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Friday
Apr 19, 2024 19:49:33 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 19, 2024 19:49:33 GMT -5
Wow, it's been since December of 2023 since posted here on Friday?...wow...time keeps flying.
Anyways, my life has changed a lot since last December post.
Quit job, in film school now, and have first 'set' exposure tomorrow...hmm.
It's not over yet folks, not over yet.
What is life?...especially when older, just what is life?
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Friday
May 31, 2024 13:01:12 GMT -5
Post by X factor on May 31, 2024 13:01:12 GMT -5
The government is stupid.
Place burns down, yet they want proof of stuff you no longer have, to get new address change on license.
New addresses on your place don't show up until weeks, or months later.
The government, those who write the rules for the government, aren't very bright.
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Friday
May 31, 2024 13:03:47 GMT -5
Post by X factor on May 31, 2024 13:03:47 GMT -5
About to head back out and get like a 500 dollar printer.
I've always wanted a good powerful printer, scanner, efax, and whatever.
That's a lot of money, but why not get it while I can....cause when I can't, and want it, that's a worse feeling.
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Friday
Jun 28, 2024 11:14:13 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 28, 2024 11:14:13 GMT -5
Just got back from helping a older man than myself, move, but even though they were older, wow, I could barely keep up.
John B, a semi famous person.
They're the cousin to the Lady's daughter who starred as Louise Lane, in the first Superman movie from the 50's or 60's...?
Anyways, back home now, and I'm like 'now what'?
It's barely noon, still have 12 hours left in this Friday, how should I utilize this time?
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Friday
Sept 6, 2024 9:38:31 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Sept 6, 2024 9:38:31 GMT -5
Yep, it's Friday alright Yep, it's Friday alright, and by gosh, I'm still here, some how, some way, I'm still here and still apart of this conscious stream. That being said, this morning got up and fried some eggs...I think it's the first time I've done that since my other apartment caught fire. The stove top oven I use now is out of wack. They heating elements are all dysfunctional, and only go super hot or off. And my a/c fan won't turn off, so have to turn the breaker off. Not sure how much longer I'll be here so haven't made any maintenance requests.
Took a late night walk last night, it was slightly raining, more like drizzling, had umbrella with me. It was a nice relaxing walk. I just can't come home and stay cramped up inside, I don't know how people do it, come home and just stay inside the whole time...not me, I gotta movie, walk, bike. Anyways, after this will groom, get dressed and go to the store and spend money. Then, who knows, I don't have the most exciting life...I'll probably study, and finish film school related stuff. Film school my azz, more like film sham, online course. I pay the salaries of others and in turn I get nothing...oh well. It's Friday, I'm here, so may as well live while alive.
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Friday
Sept 27, 2024 16:44:21 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Sept 27, 2024 16:44:21 GMT -5
Friday Hmm, what a day so far for me....and others who got caught up in that hurricane Helene. I lost power for a while, my area, but other than a few hours of discomfort, not much happened. I tell you what though, trying to sleep inside in a hot humid area feels like hell. But place is still here, vehicles undamaged from what I can see. But don't think I'm a stranger to tragedy in that I lost my last place to a apt fire about 5 months ago. That aside, it's Friday... I've been waddling around in bed most of the day, it's now around 5:33 pm, Government stuff is closed, and deadline clocks now leave you alone until Monday. Monday resurrects the admin state Friday puts to sleep.Well, I'm up now...so now what? Do I continue to lag around and be overwhelmed by the changes that will come to my life over the next month or so? As in possibly moving, again, or finding a full-time job I despise and that just wastes all my energy, again. I always said I didn't want to be a hostage to rent, going forward, but to do so means I'll have to live rough for a while, as in possibly getting a decent, livable used RV and living on the streets or at remote RV parks, or rest areas. I just don't know...can I cope with that lifestyle, again...in that a decade or more ago I did the homeless thing for a while... read more about it here... twylightzone.boards.net/thread/40/homelessness-good-bad-ugly-all?page=1And then to do it all alone is even more nerve racking...having a friend, just one, or a mate, or partner in this world really does make things emotionally easier, but when you have absolutely no one who's interested in your well being, it can be tough. Even the toughest looking person, on the inside, isn't so tough all the time, or at all, and still needs love, and hugs. Anyways, maybe I can mentally salvage what's left of the day. I'll start with checking my email. Like I said, no one is interested in helping me, so whether email or text, it's never anything that will help, just whatever. Lease expires soon, I'm unemployed (by choice)...a storms approaching, a personal one.
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Friday
Oct 18, 2024 15:17:02 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Oct 18, 2024 15:17:02 GMT -5
It's Friday It's Friday, I just got back from a long cross nation trip/flight, which absolutely sucked. Not sure what's fun about flying anymore. It's dangerous, violent, cramped, intrusive, and lonely....no thanks. Anyways, looks like all my dreams for the past 10 months have been shattered...and now, well, I really have no place to go, at least not a comfortable spot...as in immediate direction in life. I really don't want to return to some dreadful, dull, mundane labor job, where your people skills, and looks, matter not at all. I'd like to work in the entertainment industry, fancy places with fancy people, anything but driving some dull truck again. May even try to start my own business, but that's such a gamble. My plan was to get a small used RV and just move...maybe I still will...I just don't know. At my age, can I go back to that off grid lifestyle? I mean sure, lot's of Seniors do it, and love it...but would I? I just don't know...I'm literally clueless about what's going to happen over the next few weeks. But for now, I do have a place, it's comfortable, and well, whatever happens next, who knows. ================================== Anyways, it's Friday, and it's October and Halloween is approaching, has always been my favorite month, but sadly I just don't get into the spirit of it like I used to when I had friends and all. And in the B hood areas, these culturally dead tweebs don't get into nothing other than foul rap music. There really isn't much culture within the urban B community, there's just anger, sumicion, and a lot of attitude. Oh well, can't let that ruin my space... Happy Halloween, here soon.
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