Mental Health and restoration

In my own prison



Yep, I'm in my own type of prison.
But all prisons begin within own mind, our own minds, that's where the real prison is.

I so want things to change, but I just don't know how to bring about that change, well I do, but I lack the energy and drive to do so without love in my life.

Everyone needs to feel, be, and or have another one to love, up and until the day they die, in order to feel whole.

A lot of us just don't have that though, yet trudge on anyways.
But the older you get, the less and less things you have to string you along, to motivate you, ect.
Usually that's what having hobbits, or grandhobbits do, is they inspire you as you age, and start looking back, as your own life fades, but if have no hobbits of your own, growing old, older, can be a really empty place.

And then if you don't already own your home, and still have to pay rent into old age, then what?

Then the f what?...homelessness?
Is that the new norm for many, as the wealthy keep increasing the prices on everything.

I don't even wanna think about it, cause I, for the first time in my adult life, I have no answers right now, just concern.
Oh well.