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Post by X factor on Apr 20, 2017 21:53:28 GMT -5
Time is my enemy, if you think time is your friend, you're nuts. Time only corrodes, takes from you that which you love...which is 'now', then eventually catches you to, and turns you into nothing, a footnote, if that. Time is my enemy. Much more to follow...  |
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Post by X factor on Jan 20, 2019 19:02:26 GMT -5
I've seen the train of abandonment so many times, every one thinks they're 'new' or that their actions are new or unique.
Hmm...I wish it were so.
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Post by X factor on Jan 20, 2019 19:05:06 GMT -5
Most humans nothing more than advanced insects, whether Anglo or otherwise....no one escapes this equation but a few.
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Post by X factor on Jan 26, 2019 23:32:58 GMT -5
Just discarded plant someone gave me, that has been around longer than this forum has, yes a in door/ out door plant.
I have pictures of it when it was vibrant and healthy, me and this plant survived many winters and summers, falls and springs together, but tonight it is gone, returned to nature, returned to a watery re-birth, is how I like to see it.
It's sad that some things have to 'die' or 'pass', so that others among us can live.
Sometimes I still think the Gods require sacrifice, but don't tell us, or if it makes you happy 'the one God'.
I mean think about it, every time you hit a deer with vehicle, a squirrel, or cat, dog, whatever, how do we, you, I, them, know that wasn't Gods way of taking a life in place of yours, mine, his theirs whatever.
There was nothing I could do to save that plant, it's time just expired for reasons beyond my control.
Its sad that even plants run their course and eventually pass away into plant afterlife.
It gave my patio personality for years, and I hated to see it go, but something just told me to get rid of it and to let it fade out in dignity, let it's roots, leaves (what was left), it's stem, return to nature, return to the water where it will be re absorbed by living orgasms, as we all will some day.
Oh well, that chapter of my life gone, with plant in it.
It was like the only living thing I had with me, or 'pet' you could say, it was my friend, my comfort.
I'd take it in at night when it got cold.
May it rest in peace now.
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Post by X factor on Jan 27, 2019 14:31:19 GMT -5
Just discarded plant someone gave me, that has been around longer than this forum has, yes a in door/ out door plant. I have pictures of it when it was vibrant and healthy, me and this plant survived many winters and summers, falls and springs together, but tonight it is gone, returned to nature, returned to a watery re-birth, is how I like to see it. It's sad that some things have to 'die' or 'pass', so that others among us can live. Sometimes I still think the Gods require sacrifice, but don't tell us, or if it makes you happy 'the one God'. I mean think about it, every time you hit a deer with vehicle, a squirrel, or cat, dog, whatever, how do we, you, I, them, know that wasn't Gods way of taking a life in place of yours, mine, his theirs whatever. There was nothing I could do to save that plant, it's time just expired for reasons beyond my control. Its sad that even plants run their course and eventually pass away into plant afterlife. It gave my patio personality for years, and I hated to see it go, but something just told me to get rid of it and to let it fade out in dignity, let it's roots, leaves (what was left), it's stem, return to nature, return to the water where it will be re absorbed by living orgasms, as we all will some day. Oh well, that chapter of my life gone, with plant in it. It was like the only living thing I had with me, or 'pet' you could say, it was my friend, my comfort. I'd take it in at night when it got cold. May it rest in peace now.  I will never forget you Plant, the years you were on porch or patio, all the summers, winters, Falls, Springs we went through together, you, and only you, Plant, were always there, and never ever left. The times you spent in bedroom when to cold outside, and the times you shared porch or patio with other plants, all the time you reigned, and outlasted it all. And I thank the woman who gave me the plant years ago, cause they were moving to Texas and I was the only one who'd take it, and glad I did, and would do it again. I will miss that plant. This song, may not be the most appropriate for a Plant, but I love the melody. And like song keeps saying, now the plant is free, but will forever live in my mind and here inside of the Zone Mansion/Asylum, your at home here Plant, please rest in peace and spread your Pollen out to the world. |
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Post by X factor on Jan 27, 2019 14:37:12 GMT -5
That Plant was the only thing, life form I had in life, that never ran away, was always there Why did you leave plant? You're all I had, you were life. And the first plant I've ever shed tears for, it just really hit me today that you're gone Plant.
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Post by X factor on Feb 5, 2019 21:11:56 GMT -5
Time is my enemy
I, we, you, us, them, we all just run out of time, only so much time in 24 hour period, and unless a non flesh spirit, that doesn't need rest and sleep, time is your enemy.
Not sure why in movies spirits, robots, others, so want to become 'human' and experience what it's like to be limited by 'flesh'...makes zero sense to me.
Time destroys flesh, for what doesn't die or fade, that's made of flesh?
Time is our enemy folks....and soon your eyes won't even be able to read this, someone will have to read it for you.
But because their forum, this odd, 'other worldly' forum has grown on you, you'll always find a way to tune in.
Later and goodnight.
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Post by X factor on Feb 11, 2019 22:33:40 GMT -5
Just plumb bob out of time for today people...time is now, and always will be, my enemy.
I must shut down now.
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Post by X factor on Feb 17, 2019 11:14:53 GMT -5
There's just not enough time to get things done during off time before having to return to slavery, and yes, being employed in modern times, for most, is slavery in that how can you give of yourself, your physical energy for 8-14 hours a day, for years, and still only be weeks away from nothing?
That's slavery with a cavot.
If you think I'm wrong than challenge me.
Modern day employment for most is simply slavery with a bit of sugar sprinkled atop.
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Post by X factor on Feb 18, 2019 20:49:58 GMT -5
It's amazing and sick how you just never have enough time for self, personal projects.
It's amazing and sick how companies whom you can work for for years, expect you to be so loyal, while always keeping you 1 to 2 checks away from nothing.
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Post by X factor on Feb 18, 2019 20:52:23 GMT -5
In Gods eyes, if such a god exists, not sure how share holders, (humans who happen to have more coin) worth more or more valuable than humans without investment coin.
'God, while on Earth I earned millions, lobbied against hire pay for the poor, now let me into heaven'...
We shall see...
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Post by X factor on Nov 7, 2020 13:01:14 GMT -5
No one ever outgrows the need, 'want', or desire to be parented and guided by a loving figure all throughout life.  |
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Post by X factor on Jan 14, 2022 22:55:47 GMT -5
I feel weird right now, not sick, just weird, like I have to much energy for my body to handle.
It's as if the spirit within me no longer fits in my body, I know that sound weird.
I can only describe it as imagine a 19 year old spirit inside of a 78 year old body.
I've got all this energy, but bodies not in alignment with that energy, as if body is to old, or whatever, to respond to that energy on the inside.
Or maybe it's because I worked out pretty good last 3 days, and body still sore...I don't know, it just feels weird to me.
Maybe time is catching up with me?
I'll see how I feel in the morning.
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Post by X factor on Jan 14, 2022 23:04:11 GMT -5
I feel weird right now, not sick, just weird, like I have to much energy for my body to handle. It's as if the spirit within me no longer fits in my body, I know that sound weird. I can only describe it as imagine a 19 year old spirit inside of a 78 year old body. I've got all this energy, but bodies not in alignment with that energy, as if body is to old, or whatever, to respond to that energy on the inside. Or maybe it's because I worked out pretty good last 3 days, and body still sore...I don't know, it just feels weird to me. Maybe time is catching up with me? I'll see how I feel in the morning. Or to give another example, like maybe a reptile trying to shed it's own skin. I don't know, I just feel the energy inside of me right now, and they way body feels, aren't in alignment.  |
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Post by X factor on Jan 24, 2022 8:16:23 GMT -5
Why does time just keep on messing with me?
Every day, it's like time just takes a bite out of me, out of all of us, until soon there's nothing left but time, and then we're gone.
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