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Post by X factor on May 16, 2021 13:09:54 GMT -5
Being Black and LGBTQ and the frustrations of What, you don't think 'black folks' deal with the same broad soxual range and temptations and same sox or intersox exploration others do?...are you hobbitding me or just hobbitding yourself?? I know colonial era mindset taught to train, condition, those considered 'black' to just be simple field hand creatures of labor, but sorry, humans are complex, regardless of how 'you' perceive them based on ethnicity. And in this section, yes, we'll explore the frustrations of being considered 'black' while also being LGBTQ, and the limits others place on you, and would rather see you as a field hand from the year 1849, rather than a advanced spirit with needs like everyone else. This and more shall be explored in this section here, so buckle up please. This is 'The Zone', a place like no other, where honest thought is allowed to live.
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Post by X factor on Oct 4, 2023 17:09:06 GMT -5
Not feeling so hot right now, not gonna lie Not feeling so hot right now, not gonna lie. Just not a good day, or last several days, actually, mainly stuff I'm worried about, litigation type of stuff, as in Estate type of stuff, which can be stressful cause Attorney's are not cheap, they'll gobble up your money in a hurry, and now you end up broke with nothing resolved. I don't know, then I drank heavily yesterday evening and night, thankfully I didn't have to work today, I hope not, cause if so than I'm fired cause I didn't call in or check in. --------------------------------- Odd, I used to so want people in my life, family, ect, but you know what, we've all changed so much that we're strangers to one another now, maybe even adversaries. I do need people in my life, but if not the right type of people, I'm learning it's best to just be alone, and entertain self. Anyways, it's Wednesday, I do believe I have to work tomorrow, yep, just like everyone else, I do have to work and pay bills. Wish I had gone into the entertainment industry, but now I'm to old, over the hill and washed up, unless was on the stage hand or tech side of it. ------------------------------ The dizzy sissy makes me laugh and relaxes me, and reminds me to never take life or yourself to seriously.
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Post by X factor on Oct 4, 2023 17:17:37 GMT -5
Not feeling so hot right now, not gonna lie Not feeling so hot right now, not gonna lie. Just not a good day, or last several days, actually, mainly stuff I'm worried about, litigation type of stuff, as in Estate type of stuff, which can be stressful cause Attorney's are not cheap, they'll gobble up your money in a hurry, and now you end up broke with nothing resolved. I don't know, then I drank heavily yesterday evening and night, thankfully I didn't have to work today, I hope not, cause if so than I'm fired cause I didn't call in or check in. --------------------------------- Odd, I used to so want people in my life, family, ect, but you know what, we've all changed so much that we're strangers to one another now, maybe even adversaries. I do need people in my life, but if not the right type of people, I'm learning it's best to just be alone, and entertain self. Anyways, it's Wednesday, I do believe I have to work tomorrow, yep, just like everyone else, I do have to work and pay bills. Wish I had gone into the entertainment industry, but now I'm to old, over the hill and washed up, unless was on the stage hand or tech side of it. ------------------------------ The dizzy sissy makes me laugh and relaxes me, and reminds me to never take life or yourself to seriously. The dizzy sissy really isn't LGBTQ, it's more of a skit or character that really doesn't exist in real life. I don't know, I just think there's something liberating when dressing up, or taking on a persona that most would never expect you to in real life, or just call it theater, I mean performers do it all the time, and get paid great for it, if good or trendy.
But sadly, the dizzy sissy just never caught on, they missed their moment or either to far ahead of it...instead people like Dillan M, the Bud Light trans, get all the attention and sponsorship money.
Also, I don't like urban type drag queens, or transgender styles...I don't like women who dress all 'drama mamma', why would I like men who do it, you know, the ugly long nails, the exaggerated make up, and the odd Walrus type of body. I like slender and streamlined and simple, like the dizzy sissy, and soft hands and feet. Most black women don't know anything about feet beauty and cannot coordinate color's.
White colored toe nail polish is ugly, especially on a brown skinned person, urban B women seem to lack color coordination. Anyways and whatever, I mean heck more and more B females becoming Lesbian, not sure why it's OK for them to do that, yet still, if a B male, and are attracted to slender sissies or trans types, there's still a big stigma on that.
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Post by X factor on Oct 4, 2023 18:02:06 GMT -5
Not feeling so hot right now, not gonna lie Not feeling so hot right now, not gonna lie. Just not a good day, or last several days, actually, mainly stuff I'm worried about, litigation type of stuff, as in Estate type of stuff, which can be stressful cause Attorney's are not cheap, they'll gobble up your money in a hurry, and now you end up broke with nothing resolved. I don't know, then I drank heavily yesterday evening and night, thankfully I didn't have to work today, I hope not, cause if so than I'm fired cause I didn't call in or check in. --------------------------------- Odd, I used to so want people in my life, family, ect, but you know what, we've all changed so much that we're strangers to one another now, maybe even adversaries. I do need people in my life, but if not the right type of people, I'm learning it's best to just be alone, and entertain self. Anyways, it's Wednesday, I do believe I have to work tomorrow, yep, just like everyone else, I do have to work and pay bills. Wish I had gone into the entertainment industry, but now I'm to old, over the hill and washed up, unless was on the stage hand or tech side of it. ------------------------------ The dizzy sissy makes me laugh and relaxes me, and reminds me to never take life or yourself to seriously. The dizzy sissy really isn't LGBTQ, it's more of a skit or character that really doesn't exist in real life. I don't know, I just think there's something liberating when dressing up, or taking on a persona that most would never expect you to in real life, or just call it theater, I mean performers do it all the time, and get paid great for it, if good or trendy.
But sadly, the dizzy sissy just never caught on, they missed their moment or either to far ahead of it...instead people like Dillan M, the Bud Light trans, get all the attention and sponsorship money.
Also, I don't like urban type drag queens, or transgender styles...I don't like women who dress all 'drama mamma', why would I like men who do it, you know, the ugly long nails, the exaggerated make up, and the odd Walrus type of body. I like slender and streamlined and simple, like the dizzy sissy, and soft hands and feet. Most black women don't know anything about feet beauty and cannot coordinate color's.
White colored toe nail polish is ugly, especially on a brown skinned person, urban B women seem to lack color coordination. Anyways and whatever, I mean heck more and more B females becoming Lesbian, not sure why it's OK for them to do that, yet still, if a B male, and are attracted to slender sissies or trans types, there's still a big stigma on that. Personally, I hate being pigeon holed by society to be black, rough, tough, mindless and ugly, even other black people, if a male, expect you to be that way, not sure why. Not everyone fits that template, not every black guy wants to be a thug, or thought of as.
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Post by X factor on Oct 4, 2023 19:58:06 GMT -5
I'd much rather be a fun natured, cute, tall a slender male of color like this, than the typical low IQ, criminal minded, insecure, uncultured typical B dude I see on the streets every day
I'll take the dizzy sissy any day over the pants sagging, grunting, uncultured types of urban males I usually see on the streets.
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Post by X factor on Oct 4, 2023 21:19:34 GMT -5
Being Black and LGBTQ and the frustrations of What, you don't think 'black folks' deal with the same broad soxual range and temptations and same sox or intersox exploration others do?...are you hobbitding me or just hobbitding yourself?? I know colonial era mindset taught to train, condition, those considered 'black' to just be simple field hand creatures of labor, but sorry, humans are complex, regardless of how 'you' perceive them based on ethnicity. And in this section, yes, we'll explore the frustrations of being considered 'black' while also being LGBTQ, and the limits others place on you, and would rather see you as a field hand from the year 1849, rather than a advanced spirit with needs like everyone else. This and more shall be explored in this section here, so buckle up please. This is 'The Zone', a place like no other, where honest thought is allowed to live. I think there's more to LGBTQ than just smooching, or kissing, ect. Any relationship involves many different layers of interaction, so not sure why often the LGQTQ community is always shown in posters kissing, which grosses me out. I don't even like when man and women kiss in public, it just grosses me out...that aside, there's a lot more layers to same sox relations than just smooching on the lips.
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Post by X factor on Oct 4, 2023 23:12:12 GMT -5
I don't consider myself LGBTQ or Trans, other than maybe transpersonality, but who isn't?I just consider myself to be 'me', not trans, not gay, but rather just me. Someone who, at times, takes more relaxed photos of self to comfort and prove to self that you can become what you want, not what others claim or need you to be for their own purpose or sense of self. I mean this idea that only white, or light, women can be elegant, says who? Most I see, on a daily basis, are anything but elegant. And to be honest with you, I don't think most women, at least ones in the urban city, don't even know how to be elegant, it's something that has to be taught, but if raised on rap music, and around thug types, than of course that's what you mimic, even as a female. Thankfully I don't come from such areas, I live around such types now, but thankfully was raised in a more cultured environment, that may sound snobby but it's true. Most B women I see in the hood act, walk and talk all butch now, be acting and carrying on more masculine than I do...I'm not use to that, will never get used to that, it's why I think I often comfort self by externalizing what I used to think women should be like, and still are, just not in the area I'm in. --------------------------------- But at the end of the day, it's just art, just a pose, a pose anyone can strike depending on ones inner sense of security and self and environment, I suppose, and of course playfulness, it helps to be a bit silly.
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Post by X factor on Oct 23, 2023 19:10:57 GMT -5
How come some B men/males, look more cute, understand 'fem behavior', and rural sway, more so than urban macho B females do?Why is it that some B dudes, or males of color, better understand what males are attracted to than do many urban born and bred B females who act more butch these days than even John Wayne did??
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Post by X factor on Oct 29, 2023 5:18:54 GMT -5
I hate being B at times, cause I work so hard to project beauty, grace, charm and kindness
yet when I look at the news headlines, other B folks are doing their very best (especially the males) to project ugliness, violence, racism, bigotry, and stupidity.
And so when I go to mainly white or Hispanic or Asian areas, people immediately want to associate me with inner city thug types.
And for that I hate being B at times, cause of who I get associated with.
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Post by X factor on Oct 29, 2023 5:21:06 GMT -5
I hate being B at times, cause I work so hard to project beauty, grace, charm and kindness yet when I look at the news headlines, other B folks are doing their very best (especially the males) to project ugliness, violence, racism, bigotry, and stupidity.And so when I go to mainly white or Hispanic or Asian areas, people immediately want to associate me with inner city thug types. And for that I hate being B at times, cause of who I get associated with. Black females/mothers, have raised a whole generation of monsters, who are now terrorizing the streets of America. Some people should be banned from even having hobbits, who then simply grow up to rob, steal, and do worse to others.
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Post by X factor on Oct 29, 2023 5:33:44 GMT -5
As a person of color, who's culturally open minded, if I won the lottery, I'd immediately move to an area where there were no urban type of black folks within 1000 miles, but I doubt such a place exists anymore in this nation, cause it seems thugs have penetrated every community now, or B females will move in, and bring their thug boyfriends or half grown hobbits with them, who even though live in nicer area, are still bent on acting like inner city goons.
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Post by X factor on Oct 29, 2023 10:28:26 GMT -5
This is the me, I wish everyone could see, but they don't, cause most are blind, totally blind This is the me I wish others could see, but they don't, most are incapable of seeing 'the true you'..(or me, anyways) But that can work both ways, in that often times people, who look naturally cute and charming, are often monsters on the inside, and are given a pass by society. I'm not one of those, instead, I'm the one always viewed as a monster, and have to waste energy, emotional energy, always proving to others I'm not. Oh well, nothing I can do about it, I didn't create this world or the sin in it.
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Post by X factor on Oct 30, 2023 23:31:07 GMT -5
Joe Bidens policies, or lack of, have totally ruined my future
Joe Biden, and his skunk administration, have totally ruined my future through inflation, through open boarder policies, and other stuff, that makes life hard for common working class types.
1. Open boarder = allowing millions of bigots, yes cultural bigots, to flood into America. These boarder crossing bigots come from nations where LGBTQ types, and or black types, are frowned upon in their home nations, and so they bring that same bigotry with them, and when finally able to run for office (Like in Dearborn Michigan) they clamp down.
Muslims have taken over Dear borne Michigan and the first thing they did was ban the LGBTQ flag. And the gay people who supported them acted shocked?...really.
Muslims will always be true to their faith before they're free to the idea of equal rights and expressions for all.
With all these bigoted migrants flooding into this nation, it's only now a matter of time before our freedoms go away, and all out thuggery takes over the streets, like what is occurring in many U.S. cities already...
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Post by X factor on Oct 30, 2023 23:41:31 GMT -5
I don't think gays, or LGBTQ types are accepted as much in society as the media make them out to be
I think at universities, colleges, and other institutions, sure, and maybe in the work place, in closed controlled environments, sure, and of course in the media, as in film, commercials, la la land, but beyond that I don't think society is as pro lgbtq as the media makes them out to be.
I think for the most part, to be gay/lesbian, trans, is still scorned by many and looked at as a taboo. That's based on my own personal experience with every day people.
I think, observe, those who are lesbian or gay, in real life, are just really quiet about it.
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Post by X factor on Nov 1, 2023 16:50:32 GMT -5
It's not so much being black that annoys me, or a male of color, what annoys me is all the other black males, males of color, who so insist on projecting ugliness, instead of beauty, and then I'm catigorized with such lug heads Sorry, but beauty or projecting beauty, is not a gender specific term. Anyone can project beauty, and nor does being beautiful, or projecting it, have anything to do with orientation, cause there are plenty of 'ugly' people who are gay/lesbian ect. As a male, I don't want to be thought of as ugly....and if that bugs people, oh well...do you think of yourself as some ugly creature? If my wanting to be beautiful (at least in art) offends some people, than those some people need mental evaluation.
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