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Post by X factor on Dec 7, 2020 9:41:55 GMT -5
Zapped! What is mental illness? I think under these 'covid' restrictions, I think what use to be considered abnormal will now seem more and more 'normal', as more and more people are home alone, board, and so begin to recreate with 'self'. This, according to Dr Ghonoe Monoe, of the institution of New Zealand.
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Post by X factor on Dec 14, 2020 19:57:23 GMT -5
Digital underground?...wow Wow!  Wow, digital underground, will they hit me if I hit them back? 
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Post by X factor on Dec 16, 2020 0:39:54 GMT -5
Title: When troubled  The amazing thing is, it's 'you' who are the Star of this film.
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Post by X factor on Dec 25, 2020 1:02:52 GMT -5
Watching this movie 'Asylum' while here in the Zone Asylum, how odd on this Xmas day Watch this movie with me now, and keep me company...thanks.
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Post by X factor on Dec 28, 2020 9:02:46 GMT -5
Patient 7 (Another Asylum movie for this section)
This one is actually pretty good, way more modern, 'Hollywood modern', than the previous movie above.
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Post by X factor on Jan 12, 2021 11:58:06 GMT -5
Closet Monster  Patient 'z' believes there's a closet monster in our facility, a closet monster that has a 'crush' on them. Patient 'z' is now undergoing phase 3 examinations. 
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Post by X factor on Jan 31, 2021 5:00:40 GMT -5
Asylum of Darkness - 2017
This Asylum movie seems a bit to violent for my taste.
I doubt I'll watch this, to much gore and not enough mystery, at least that's how it 'appears in the trailer.
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Post by X factor on Feb 3, 2021 21:53:45 GMT -5
What?? 
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Post by X factor on Mar 9, 2021 19:42:22 GMT -5
Mike Tyson is so soxy to me...they just are, at least when they were younger and full of authentic real life rage  Mr Mike Tyson is, was, so soxy to me when full of rage and confusion, like those in the zone are now...look at how authentic his eyes are at end of video, he's so totally being sincere, and to me sincere is soxy. I so wish I could of met Tyson when they were younger and wild.
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Post by X factor on Mar 16, 2021 17:03:32 GMT -5
Maybe I like Satan
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Post by X factor on Mar 21, 2021 23:38:11 GMT -5
The thing about me is when I like someone, I just tend to go overboard, in that 'connections' are so rare today.
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Post by X factor on Mar 21, 2021 23:40:16 GMT -5
Ye, it's like my fear and reality is always like a dream, whenever I like some one or they like me, like a dream, I tend to eventually wake up and they go away.
This has been a pattern in my life...whenever I like someone or they like me, it's like they just fade away, they move away, go away, or just stop talking to me.
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Post by X factor on Mar 21, 2021 23:42:31 GMT -5
When I was a hobbit, all my best friends always moved away, in elementary school they did, in middle school they did, and in high school they did, I'd always get so close to people, my friends, and then they'd always move away.
That's been the story of my life, then just end up feeling so empty.
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Post by X factor on Mar 21, 2021 23:44:25 GMT -5
Having a best friend is like a marriage, don't care what the Pope says, but having a best friend, of either gender, is basically like a marriage of personalities, souls, like a union of sorts, and is so very comforting, so if, when, they move away, it can be devistating.
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Post by X factor on Mar 25, 2021 8:08:41 GMT -5
I'm meant to be alone
I do believe I'm meant to be alone, and the minute I try to change that dynamic is when 'bad things happens'.
Dark spirits loom, or hover, around others, is why other peoples lives are so full of drama, where as my life is defined by the absence of drama, cause I'm not having to deal with other peoples moods and perceptions and bad habits and rotten souls, to be frank.
I realize now the minute I invite others, or another, into my life, that peace dynamic I have with myself, would be gone, it would be like opening the gateway to hell.
As such, I realize now that 'Alone' isn't so bad after all, if that's what fate wants.
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