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Post by X factor on Jul 8, 2023 10:59:52 GMT -5
Well, I'm still clocked in, but at home. They cancelled part of my trip, and so came home, cause next pick up isn't for a while. I don't mind, cause just didn't feel like driving around today. So I have a few hours to just do whatever.. I know one thing, people are no where near ready to give up their vehicles, I mean cars and traffic everywhere...ust as many people going as coming. This idea that we always have to go somewhere is foreign to me, cause when I'm home, I'm home. And maybe cause I don't have a life, not a fun one anyways.
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Post by X factor on Jul 9, 2023 9:25:55 GMT -5
It's Saturday Yep, it's Saturday, and hot and muggy. I need to go exercise, and best to do so outside, but wow, it get's hot and muggy so quickly now that it's summer. I usually go to the park, maybe I'll try another spot today. Exercise is good, but stretching is near almost better, and both, together, can't loose. Anyhow, as hot as it is out, I need to go shed some weight and caleries. It's Saturday.
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Post by X factor on Sept 16, 2023 16:04:28 GMT -5
I sit here dumbfounded right now. I got off work early today do to malfunctioning of work equipment, yet now that home, totally adrift. I'm off till Thursday, yet mind is empty right now. Usually alcohol would be the answer, in that is can jump start your time off for you, but I don't want to go that route, just yet. Of course, there's a lot that has happened that I'm leaving out. Yesterday, I was off, but rented a Dodge Challenger to drive to a 'wake', but once there felt like a stranger to my family, whom haven't seen for probably a decade or so.
It went terrible for me, didn't get introduced to the one I wanted to meet the most, I spent a ton of money to rent car and gave out cash gifts, yet not so much as a thank you from any of them??
Anyways, my minds just adrift now as I got to find myself again, cause been so wrapped up in other peoples BS for the last few weeks. I gotta find myself again, and stop dumping all my energies into others who could give a dam about me.
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Post by X factor on Oct 7, 2023 21:43:13 GMT -5
Saturday I almost kind of felt like going out tonight, as I drove through the city finishing up my shift, but nah, in the end, I didn't. I really stopped going out about 5 years ago or so, not sure why. I think back when did go out, I had a higher paying job, which gave me confidence, cause would buy people drinks, tip large, and never worry about money, but once I lost that job, my self-esteem and confidence just dropped. Throwing money around like I didn't need it, just made me feel good, but now I need the money and so don't throw it around nearly as much...lol.. Yep, it's Saturday, and I'm home alone, and bored as usual, as other people around the city are having wild steps, probably...oh well...poor poor me.
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Post by X factor on Jan 27, 2024 23:18:08 GMT -5
It's Saturday nightIt's Saturday night, I worked today, been off, home, for about an hour or so. I haven't gone out on a Saturday night in years, those days feel so behind me, but they don't have to be. All the places I used to go to have since closed down, and I just haven't been in the spirit to go out lately. It's only fun going out when you have lots of cash, and a decent car. No fun going out when you feel like you're near broke, or going broke in slow motion. ----------------------------- Yep, it's Saturday night, about to lay back and watch a few movies; although I never watch whole movies from beginning to end hardly anymore. I usually watch 10 minutes here, 15 minutes there, of another movie, and so forth. A movie really has to be good for me to watch all the way through. And most movies I watch now, I've seen before, cause it's so hard to find new ones worth my time. Anyways, time to lay back and give the brain a rest. It's Saturday night in January, I think.
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