General Death and or Homice discussions

And if dying, would probably 'Will' stuff to like a eccentric celebrity, a song writer, maybe Oprah W, ect, who'd actually do something with your stuff, cause they like attention, and many lack creativity, especially actors, who haven't a creative bone in their body unless reading from another's script.

Well I'm not 'really dying', dying slow, like every one else, but that's it..

That aside, I think will leave body to science when that time comes.

Why?

Cause I want to live own, when gone, like others do, and I feel I'm worthy of 'study'.

And for that reason don't just want your typical family funeral (not that anyone would even show up, in fact I don't want a funeral, I don't need that final humiliation of no one even showing up). (writing helps remind yourself of things to get done)

But ye, want body to go to Major Ivy league University, and again why?...cause they study, study, and then study some more, like I do.

But, it will be on the condition that I 'will' all else to them to, including all my writings, and they have to make writings apart of a class, maybe even titled after a name I decide to leave...they get the body, but also must take the writings and all my works as well.

If leave remains, ashes, whatever with family, I'll die two deaths, they don't much care about what I do now, that I'm alive, so why would they show any interest in me when gone, again they'd kill me twice, and just burn or delete or erase all rememberance of me, probably out of embarassment.

Friends?, what's that?, who are those?

So ye, I need to cordinate this out over next few weeks, not that I'm dying, but one day will, and have to do things while on your mind or you tend to forget later when it's to late.


College students just seem more interested in studying things, people, ideas and concepts, and by doing so help you to live on, are able to see things in you, your writings that the rest of world missed out on, or to commercialized to care.

I guess we're all like 'really dying', just some quicker than others.

And I think it's easier to be brave when one dies quick, as in a accident, or in war, or saving another in heroric manner.

But when death is stretched out over days, or months, or even years, it can chip away at ones bravado...especially if all alone, and no one to joke with it about or console with.

Under covid seems suicides have gone up, higher than normal rates, and I can only wonder what peoples last thoughts are minutes before they make that perminant decision.

I mean I wonder if they're waiting for someone to show up and talk them out of it in the last minute, like you see in the movies...obviously that rarely occurs.

Or maybe they're waiting for a 'god' to mystically knock device out of their hand or shove this or that away, as a sign of divine intervention, but again obviously that rarely if ever occurs.

If there is a divine god, all that god does is watch, I guess, while eating a sandwich.

In nature, you never really even make it that far, for as soon as unable to take care of self, you get eaten.

Sometimes I use to wonder, and still do at times, what if there was a red button 'evaporator'...



Like a evaporator room, where when one has had enough of living, they walked into a room and could push that little red button and would be instantly vaporized, like what the phaser gun did to people on Star Trek, where you just instantly evaporate into nothing.

If such a place existed, where people could just go to, and hit that button, I wonder if there would be a line?



I mean if could just evaporate into nothing instantly, I wonder how many would chose that course of action instead of the long drawn out natural death?

Me, myself, I think there would be a line 100,000 deep or more, always and daily.

I think they'd have to build like 10 such places to keep up with demand of people just wanting to evaporate self from 'Earth' when they've had enough, go there at your own terms, rather than waiting until you have to leave Earth on terms not to your favor.

And maybe the only requirement would be that you'd have to be over a certain age, like maybe 40, but that after that, free to approach the evaporator and be gone instantly.

I mean think of all the other ways people have to die in this cruel world, in contrast just being able to evaporate self instantly seems pretty human.

Maybe even a evaporator would work for 'Death row' inmates.

And or maybe a 3 day cool down period, like when purchasing a fire arm, how they make you wait 3 days, or use to, incase were purchasing for suicide or some other bad thing.

A lot of suffering people, medically suffering people, would probably put it in their contract that even if they were to weak or sick to make it to evaporator, they'd designate another to do it for them.

Anyways, that's obviously science fiction, and doubt even if such a device existed, any Government would allow people to 'off' themselves at will, for Governments only function when there's people, lots and lots of people to slave and labor away, or to be taxed.

For the less labor there is at the bottom, that would mean the rich and snobby would have to begin doing their own labor, picking their own fruit, transporting their own goods, cutting their own grass, picking their own cotton, so I doubt any Government would just allow 10's of 1000's of valuable labor to just 'off selves' in some evaporator room.



No, instead, they need us to stay around, need us to strain and suffer till the end, until all usefulness squeezed out of us, all tax dollars and more, to keep society running, to keep those at the top comfortable, they need us to spend our money, to keep economy going, to do senseless activities over and over again, like driving to work, which = fuel = money to petro companies.

Without millions of consumers, everything the new world is built upon would collapse, at least for those at the top.

And if those at the top couldn't live their life of comfort, than they to would be approaching the evaporator room and or device.

the only time people ever get totally evaporated is during atomic bomb blast in Germany, during world war 2, to end war with Hitler.

Ye, I entered a elderly home once several years ago, and not a single person in there looked happy to be dying, I didn't see any bibles in any ones hands while they were medically on the way out, all I saw were expressions of misery, and the smell of death, but no joy.

No 'Oh Jesus, I can't wait to see you'...none of that...no happy Pastors dancing up and down the isles, all I saw is people who looked like they wished they weren't there, or that wish they had access to the evaporator device...



People who just wished it could all be done and over with so they could move on to whatever.

How do you deal with 'death' if someone else is the one dying, for real, then what?

I mean obviously trillions of people are born and as such trillions of people have died.

Trillions of life forms are born, and trillions of life forms die, but none of the trillions matters to you until it's someone you know or care for, as in a relative, parent or mild, so how does one deal with it?

Well, as for me, I'm not the one to ever blame God, or some god, when another dies, even if it's someone I know and care for.

But am the type that may blame those around that dying person who did not let me know, and who robbed me of precious moments and or even a helping hand, them I could see myself blaming, but not god.

For I'd be dumb and selfish to blame god, any god, when forever people have been dying.

But I could see myself holding people to account who were around sick or dying person for not alerting me, for their own selfish reasons.

Some things I'm just not sure if I can forgive.