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Post by X factor on May 8, 2021 22:35:26 GMT -5
My Imaginary friends are bigger, hairier and darker than I  Well, why can't I be loved to? Just like you, blonde haired woman and guy, visualize your 'beast', well I also visualize my beast as well, so that like you, I can feel precious and loved.
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Post by X factor on Jul 23, 2021 5:43:00 GMT -5
I just feel like 'god', literal or not, always sends ugly things my way, ugly people, people with ugly personalities, ugly circumstances and so forth.
Some people are surrounded by beautiful things and beautiful people, I seem to always be surrounded by ugliness.
As such I'm made to feel ugly myself, since always surrounded by ugliness, so what comforts me in my mind?
Something bigger and uglier than I, sounds weird but that's phycology.
Like the movie beauty and the beast I suppose.
Or take women for instance, who always need a man 'uglier' than them in order for the Lady to feel beautiful and to have something to contrast self with.
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Post by X factor on Aug 24, 2021 8:50:59 GMT -5
'ugly' comforts me at night. And once you go large, spirit or mental, you can never really go back to 'man' or his flesh after that. Cause the imagination conjures up creatures that can do it all, from joy to pleasure to wherever else your mood leads you. Man is puny, compared to the creatures that lurk within your subconscious mind.  |
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Post by X factor on Nov 25, 2021 23:30:37 GMT -5
Got grabbed or engulfed by a weird entity while I slept, earlier last morning when still dark out.
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Post by X factor on Dec 10, 2021 23:07:34 GMT -5
Time to cuddle up with the creatures of the night, of my own imagination, anything to keep from feeling alone and abandoned. But once you go monster, you really don't want to go back to 'man'.
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Post by X factor on Feb 15, 2022 21:23:18 GMT -5
Sissy feeds the beast
In this world, if the world finds you unattractive physically and socially, it leaves you feeling alone.
What the dizzy sissy does to make up for that is form relationships with 'closet monsters', who are more hiddeous and larger than they are, which makes the dizzy one feel 'normal' compared to them, the closet monsters.
Many people do this, but aren't as theatrical about it as the dizzy sissy is.
Many people just want to be loved and hugged, liked and appreciated.
The dizzy sissy simply works out that theater in front of 'us' the viewing audience.
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Post by X factor on Nov 2, 2022 6:12:35 GMT -5
I think sometimes imaginary friends are more comforting than real ones.
Not really, but the problem is, is that in life, the older you get the less real human friends in your circle, and soon, for many, there are no friends left at all, you're just here in this world alone, is where imaginary friends or creatures, or whatever your mind conjures up, come into play.
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Post by X factor on Nov 2, 2022 6:15:21 GMT -5
Why do people always assume that demons are these wild, lunatic raging spirits, as portrayed in movie or art?
Talk about stereotyping.
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Post by X factor on Jan 25, 2023 18:23:45 GMT -5
Stop playing spin the bottle with your imaginary ghoulish monster friends 
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Post by X factor on Mar 16, 2023 7:40:09 GMT -5
Right now I just want to lay in bed and be held by some imaginary creature, a comfort creature, many times my size.
I need to be comforted right now to soothe my soul.
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Post by X factor on Jun 7, 2023 0:27:56 GMT -5
I have imaginary monsters in my life 
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Post by X factor on Jun 12, 2023 17:04:58 GMT -5
Feeding the closet monster We all need imaginary friends, I suppose.
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