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Post by X factor on Mar 2, 2021 2:50:14 GMT -5
Sometimes I feel like 'god' is really just 'Satan', and that Satan the god really just hates me, and enjoys seeing me fail and suffer.
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Post by X factor on Mar 26, 2021 7:53:25 GMT -5
Does 'god' really protect us?, or does 'god' just give us a sense of 'self worth' in a damaged world?
And or is god simply our own brain telling us how to feel about ourselves and the circumstances around us that effect us?
Is 'god' simply phycology?
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Post by X factor on Mar 26, 2021 7:57:19 GMT -5
I mean to me, all I've to do is look at a old withered person to know that sin or no sin, sooner or later the body succumbs to old age and rot.
Whether remained a virgin ones whole life or not, the body don't care, for in the end the virgins body will look as withered and sickly as the sinners body, old and withered is old and withered regardless.
When your, our, teeth finally fall out and we loose our site, what difference will it have made who one slept with when age 20?
The body could care the less, we're the ones conditioned to make a big fuss out of it.
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Post by X factor on Mar 26, 2021 11:32:57 GMT -5
Fornications a sin?
Heck, I doubt 75% or more of todays population would be here if not for fornication, and today probably even more.
All nature cares about is 'life', that's what I see and observe, whether ants, or hens laying eggs or humans having babies, all nature cares about is life.
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Post by X factor on Mar 26, 2021 11:34:13 GMT -5
So it's like Christians want everyone to obey 'their god', who's going to send them to hell anyways?
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Post by X factor on May 1, 2021 10:49:56 GMT -5
To me, one of the worst places you can go, as a single male, to meet women, is to Church
As a single male, at church, what you see is..
1. Pastors and Deacons, and everyone else around you who is married and has family's
2. All the while preaching about how evil 'sox' is, yet obviously their lives are filled with it, yet you, as a single guy had better not even so much as glance at a female in the church or Zeus the greek god and Jesus will both zap you with a lightening bolt.
3. As a single person this creates a biological and spiritual delima, cause everyone else in church is fulfilled, both physically and spiritually, yet you're starving for affection, but instead told to keep your thoughts 'Holy' at all times...well that's like telling the stomach to 'fast' all the time, there's a reason people 'lust', and I don't even know if that's the proper name for it, for without 'lust' there's be no marriages, no pro creation....yet mam, or I should say 'The church', speaks of lust as if it's a bad thing.
Is it?
It's a con game if you ask me.
At least that's how it seems or feels when you're single and go to church.
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Post by X factor on Jan 23, 2023 21:51:04 GMT -5
Sometimes I like feel that 'God' or a 'God' both hates me, yet roots for me all at the same time.
Obviously that's probably my twisted minds interpitation of things.
But it feels that way at time....cause I don't have the best life, yet nor do I have the worst life either.
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Post by X factor on Oct 20, 2023 22:18:10 GMT -5
I think I'm done believing that God has any special meaning or purpose to my life, or even notices me at all.
That's kind of a self absorbed, self-centered attitude to have towards God or the creator anyways, when you think about it.
I'm beginning to think the vast majority of us here are just kind of 'let the chips fall where they may'...types.
I think god could give a crap about most of our personal lives or struggles.
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Post by X factor on Nov 17, 2023 9:22:14 GMT -5
I've only ever heard one church ever say that 'heaven' or 'hell', is 'now', and that when we die, there's nothing.
Were they right?
Maybe God can only help us while alive and breathing...hmm
And maybe even that's not so bad, if true.
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Post by X factor on Feb 17, 2024 0:55:10 GMT -5
It's like God either likes you, favors you, or he or it doesn't...period.
Our actions, behavior and or morality seem to have very little with whom God favors.
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