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Post by X factor on Dec 10, 2023 10:37:44 GMT -5
If B, and LGBTQ, the least and last people you want to live around are other B folks, who are some of the most close minded people on earth, or at least in America
Not sure why B folks don't just vote ultra conservative at the polls, cause when it comes to respecting the rights and dignity of lgbtq types, black folks (at least urban types), are more aligned with like right wing churches.
Yet blacks continue to vote for Democrats in mass, makes no sense to me.
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Post by X factor on Dec 18, 2023 13:04:28 GMT -5
Walter Lee breaks it down, again
His words and mannerism just kind of hypnotized you...
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Post by X factor on Aug 9, 2024 14:14:25 GMT -5
Friday thoughts Yep, it's Friday. I'm doing OK, all things considered. Went to bed late, woke up late, but I'm dry, meaning no booze in my system and is why I feel as decent as I do. It's hot out, I'm already missing the cooler air the Hurricane brought through this area. Seems my brain doesn't get into gear until after around 6 pm...I've been unemployed for a while so my internal body clock does what it wants. Any good super duper news to report? NO...lol And with that being said, I gotta go use the bathroom. Hey, it's Friday, still summer, and very hot out, what else do ya want.
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Post by X factor on Aug 24, 2024 10:15:46 GMT -5
 I think I've been living a nightmarish wishful thinking dream for the past 5 months or so. I think dreams only come true for some, is why so few reach the top of their expectations and desires...the rest of us just seem mired in some kind of hellish otherly world where we're toyed with, constantly toyed with by the possibility of success, but then in the end that success is always snatched away from us by reality. |
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Post by X factor on Aug 25, 2024 9:57:12 GMT -5
It's Sunday It's Sunday.I just got done working out, short but effective, I'll workout again later today. -------------------------- On a side note, I notice those who screamed about Jesus to me the most, years ago, are all afflicted with medical issues now.All the ones telling me about nutrition, are now sickly...I don't get it. I was drinking hard during those years...as in working class drinker, meaning I'd drink when at home and on the weekends, yet went to the doctor on Thursday of last week, the 22nd of Aug, and got a clean bill of health, even my liver was in top tip shape...hmm.
I'm not saying drinking is good, cause it isn't, and currently I'm trying to stop, but I just find it ironic those who always say 'Jesus' every other word out their mouth, are the ones who I see getting sick, sickly, can't walk right, etc. I just find it a sham, a crutch, a mental condition, a sign or insecurity in their own salvation. That's why I left all that crap...I didn't leave God or being a decent person, I left the sharade of church types. It's like a competition with them, who can be the most Jesus like, or who can brag the loudest about how much their god blessed them. 'Oh, I was blessed 10 times'...'Oh yeah, well I was blessed 20 times', and so forth. ----------------------------------- Anyways, seems we're all afflicted in different ways, my affliction is in the form of social isolation. That being said, it's Sunday, I'm alive, still here, but other than that nothing is new under the sun.
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Post by X factor on Sept 12, 2024 8:11:49 GMT -5
Thursday  Today, hmm. I wake up today with a sense of dread, dread of running out of time and money. You can only be free when you have money, without money you become another persons slave...period. That's just how it's been set up in this modern world. And I really don't want to become another persons slave anymore, not at my age. There is no job or career I want anymore, other than to write. I'm going to have to stop being lazy now and grow, mature a bit if I hope to forge a future for myself, what's left of it, that won't drive me insane. And so I will have some coffee, or make some, and get work doing what I have to do. I have a phone call meeting today at 2 pm with some screenwriting coach...but if I accept, it's not free. Nothing is free, but it's up to me to get the most out of what I'm paying for. I wish I could win the lottery and just didn't have to do anything. I've been out of work and taking online courses for last 6 months, and the idea of going back to work horrifies me. Anyways, maybe I'll apply for unemployment soon, something I've never done in my whole life...but they make it so hard and complex to do so online...and I lost all my passwords when last place I live at got destroyed by fire and water and ash. --------------------- Anyways, the day is here, time to man up, person up, spirit up, motivation up...I've got to find it, cause no one else will find it for me. |
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Post by X factor on Sept 16, 2024 13:21:08 GMT -5
Monday I believe in male beauty on here, and if a male of color, all the more cool since males of color are usually portrayed in the media as, well, you know. If women can wear pants, and fly fighter jets, and play basketball and race in NASCAR and do the rodeo, than bi gosh men can look cute, if they so chose. Anyways, it's Monday...yuk.
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Post by X factor on Sept 16, 2024 16:16:34 GMT -5
Stupid me had to go out and buy some Ding Dongs...
  The last thing I need is ding dongs late at night...but when walked past them in store, the other day, while drunk, I just couldn't resist. There's is not one single good nutritional value about ding dongs, none, zero, they're just pure sugary and chocolate bliss, or hell, depending on how you look at it.
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Post by X factor on Sept 17, 2024 0:26:48 GMT -5
To much coffee To much coffee, to much life...slow down.
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Post by X factor on Sept 23, 2024 14:30:05 GMT -5
Walter
His take on P-Diddy...
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