Friend-O-Meter, true friend vs fraudulent one

Odd how you can encounter 500 + people, whether at work, in public, ect, who show no interest in you, none, zero, then meet one who does

Remember how 'high school' or even 'middle school' friendships felt like?, compared to casual aquaintance relationships feel as an adult.

With grade school friendships you didn't have to prove anything, you just had to be yourself, well every now and then you encounter such a person who receives you the same way your friends did in grade school, and it's very rare that that occurs once out of school.

People grow up, get married, have hobbits, and don't have time for the whole 'best friends lets hang out' type of stuff.

Maybe for some, but for sure not me, maybe if I had stayed in area raised it would still be like that, of if had job where I worked around office professional types...it's different for everyone I suppose....some are just lucky and are able to have good friendships with many throughout their life, some never experience good frienships the minute they leave school, and some, even more unlucky, never had good friendships even while in school.

But I remember in school, that even the most nerdiest outcasts or outcast had a friend, could always find others to relate to, to form a social pack with.

As you age it's harder to do that though, at least for me, especially if single.

That's what families are for obviously, in that your family, if have one, becomes your 'pack'.

I so wish 'god' or fate would give me a second go around, I'd do things so much differntly.

Would have for sure kept people in my life who at the time I took for granted.

Don't ever 'slip' in front of me, I'm not some Orthidox rule following type.

I took a bath, am I clean??

I will continue to better myself, regardless of you



I will continue to better self, regardless of 'you'...and notice I leave out 'anger sign' which is this '!' (well that looks like a face...let me try again.

, that's what I left out, cause this is a logical decision, not a angry one.

People who are 'dead wrong', always seem to avoid me in real life.

They can talk about me, talk around me, but can't talk 'to me' in the flesh..cause then their eyes just have no where to go, and suddenly find themselves pinned against the 'honesty and truth monster'..

As their freagan toes curl.

On a side note, I've lived around both Mexicans and Blacks and can tell you by far Mexicans, Especially those from the South West, are by far more dangerous and scary if you cross





Warning to the average person, don't ever piss off Mexicans, ever, at least not the 'connected' types...either run from them or 'submit'.

Now back to normal programing...

(added note)

Cause unlike urban blacks or generic 'whites' in America, Mexicans, Hispanics, actually have 'culture' and love each other, which makes them more dangerous than both whites and blacks when it comes to sticking together.

Programmer please 'reset' this page, patients of the Zone Asylum 'gone wild'





Ahh, Ladies and Gentlmen of the Zone, forgive our patients for drifting, and wondering off the topic of 'Friend o Meter'.

They do tend to embellish a bit.

But here in the 'TwylightZone' we do tend to accommidate multiple view points and life experiences.

This place here is not 'twitter' or 'FB', here you're allowed to live, breath and grow, for it's the free flow of information that keeps you alive, information is like 'Oxygen' to the intellectually living.

So with that being said, we shall resume our session.

Gdm--....let me calm down...3, 2, 1...someone get Mr Small Pint out of here and back to their quarters...3, 2, 1, calm.

Looka here Small cup, this is not your section, we're discussion serious stuff here, stuff your autistic puff cake mind cannot comprehend!...gosh dog!





Look man, sorry for getting upset, but you confuse the 'fellas' around here with your twinkle toes...sorry your family abandoned you and dropped you off here, may your family be cursed...may any family be cursed for abandoning any one they 'had' based on what some church or Pastor told them.

But since your goofy twinkle toes self here, we'll do our best to protect you, even though you goofy as a Moe Hoe.