When you get the holiday blues...

Holiday mood



I wouldn't say I have the holiday blues, but nor do I have holiday cheers, it's just beginning to wear off finally I guess, I mean you can only ride on past memories for so long.

Thanksgiving day



It's T-day, I'm doing OK, oddly enough I actually feel like going to the park and exercising before I do anything else.
There won't be no big meal or anything, I haven't done that in years, and seems odd to me to sit down and just stuff face with food for hours.
I'm done growing, my gut doesn't need all that food stuffed into it.
If I did sit down at a T day dinner, people would think I was rude or didn't like the food, with how little I'd eat in one sitting.

It's just a practice I've gotten out of but certainly can appreciate the days of old were I did participate in it all, nor do I look down on those who still do, for everything passes, so being alive is about enjoying life.

But right now, after this, I'm going to get dressed, and go workout a bit.
I could of went the other route, and that is to drink, to drink till I don't care or start acting silly, but there's always a next day consequence to that, and besides, sure I'm off today, but have to work tomorrow.

I even bought some beer on the way home from work yesterday night, but all I did was open one can, took maybe 3 sips, and said 'nah', your not going down this route.

So ye, time to go workout a bit and try to stay naturally 'high' today instead of going down the rabbit hole of alcohol, we shall see.

Probably my worst Xmas ever.
Not that Xmas itself is bad, for it's just a day, like any other you live through.
I think though, Xmas this year just happen to coincide with other internal things going on within my body.

Last night was probably one of the quietest, calmest new years eve nights I've gone through ever.

I just notice holidays are becoming less and less of a thing with today's common people, who don't necessarily appreciate Americas past.