When you feel scared

Sometimes life can just be scary, especially when poor, and totally lack value to others.
Sometimes you just want someone's hand to hold, re assurance, but most, like me, just don't get it, and so instead 'act out'.

I don't 'act out', I can't, or I'd lose what little I have, so instead I just have to deal with the reality of being alone, and not ever having anyone to lean on.

Sometimes I do just feel scared, for a variety of reason.

I think most fear comes from not feeling secure, and the older one gets, the less secure one begins to feel, especially once you realize you're nothing.

If have a close family, or run a business where you're the boss and matter, then you'll usually feel secure.
But if older, single, and realize your hey day has come and go, then what? Church?...nah.

Well actually, whatever works for people.
I don't go to church anymore cause I don't like being lectured to about stuff I may or may not agree with.
To attend church, you must have a like kindergarden type of mindset.

Anyways, today, when I got in, I just felt kind of scared on this day after Thanksgiving, I just felt, feel, scared, alone, abandoned and just 'out there'.

Sometimes a big hug, from someone stronger than you, will ease that fear, but many people, especially males, don't get many hugs outside of a relationship, and that's sad actually.

I'm scared, tomorrow really does scare me



I'm just scared, am I too old for teddy bears?

I hope not, cause I have nothing else to comfort me.

Right now I feel really scared and small, not of the world, so much, but of the people in it.
News flash, many people are not nice at all, are monsters on the inside, in fact, and some are your neighbors.

If every single human removed from the planet earth right now, I would not feel scared.
Or if certain types of people removed from where I live, then I wouldn't feel scared.

It's people that make me feel scared and uncertain, not life itself.

Not sure what to do right now.
I feel I'm at a impass.
I no longer feel doing the right thing will ever yield good results for the person doing the right thing, cause everyone has in their own mind what the right thing is.

If you do the right thing, you'll be met with resistance, and if you do the wrong thing, you'll be met with resistance.

I'm tired and just wish I could go home, wherever that is anymore.

Joe Bidens policies, or lack of, have totally ruined my future

Joe Biden, and his skunk administration, have totally ruined my future through inflation, through open boarder policies, and other stuff, that makes life hard for common working class types.

1. Open boarder = allowing millions of bigots, yes cultural bigots, to flood into America.
These boarder crossing bigots come from nations where LGBTQ types, and or black types, are frowned upon in their home nations, and so they bring that same bigotry with them, and when finally able to run for office (Like in Dearborn Michigan) they clamp down.

Muslims have taken over Dear borne Michigan and the first thing they did was ban the LGBTQ flag.
And the gay people who supported them acted shocked?...really.

Muslims will always be true to their faith before they're free to the idea of equal rights and expressions for all.

With all these bigoted migrants flooding into this nation, it's only now a matter of time before our freedoms go away, and all out thuggery takes over the streets, like what is occurring in many U.S. cities already...