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Post by X factor on Jul 8, 2020 5:44:46 GMT -5
The Past  I here by swear off the past, for the past no longer has any meaning to me, and I also no longer care what people think of me going forward. For if the people in your past, are controlled by dark spirits there's not much you can do accept walk away, for good, and forever. One will never be 'free', or happy, until one stops caring about needing the approval of others who will never give it to you. So as of now, the past is gone, and all such people in it no longer exist to me. Let them choke on their own anxiety. Me, time to relax and just be 'me', which is to have fun, laugh and make the most of every little thing and enjoy life. Good riddens 'past', and all the foul smelling souls in it.
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Post by X factor on Jul 8, 2020 5:50:41 GMT -5
I will start by deleting every single personal phone number in my phone, then by changing my number.
Then by changing which type of browsers I use, deleting this, deleting that, or simply transferring this or that, and if sign out, and can't remember pass word, oh well and good-by to it, cause really, none of it's important to me anymore.
It's not like a magic gift giving genie is going to materialize out of an email message or this message or that site, if so would of happened long ago.
Going forward, I need nothing but peace of mind.
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Post by X factor on Jul 11, 2020 6:53:38 GMT -5
You can waste a lot of time in life feeling that you're accountable to others, particulalry when those others don't and never did even care for you
Yes, why waste time thinking you're accountable to others, when those others don't even like you, or care for you, and never helped you in the past and don't plan on helping you in the future.
I say cut the chains and be free.
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Post by X factor on Jul 23, 2020 10:23:04 GMT -5
I've also finally changed my number...those who could of called, but didn't, well to bad, means I never mattered to them, and now they no longer matter to me.
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Post by X factor on Jul 27, 2020 20:20:59 GMT -5
I think this year will be defined as me simply sweeping up the past and dumping the past into a trash can.
Deleting this site, deleting that site, deleting this former ____, deleting that former ___.
It's kind of like a 'good riddens year for me, and maybe a few others.
Just letting go of the 'fat' in your life.
I mean people who can't accept 'all of you' just aren't worth having around anymore.
Life is short, love and impress self, and fate will handle the rest.
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Post by X factor on Jul 29, 2020 19:20:15 GMT -5
MC Hammer 'Step on', back when they just let go
I'm NO MC Hammer OK, not even, this dude is way more prosperous than me, myself and I.
Hell, if I had a 5th of their income and notirioty even when they were down, I'd be set.
But point is, they made this video during low point in life, when they realized all those they helped out weren't his friends, but rather 'leaches', and as soon as his money ran out, his fake friends ran away also.
I had comments with this guy once, they're cool as hell, so real, and believe it or not this was one of 'Tupacs' favorite songs.
I'm just to point where I realize 'I'm good', and nothing to be ashamed of, and if around people you feel must 'hide yourself from' than you're, we're, around the wrong types.
It's why letting go, this year, letting go of all human fungus, of all human bacteria.
If didn't support me in the past, you're dead to me here on out.
I don't know you anymore.
If turns out I'm a millinaire, I do not know you.
Or if turns out I'm a nobody, I still don't know you, if you're a calculating jackazz from the past.....from here on out, you're dead to me, just like I was dead to you before.
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Post by X factor on Jul 29, 2020 19:21:57 GMT -5
MC Hammer 'Step on', back when they just let go I'm NO MC Hammer OK, not even, this dude is way more prosperous than me, myself and I. Hell, if I had a 5th of their income and notirioty even when they were down, I'd be set. But point is, they made this video during low point in life, when they realized all those they helped out weren't his friends, but rather 'leaches', and as soon as his money ran out, his fake friends ran away also. I had comments with this guy once, they're cool as hell, so real, and believe it or not this was one of 'Tupacs' favorite songs. I'm just to point where I realize 'I'm good', and nothing to be ashamed of, and if around people you feel must 'hide yourself from' than you're, we're, around the wrong types. It's why letting go, this year, letting go of all human fungus, of all human bacteria. If didn't support me in the past, you're dead to me here on out. I don't know you anymore. If turns out I'm a millinaire, I do not know you. Or if turns out I'm a nobody, I still don't know you, if you're a calculating jackazz from the past.....from here on out, you're dead to me, just like I was dead to you before. And Hammer, if you're out there, please do help me. I'm humble now. |
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Post by X factor on Jul 29, 2020 19:32:44 GMT -5
MC Hammer 'Step on', back when they just let go I'm NO MC Hammer OK, not even, this dude is way more prosperous than me, myself and I. Hell, if I had a 5th of their income and notirioty even when they were down, I'd be set. But point is, they made this video during low point in life, when they realized all those they helped out weren't his friends, but rather 'leaches', and as soon as his money ran out, his fake friends ran away also. I had comments with this guy once, they're cool as hell, so real, and believe it or not this was one of 'Tupacs' favorite songs. I'm just to point where I realize 'I'm good', and nothing to be ashamed of, and if around people you feel must 'hide yourself from' than you're, we're, around the wrong types. It's why letting go, this year, letting go of all human fungus, of all human bacteria. If didn't support me in the past, you're dead to me here on out. I don't know you anymore. If turns out I'm a millinaire, I do not know you. Or if turns out I'm a nobody, I still don't know you, if you're a calculating jackazz from the past.....from here on out, you're dead to me, just like I was dead to you before. Yes, even 'Red Man' the rapper, commented on how serious 'MC Hammer' was back in the day and that you should never 'diss' them. I like 'Redman', they're cute to me, soxy, and oh so honest about how rap industry was back during innocent days of it's inception... According to 'Radman' the rapper, MC Hammer would kick your butt, back in the day, if you spoke bad about their mamma...OK |
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Post by X factor on Jul 29, 2020 19:47:47 GMT -5
That last post is so funny, yet inspiring, but you're right, I mean if people in your life ashamed of you, spread lies about you, than let them go.
What good are they???
Sad thing is though, they hide, but one thing about 'odds', is that there's always one who, whether on death bed or whatever, the truth always comes out.
The then the 'Fkr' who lied is revealed and their trail of slime.
And when revealed, no mercy shown to them, none, zero, just instantly their ____ blown out.
And then it's done.
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