:51:04 GMT -5
This time 'Martin Lawrence appeared in dream, good gracious
Martin Lawrence was in todays set of dreams...good gracious.
We were all in a store, shopping, drama, this and that, rushed them out cause they were being questioned by cashier, I don't know...of all people Martin???
First Fred Flintstone and nor Martin Lawrence?...what's going on?
Yet, there they were smack dab in middle of my dream, we were hanging out together as if best of friends...good gracious.
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Post by X factor on Jul 19, 2020 14:49:31 GMT -5
White Poodle in dream, always there for me  Seems no matter what the dream, Peppy, the white poodle our family had as a youth, always pops up, and always in comforting role, like a teddy bear comforted you when a mild...(I still remember my first teddy bear also, but they never show up in dreams) Peppy the White poodle, in today's dream (I say today cause was sleeping earlier). I was in large suburban home, house, and felt oh so lonely, oh so lonely and alone in this large suburban multi story house, and I was in kitchen area, as if laying under the kitchen table or something, or near by...just know I was close to floor. Cabinets were like dark wood brown, like chocolate type of brown, large kitchen, white tiles, all alone in place. Felt so lonely. Called out for 'Peppy' the poodle, and instantly could here them a' coming, could here the bells on his collar, as they approached from other part of house. I felt a bit sad and bad in that they were there with me in house all the time, but could sense didn't want to share the same space, yet as soon as I called out, they instantly came. Such a loyal poodle, always wanting, wanted, to please...yet at the time I could not see the depth of their heart, the depth of their character. That poodle had more heart and character than I did at the time, way more. I wish I could tell them that to their face, and maybe I can and will, maybe that poodle can now read what I write about them, maybe that's why they always appear in my dreams in comforting roles when I least expect them. Oh how I miss that dog, that poodle, that being, that comforter. And if in position to get another white poodle I would, We originally got Peppy or Peppi from Spokane, WA, Spokane, Washington is Peppy's home town, I suppose. The dog was so full of love and don't even like calling it a dog, but have to remind myself it was a dog, cause it seems to be taking on larger role now in my subconcious mind, I mean when all others have abandoned me, that dog, the dog there with me through teenage years, that dog peppi, still always there for me in my dreams. Not sure what to make of it.  I just know if any dog has earned their wings, Peppy or Peppi, the white poodle, certainly has. I can't even say 'Rest in Peace', cause obviously they're still around in my head.
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Post by X factor on Jul 19, 2020 15:00:59 GMT -5
White Poodle in dream, always there for me Seems no matter what the dream, Peppy, the white poodle our family had as a youth, always pops up, and always in comforting role, like a teddy bear comforted you when a mild...(I still remember my first teddy bear also, but they never show up in dreams) Peppy the White poodle, in today's dream (I say today cause was sleeping earlier). I was in large suburban home, house, and felt oh so lonely, oh so lonely and alone in this large suburban multi story house, and I was in kitchen area, as if laying under the kitchen table or something, or near by...just know I was close to floor. Cabinets were like dark wood brown, like chocolate type of brown, large kitchen, white tiles, all alone in place. Felt so lonely. Called out for 'Peppy' the poodle, and instantly could here them a' coming, could here the bells on his collar, as they approached from other part of house. I felt a bit sad and bad in that they were there with me in house all the time, but could sense didn't want to share the same space, yet as soon as I called out, they instantly came. Such a loyal poodle, always wanting, wanted, to please...yet at the time I could not see the depth of their heart, the depth of their character. That poodle had more heart and character than I did at the time, way more. I wish I could tell them that to their face, and maybe I can and will, maybe that poodle can now read what I write about them, maybe that's why they always appear in my dreams in comforting roles when I least expect them. Oh how I miss that dog, that poodle, that being, that comforter. And if in position to get another white poodle I would, We originally got Peppy or Peppi from Spokane, WA, Spokane, Washington is Peppy's home town, I suppose. The dog was so full of love and don't even like calling it a dog, but have to remind myself it was a dog, cause it seems to be taking on larger role now in my subconcious mind, I mean when all others have abandoned me, that dog, the dog there with me through teenage years, that dog peppi, still always there for me in my dreams. Not sure what to make of it. I just know if any dog has earned their wings, Peppy or Peppi, the white poodle, certainly has. I can't even say 'Rest in Peace', cause obviously they're still around in my head. Peppy the poodle aside, turns out in dream, I wasn't suppose to be in that house as dream moved forward. I was being tracked by plain clothed detectives, and was trying to hide from them, they were closing in, could hear them, and so went towards back area, and ended up hiding in closet underneath a bunch of black leather female shoes. They entered room, could here them talking, I thought I was going to get away, but I guess detectives were to clever, they were speaking like they found me, but never actually mentioned my name. Turns out it wasn't me they were after, rather they were after 'a real' criminal, who happen to also be in the house. I remember saying 'OK, OK, you got me'...but I'm not even sure they heard me, but do know they did actually 'bag and tag' the real true criminal in place, and remember seeing 'him', and he was resistant to them, as elevator rose up...(by this time dream became really abstract) Then I woke up soon after that to write the above about white poodle. |
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Post by X factor on Aug 6, 2020 16:05:23 GMT -5
Lots of dreams, can only recall a few In no particular order.. 1. Had dream of 'white poodle' again, the dog I use to own while younger, and in this dream, while I slept, white poodle was eating roman noodles out of beer glass I had it in, and white poodle thought they were being slick by eating my noodles, but I think it ate so much of the noodles that begin getting stomach ache, and then morphed into a different breed of 'show dog'. 2. Prior to that even I was in bed wrestling around with flirtatious bed spirits, and hoping no one would open the door, and did finally get up when realized someone was about to arrive to pikc me up (Carlos Faas) to take me to some kind of job hauling others around. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Different dream sequence. 1. Leaving cafe, there with younger cool hip types, they were college aged white, young and hip, and just cool to be around, and one blonde gal, about 5'7" kept talking about how we all need, want and like 'tex', and some other philosophy she kept trying to attach to that truth or fact, she kept babbling on, even talking about Mothers with hobbits, even they like tex. Whatever... In this day time lounge, everyone was wearing masks (first time ever a corona scene has worked self into one of my dreams), but ye, just small talk stuff, then I left. And on the way back to a semi truck I had 'parked' on freeway on ramp with timed gate, on way back, turns out tennis court, and park was now next to where I had parked, and the park was full of like college aged female athletes, and as I walked by, one female couch hit experimental tennis ball so far that it about hit me, so I grabbed it and through it back. Of course I loved that attention, loved that fact that now all eyes were on me. Anyways balls kept flying over the fence and all as I took short cut through grassy area of park...where I noticed two college aged 'W' gals intently discussing something on the athletics field. They didn't even notice me, but the balls from the tennis court kept flying over, and one of the balls was headed right towards them, I tried yelling 'Hey, move out the way, that balls headed right towards you!' They did not hear me, or chose not to listen, then 'that ball' struck one of the gals right in the foot, and it was as loud crack. She began bawling, crying, and the coaches ran over, these hyper balls were amazing, is how discussion went. Then gal stopped crying and all the pain went away at once, her foot was not broken and no damage. I looked down and was able to see her soft clean white feet, then looked up again and all was well. But now the balls flying over from the tennis court began turning into citrus, as in Oranges, large oranges.  And that's pretty much all I can make sense of by explaining, had other 'tie together' dream sequences, but not worth writing about as would only make sense to myself probably, and just don't have the time right now. Sweet dreams.
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Post by X factor on Aug 10, 2020 8:12:11 GMT -5
Events or places frequented working self into dreams seem to have a lag time
I notice with me, anyways, that there seems to be a lag time between former places frequented and those scenes working way into dreams...for example
1. I dreamed of place I haven't worked around in months, over 5 months, yet last night or early morning had first dream of place and those there.
a. In the back area of this tank wash place (I didn't work there but other job had me there a few times a day), in the back area (as merged out of yet another dream), it was sunny, and was looking at how an employee had backed a chassis, with tank on it, into a large pond, which explained some things to me about their earlier behavior.
While snooping around in the back area, large pond, large open half can barn like structure with lots of utility equipment, while in that area, I did have to take a leak, so while trying to find convient place to take leak where no one would notice, that's when I realized the employees were in that barn, on the other side, and could see them walking back inside main building carrying food items, as if just leaving a meeting or something.
I did not want to be seen, and they did not see me, but the boss of that place did, and we just began chatting about stuff, and I told them former place I use to work was still running, but under different name, and we began talking about this and that personality, then they told me one of the guys I mentioned was Jewish, and that they had imported them from Israel.
(This guy really does exist in real life, but I don't think they're Jewish or from Israel)
And it turned funny, the conversation that is, as we begin talking about how at work they'd always make religious excuses to why they couldn't or shouldn't do this or that task, and how they spoke multi languages and pretended to only know 3 words in one Holy language and just other stuff that made sense in the dream.
2. Earlier, also had bathroom sequence dream, or 'Mans room' dream, where as I was standing against stall, another guy was getting brutalized by like a 'hit squad', and I pretended to not notice it as they dragged him out of the restroom.
Odd thing is, this guy 'hit squad' was brutalizing was in the form of a childhood friend I use to know, Kevin G.
I remember I just didn't not want to be seen as taking sides, in fear I'd become the target of their wrath next...I remember in dream I enjoyed being neutral in the matter, cause earlier I had gained peoples respect....not really sure what beef was over though.
3. Black Wasp - Earlier that day I had one of those wake you up dreams.
A wake up dream is where or when a dream sequence won't end, and keeps repeating itself, and is usually disturbing enough to make you finally wake up, not at nightmare level, just scary or annoying level, and in this wake up dream black wasp kept hovering close to me, and of course in dream couldn't move fast enough to shoe it away, so woke up.
Then less than 10 minutes later really did observe a black wasp on deck and started squirting it with soap water, and black wasp did practically fly at me.
Anyways, had a ton more dreams, but just can't remember most of them well enough to write down and share.
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