Older nazi/aryan type, likes me...

Dreamed Nazi guy embarrassed me in public, at a College



This is a dream I can only share here, would only make sense here, since 'here' is the only place that gives thorough background on what dream was about, which is the Nazi guy and their brass unpredictable behavior in public (much less so now I suppose).

But in dream, for some odd reason was meeting online instructor at a college, located in a very hilly part of nation...could of been West Virginia or some other hilly place.

It was grey out, sky's were grey, but not cold.
Once inside and talking to instructor, the Nazi guy came over (in dream they were a bit taller and more fit than they are in real life)

In fact in the dream they reminded me more of the character in 'The Devils Rejects'...the long haired tall slender fellow, I think 'Otis'?



Yes, in the dream they reminded me more of Otis.

Anyways older instructor, (in dream around 62 or so?) was sitting down on couch in greyish glim library type room.
Others were there, lots of people in the background actually.

We were talking, I was standing, when suddenly Nazi guy comes over to introduce themselves be extending hand for what I just assumed was a hand shake.

But when I noticed older male instructors friend sitting next to her get a bit razzed, I realized older Nazi guy was flirting with the instructor in the most rude way, groping is more like it.

Hands kept going 'between legs'.

Mind you this was, is, an older lady years beyond those types of antics, but like Otis in the movie 'The Devils Rejects', this Nazi guy just didn't seem to care.

Not sure why they were even there, and I felt embarrassed to have to admit I knew them.

They were stubborn, wouldn't budge, even as lady's boyfriend objected, even I tried shoving them aside, but couldn't...and knew if I shoved to hard they'd 'flip' and a fight would insue.

They were rigid and would not budge...like Otis in 'The Devils Rejects'.

I kept saying 'Hey, that's my instructor!'

But they did not care, the darker side of their nature was in full bloom.

I felt embarrassed that I even knew them and that we even had a relationship.

Anyways, dream eventually faded into something else.

But I do remember confronting them later in same 'hall' or building' as they stood holding a shattered mirror in their hands, arms folded crossed across chess.

And I felt if I challenged them to a fight that they would of used that broken mirror as a weapon.

Weird dream, but in a way dream played into my real life anxieties over lines drawn when it comes to me ever wanting or trusting this Nazi guy to hang out with people I know whom I think they'd greatly insult, even if by accident.

I'm patient with them do to my unique past but I doubt others would be.

To me, they're one of those types that you can only hang out with alone, solo.

3 would be disaster.

Nazi guy called me, after visiting, and kept me on phone for like 4 hours or so.

Odd...so very odd.

They're lonely.

And they share so much, from past...like 'The making of a Nazi'...

You learn so much when you actually take the time to listen to other people instead of condemning them.

We have one of the oddest friendships ever.

And screw Horizon Press for not being interested in story.

Why?



Of all people, why a Nazi?

Even I'm confused.

They fell asleep while on phone with me, they were so lonely, so confused.

And found out they were adopted.

They just kept me on phone, wouldn't let go, and fell asleep while on phone.

That's just weird.

Their parents were missionaries, and their sisters a millionaire...and other odd stuff.

Why me?

Why did God bring us together?

(they no longer deserve this song that use to be here)

Good people have a hard time realizing that some are just hardened, evil, to the core, can't, won't, have no interest in changing



Some people are just monsters, and there is no light in them, the law or the fear of the laws consequences, is the only thing that keeps them in line, not their conscious or any sense of right or wrong.



And it's hard for good people, God based people, to sometimes realize that.

God or 'Love' based people always see people as redeemable, but sadly many are not, or just don't want to redeem.

Many evil people, those who would hurt others, simply see nothing wrong with their behavior, have no higher moral conviction in them at all what so ever.

There's probably more people out there like that than most realize, and sometimes people like this can snake themselves into your life, or sometimes we naïvely let them in thinking they will change.

People like this see no value in you at all what so ever, even though you may see value in them, and it's only a matter of time before they show their true colors.

Happens all the time, is why jails and prisons are full.

And much of it comes from people you know or thought you knew, not from strangers.

Evil loves to deceive.

Nice sometimes, but cruel when it counts.

This occurs in domestic relationships as well.

If in such a relationship it's best to slowly back away.

But sadly, evil, like a magnet, is drawn to that which is good.

Good never seeks evil rather evil always seeks out good.

Nazi monster



Sorry, but this is sort of becoming therapy to me, through photo, art and real life drama which builds up as tension.

But through that tension I can learn and share.

And one thing I've learned is that there's really nothing 'white' about ugly Nazi monsters.

If you could strip away their thin layer of skin, they'd look like above beast, and their true ugly natures could be seen.

Their skin tone is just a camouflage layering which gives them a 'pass' amongst other higher standard 'whites'.

But on the inside of them there is nothing, nothing but darkness.

Not sure why they scream 'white power', what they really should be screaming is 'Satanic power', that would better fit their aims and purposes.

ISIS and Nazis are very close spiritual kin.

The Nazis, and neo Nazi types, simply made or make the mistake of not building their ideology around a deity.

Ignoring Nazis phone calls and texts for now



Just don't need their dark spirit right now.

And maybe they'll learn a bit of respect..(doubt it)

I just feel better the less I talk with them or communicate with them.

They are pure darkness.

Darkness...and the further away I get from them, the better I feel.

I'd rather be desolate and alone than with a negative dark charged soul like theirs...