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Post by X factor on Sept 15, 2019 21:18:28 GMT -5
Some people think this whole board is a mental ward, where patients from a mental facility type away to relieve stress. Who knows, but I highly doubt that cause mental wards no longer exist, at least not in America. I think they don't, may be a few I suppose...who knows. I think a mental ward would be far safer than regular society, food, meals, nice bed, lights out, no noise, window with view, TV, rec room, maybe field trips now and then, others to socialize with. In outside world, many are lonely, have no friends, no one to confide in, discarded as dead and worthless while still in prime. So mental wards don't seem so bad to me. |
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Post by X factor on Sept 15, 2019 21:22:32 GMT -5
I have no friends, no one likes me, well they do, but only for labor, but outside of work hours, I have no friends, I"m already totally alienated from others.
A mental ward would be an improvement for me, nurses checking up on my well being, made to feel that I mattered, more so than out here.
I could handle that.
Just put me in the 'clean people' ward, meaning those who are still fit, clean, and non or not hairy.
Hairy dudes that look like Sasquash, or big foot, I would not want to habitat around
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Post by X factor on Sept 15, 2019 21:27:56 GMT -5
I'm going to bed now.
Sometimes I think 'God' is cruel for ever allowing me to be born and have a conscious, just to take it away soon.
That just seems mean.
And give me such a desolate life, with no love.
Just seems cruel.
Goodnight.
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Post by X factor on May 19, 2020 20:41:15 GMT -5
The Knockers
I'm not mentally ill, but this has indeed occurred to me a few times.
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Post by X factor on May 19, 2020 20:43:13 GMT -5
The Knockers I'm not mentally ill, but this has indeed occurred to me a few times. I've learned this over living life, and that is anyone who knocks on your front door un announced, is usually there to bring you bad news. People who 'knock' are usually up to no good. |
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Post by X factor on May 19, 2020 20:43:53 GMT -5
The Zone is never wrong.
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Post by X factor on Jun 17, 2020 7:19:02 GMT -5
People only hug you when they think you're 'broken', notice that?
Like a power play or something...'Oh, you're broken, so I'll give you a hug now'.
But when strong, not broken and whole, no one wants to ever give you a hug.
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Post by X factor on Jun 18, 2020 2:35:07 GMT -5
Do you sometimes wish you could just gently beat yourself up? Like if there were two of you, and every time you messed up, one side of you could beat the other side of yourself up, as in tackling to the ground and rough housing. But because it's you beating yourself up, you'd know when to stop, you'd know not to take it to far, but far enough for message to be pounded or grounded in. Almost like tough love I suppose. You could throw yourself against the wall, then tackle, and drag down the hallway, and toss down the stairs, then when all over you could make up with yourself since it's you you're beating up.  |
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Post by X factor on Jun 21, 2020 21:08:17 GMT -5
Come get me, us  Come get me, come get 'us', cause that way it's the only way I can know who you are. Just totally hobbitding, with my twinkle toes...who am I?...nothing, nada. I'm less than dog crap. OK, so relax... I'm you're bias, and everything you hate.
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Post by X factor on Jun 21, 2020 21:10:51 GMT -5
Italians are like 'white blacks'...does that make sense?  ? If not, shove it up your hogma |
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Post by X factor on Aug 11, 2020 16:29:46 GMT -5
Flesh is starting to annoy me, flesh, the flesh of man, seems feeble to me right now, and not always very attractive.
Most females I observe look like 'clowns in paint', and most males I observe seem over the hill, slumpy, and spent.
I don't observe much 'life' anymore in the flesh, just various stages of decay.
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Post by X factor on Aug 19, 2020 5:08:45 GMT -5
Selfish spirit  Sometimes I feel like my guardian angel, or whatever it is, is very selfish, and keeps everyone else away from me. The dark or guardian angel seems to be very jealous all of the time, and seems to always marginalize my efforts, it's like it just wants me all to itself. It keeps me safe though, but for the wrong reasons. I don't think it really likes me though, it's fascinated with me at times, but I don't think it really likes me. I sense it's a 'dumb' spirit, but still it seems to have so much control over my life. So I amuse it, allow it to amuse me, to keep it happy....until one day I can be free, but if free, not sure If I'll be safe. (And yes that's me hours ago today)
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Post by X factor on Aug 19, 2020 6:50:49 GMT -5
______ I own you boy!, that's me you're bowing to!
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Mercy! mercy mercy!----------------------
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Post by X factor on Aug 24, 2020 7:08:25 GMT -5
First the clown, now the Green Alien 'I never should of opened that box, I got slimed, yuk'
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Post by X factor on Aug 24, 2020 7:10:11 GMT -5
First the clown, now the Green Alien 'I never should of opened that box, I got slimed, yuk' Hey man, ya wanna borrow some of my medication, you weird. Odd freaking weird, aliens and slime? |
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