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Post by X factor on Jan 22, 2022 21:00:07 GMT -5
 I post and create this section in hopes that one day Saturdays will indeed be a special day again to me and others. We shall see. |
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Post by X factor on Jan 22, 2022 21:01:26 GMT -5
Fridays were like the foreplay and Saturdays were like the full blown sox, while Sundays were, are, like the lay in bed while smoking a cigarette type of moment.
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Post by X factor on Jan 22, 2022 21:02:46 GMT -5
Fridays were like the foreplay and Saturdays were like the full blown sox, while Sundays were, are, like the lay in bed while smoking a cigarette type of moment. |
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Post by X factor on Feb 26, 2022 22:49:39 GMT -5
It's Saturday?
Ye, so what, I had to work today, and now that home, I'm just spacing off.
Oh how the mighty have fallen, that would be me.
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Post by X factor on Feb 26, 2022 22:53:17 GMT -5
TV or streaming movie channel? Sometimes you can catch cool shows on antenna TV. OK, I need to focus.  |
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Post by X factor on Apr 2, 2022 16:58:21 GMT -5
Boy am I feeling very flat today, it is Saturday right?
Totally feels like Sunday.
Flat flat flat is how I feel..I need some pep.
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Post by X factor on Apr 2, 2022 19:57:56 GMT -5
One of the worst feeling Saturdays I've had in a long time.
I just never took off.
Like I was just a flat note all day, emotions and all.
Moods are hard to figure out sometimes, and moods can even effect how your body feels, or vice versa.
Just not feeling today at all, not one bit.
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Post by X factor on Apr 16, 2022 6:49:16 GMT -5
It's Saturday
Came in last night, wore out, mentally beat and tired from job, then drank some stuff I had in the blender, fruit and all, but days ago pured some tea into it, blended it all together.
Well, putting tea in with fruit, not sure what that turns into but whatever it turns into it made me super drowsy and out of it, so slept very deep last night and early morning.
Slept deep, dreamed deep, but now that I'm up feel pretty decent compared to past mornings.
And that's cause really changing what I put in my body, and of course don't drink nearly as much.
I won't say I've stopped drinking forever, but will say my recreational drinking has been reduced by about 96% or more, as such I feel brand new, almost.
Plus taking herbal tea on top of that, and exercising.
I'll never feel as good as I did when a teenager or in my early 20's, not physically anyways, but mentally I can feel better than I did back then.
Regardless of your age, you can always mentally feel better than you did when younger, physically no, mentally, yes.
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Post by X factor on Apr 16, 2022 17:52:10 GMT -5
Amazing how can spend all day staying busy, while accomplishing absolutely nothing.
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Post by X factor on Apr 23, 2022 15:11:04 GMT -5
I think I'm going to go ahead and declare today a 'It's OK to be lazy today', type of day
Yep, today, I just feel lazy, maybe it's a deserved laziness after working butt off for last 3 days.
Maybe bodies just saying 'Hey, today you need to be lazy', meaning rest.
I mean after all, today is the Sabbath, day of rest, if Jewish or 7th Day Adventist or ect.
So maybe I'll just be lazy today and not feel bad about it.
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Post by X factor on Jun 4, 2022 12:11:25 GMT -5
It's Saturday  It's Saturday and I feel utterly destroyed by my circumstance, like under siege by everything that is negative. And I don't feel like there's anything I can do about it anymore, I feel like fate just wants it this way. And there's no way to give up, cause giving up, even that's a whole brutal process in and of itself that takes dynamic energy. I'm tired, that's the truth, don't really know what I keep trudging on for, same o same o. Disappointment after disappointment. Oh well, it's Saturday, I'm off, I'm here, it's all I have to work with for now.
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Post by X factor on Jul 2, 2022 6:05:29 GMT -5
It's Saturday  It's Saturday for most, but just feels like hot h_ll day for me. Burdend by my own circumstances i suppose, I guess we all are though, in a way, it's just others don't write about it metaphorically quite like I do. Sometimes I just feel as if I'm the devils play doll, to toss around, fool, annoy, and any other kind of tricks the devil or demons love to do with you, get your hopes up one minute, smash them the next. It's like they get a delight out of it. Not that devils and demons exist in the way most understand them to. Anyways, it's Saturday, and today, or at least for a big chunk of it, a am owned.
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Post by X factor on Jul 9, 2022 6:21:56 GMT -5
It's Saturday  I'll be back later, have to take a long trip first. But it's Saturday, and well, I made it to see another.
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Post by X factor on May 27, 2023 21:29:13 GMT -5
A very empty feeling after work Saturday night
The job I work, just sucks all the soul out of me, I come home feeling utterly dead on the inside, stripped of joy, meaning and purpose.
And that's only after 3 long days in a row, if had to work 4 days in a row, I'd of quit long ago.
I no longer believe in sacrificing my personal well being for any company, or shareholders who thrive off of my labor.
Rich people thrive off of poor peoples labor, collectively, but poor people do not thrive off of anything rich people do.
And don't confuse rich people with corporations.
Rich people don't pay peoples salaries, companies pay labor a small % of what that labor generates for the company.
Anyways, no time for economics, which most talk radio conservatives get wrong.
I've never ever had a rich person pay me money out of their own personal checking account.
I'll explain later.
Right now eating ramon noodles and about to finish watching a movie.
It's Saturday night.
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Post by X factor on Jun 11, 2023 10:06:30 GMT -5
Things guys/males could do in the 70's, that if they did today, many would consider them to be gay
A fun video that shows a few things guy/males, could do in the 70's that if they did today, they'd be considered gay, or at least by close minded types.
Watch the video and see/learn, how subjective cultural changes are and cultural roles.
Nothing is in stone.
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