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Post by X factor on Jul 4, 2021 22:04:22 GMT -5
Well then, since I really have no family, I will 'Will' my stuff to like a community college or something, a place where they'll archive 'me' and study me, and maybe make or turn me into a whole class.
Your problem is you haven't had dinner yet, so taking out your aggrivation on me, I think dinner will be ready soon, so please calm down Mr tough and grouchy. |
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Post by X factor on Jul 4, 2021 22:11:44 GMT -5
I think I may 'Will' my stuff to Skagit Valley Community College, which is a small community college located in like the upper NW corner of Washington State. I think I left behind some pleasant memories there, maybe, I don't know.  |
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Post by X factor on Jul 4, 2021 22:15:49 GMT -5
I got one better than that, maybe I'll 'Will' my stuff to a Hollywood film production company, like MGM or 'Lions Gate' or whatever, that way they can make a movie out of my life
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Post by X factor on Jul 4, 2021 22:19:44 GMT -5
If I had strong family foundation, I could, and would be a homice volunteer, but without a strong family foundation of my own, when got done visiting homice patient, then I'd feel and be all sad without anyone to boost my moral.
So even though heart says to do it, my head says not to, cause I don't have the emotional support.
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Post by X factor on Jul 4, 2021 22:21:24 GMT -5
If I had strong family foundation, I could, and would be a homice volunteer, but without a strong family foundation of my own, when got done visiting homice patient, then I'd feel and be all sad without anyone to boost my moral. So even though heart says to do it, my head says not to, cause I don't have the emotional support. |
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Post by X factor on Jul 20, 2021 5:42:03 GMT -5
The Earth will continue rotating, and the stars will continue to shine, long after I'm gone.
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Post by X factor on Mar 7, 2022 12:50:41 GMT -5
People who die quick and suddenly, as in war or vehicle accident, they don't have to sit around for days, weeks, months or years dealing with their immortality should they find out they're sick.
They're just gone, like that, no thought given to it.
In that sense they have it easier.
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Post by X factor on Nov 23, 2022 8:15:19 GMT -5
When I leave my place for work, I often look around, and realize that if I perish on that day, however I leave my place, messy or clean, is how I'll last be remembered when the coroner or city or ect comes in.
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Post by X factor on Jan 27, 2023 23:16:37 GMT -5
If I don't die while at work, or in a public place, no one will know I've died, until either rent isn't paid or if I miss enough days of work.
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Post by X factor on Jul 22, 2023 18:03:38 GMT -5
Lately, I've been internally asking self (in more the form of a feeling or mood) 'Why am I still here?'
And that kind of internal questioning kind of scares me a bit....cause I've never really felt that way before.
Cause my theory is, is that when start asking self why you're still here, that means you're looking for a noble way out of this world, while can still chose your own way out.
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Post by X factor on Jul 22, 2023 18:04:58 GMT -5
You get to a point in life when you realize nothing you want, wanted to happen, ever will, and then people you know, you loved, and the 1 or 2 who loved you, begin passing on, and it's like 'OK, what's left?'
It can feel like standing in a empty room.
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Post by X factor on Jul 22, 2023 18:05:59 GMT -5
I feel like there's a rhetorical demon inside of me, that wants to come out, and if I start drinking, it'll be released.  |
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Post by X factor on Aug 20, 2023 18:20:46 GMT -5
If you're not living a fulfilling life, and fearful of the future, and tired of 'today', living long can seem more like torture than a desired outcome.
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Post by X factor on Sept 15, 2023 22:13:48 GMT -5
Funerals make no sense to me at all
I don't understand funerals, or open casket viewings, or any of it.
When I die, I don't want a casket associated with my passing, heck no.
Caskets and coffins remind me of Dracula and vampires.
I don't want that crap near me when I die.
When I die, after I'm dead, no one needs to view my body, other than if I donate it to science.
I went to a viewing today, people, or mainly one person, crying and sobbing uncontrollably, why?, while looking at deceased relative, made no sense to me at all, so I didn't stay long....why mourn the dead?? makes no sense.
I saw nothing positive from that viewing.
I need to start my own memorial service packages for those who want a better experience when a loved one passes.
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Post by X factor on Sept 20, 2023 4:41:49 GMT -5
One of my cousins passed away, I wonder who's next? Does it comes in 3's with the family also? That sounds kind of creepy... Bit time is coming for us all eventually.  |
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