I'm not gonna lie, I got my but tore up last night in nightmarish dream...very freaky.
Long story very short
1. Hovering above large house (merging from previous dreamscape) did a nose dive to harass people I saw going inside, I hit ground to hard, but really didn't (dreams)...then hovered inside, but now was no longer under own control, and this is where dream kind of merged a bit into 'paralysis type sensation.
2. From this point on was rather being pulled through house, or dragged through air, How was empty and old on the inside, I was being dragged from room to room, all the rooms were old, decaying, I felt was being dragged to 'nothing' which equaled ugly beast or presence, next you know I landed on old bed, old spoiled sheets, I wasn't in control.
3. At this time biological body starts trying to wake you up, in that biological body doesn't know dream from reality, but rather senses 'danger'. So I started whimpering, saying
'No god, no god' ect, but mocking voice kept echoing me saying 'yes god, yes god', this voice sounded like a demon or evil (not that I've ever heard a demon before). Also sorta reminded me of older brothers voice, and or that one guys voice in that rap song 'Do the humpty dance'.
It was so scary I had to wake up, and did, but on dream bed, then woke up again on real couch.
It was one of those double wake up type dreams, where when you wake up the first times, actually still in nightmarish environment.
I was owned in this dream, totally owned.
Dark spirits, it just seems no matter how tough we think we are physically, always seem to find that 'key' to our fears and exploit it.
I think eventually nightmares are what make so many die in sleep.
Nightmares go after 'your heart', and if to weak to wake up, can only imagine the horror of nightmare panicking 'you' so much that heart fails, do to drug overdose or disease, or old age or whatever....that's just scary.
When can't wake up from terrible dream, I think that's when 'we' pass away.
To me a nightmare is a regular dream that scares you so much that you force yourself to wake up from it.
Well last night, or early morning, had such a nightmare of 'Mark Levin'...of all people...
Gross, they're a Jewish Conservative talk radio host.
And what happened is I insulted them early during the day, I guess, on my own radio platform, and then later that night, while laying face down on large King Sized bed, I guess, in the dark, on white sheets, I could hear their pointy voice approaching, but in the form of a 'dark spirit', and remember feeling them come up on me, their evil energy field, and pressing my head down in the dark while laying on the sheets on the King size bed, then I woke up.
Now that may not seem scary as you read it, but during dream, it most certainly was, enough that I woke up, and still freaked out a bit.
But after laying that on couch, I was like 'Man, of all people to scare me in a dream why a short, Jewish, talk radio host?'.
If they didn't come at me in the form of a spirit, I would of preferred to have grabbed them and beat them up, oh well, they won that round.