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Post by X factor on Feb 6, 2022 11:18:02 GMT -5
It's Sunday  It's Sunday
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Post by X factor on Feb 6, 2022 11:20:38 GMT -5
It's Sunday, and boy does it feel like it to.  |
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Post by X factor on Feb 20, 2022 11:34:41 GMT -5
 Yep, it's Sunday, I think. About to get up and out, and venture into a world that feels less familiar to me daily. Will go to the store, shop, spend money I shouldn't, mainly on some food items, will maybe go to lower end bargain clothing store on the way back. Stores are a hassle now, customer service sucks and everyone thinks you're only in there to steal stuff. Oh Calgone, just take me away, as the old commercial use to say. |
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Post by X factor on Feb 27, 2022 16:23:32 GMT -5
Sunday
Very slow start today do to getting bogged down with computer issues, the right side of touchpad stopped working, so after troubleshooting for nearly 2-3 hours finally went to the store and bought a mouse pad, two actually, incase one didn't work.
So lost a lot of good time earlier today.
Went to bed, it worked, woke up, it didn't.
I need to start disconnecting computer when I go to bed, cause now days no telling what type of stuff be creeping in through the back door, and with Putin being attacked, no telling what kind of viruses Putin may unleash onto the world.
And personally I think China deliberately prodded Putin to invade Ukraine, knowing what a disaster it would be.
I think China calculated all of this, cause with Putin weakened, Ruassia weakened, then just one nation to go, and that's the U.S.
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Post by X factor on Mar 6, 2022 15:22:35 GMT -5
I'm having problems focusing today, mind is all over the place, I want to do this, do that, but end up doing none of it cause I can't focus today.
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Post by X factor on Apr 3, 2022 10:15:58 GMT -5
Well, if my mathmatical calculations are correct, today should be Sunday.
I've been wrong before, but I do believe today is Sunday.
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Post by X factor on Apr 17, 2022 11:06:38 GMT -5
Is it Sunday again already?, good gracious. 
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Post by X factor on Apr 17, 2022 19:10:06 GMT -5
Today feels more like December to me  Today feels more like December to me, probably cause stayed in most of the day, and it's clowdy, raining on and off, and, I don't know, just feels more like December to me...only where I'm at it's warm.
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Post by X factor on May 1, 2022 14:11:55 GMT -5
So far on this Sunday, which feels more like a Saturday to me, I....  I went to the flea market today, and actually tried selling stuff, I did terrible actually. People are very cheap at flea markets, cheap and very specific. In other words most people at flea markets know exactly what they want, and if don't have it, tough luck. Even people shopping at the flea markets have to much junk in their own homes, so you're basically charging people to buy your junk and add to their own junk at their own home...🤨 I went though anyways, I knew I wouldn't do that well, I mainly went to 'break the ice', to break my own shyness of going out. And now that no longer drink on the side, I have energy, wow, what do you know, when you're not always preoccupied with getting drinking and getting drunk, you actually have energy...amazing. -------------------------------------------- So now what? I also gave away a book I wrote and a couple asked for my autograph...hmm, me, a nobody? Hmm. Anyways, lots of day left, may go out again to a store and make some copies of some flyers..I don't know, or may just create a 'to do list'...if so you'll see me in that section next. But for now, just glad I broke the ice, and proved to self that I have the confidence to go out and do things alone, which makes me twice as confident as most, maybe 3-4 times more.
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Post by X factor on May 8, 2022 5:46:41 GMT -5
 Yep, it's Sunday. Not only is it Sunday, but I have to work today. I don't think I've worked on a Sunday in over 4 years or more. Just filling in a shift that someone else could not. So now the day feels extra doomy and gloomy to me. Last Sunday was grand, this Sunday will be like quicksand. ----------------------------- Also, I'm glad I wasn't suckered or fooled into thinking I needed to take a vaccine, if I had taken one of those rushed vaccines, I'd feel so used right now, exploited, especially after J and J came out and said their brand can cause rare clots, and has since been pulled. How gross is that. And of course they'll never ever report the true numbers of people suffering from side effects, nor will most people think it has anything to do with the vaccine. Most will suffer this or that side effect, go to the doctor or hospital, and no one will think to relate it to the vaccine, and even if they did, the vaccine companies will just deny it and say 'What you talking about Willis'. I don't even trust the ingredients man puts in food, let alone some rushed experimental vaccine. And all for profit. I'm glad I didn't take that crap, glad I don't have to spend the rest of my someone what healthy life worried about whether I'll get a clot or not, what a burden to have to carry around. I have enough burdens in my life without spending every day wondering if going to get some blood clot due to some stupid experimental vaccine that the Gov and companies cohersed most into getting 'or else'. Well screw their 'or else'. And those who took the vaccine will probably also be the ones to willingly take the mark of the beast, if such a scenerio should arise. Anyways, it's Sunday. |
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Post by X factor on May 8, 2022 21:02:17 GMT -5
Today is Sunday, but totally feels like Saturday to me, cause Saturday is usually the last day I work during the week, or Friday, so this week my sense of days will totally be thrown off, cause today is more like my Friday, since off for the next few days.
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Post by X factor on May 22, 2022 10:24:03 GMT -5
It's Sunday  It's Sunday, and I'm having a difficult time convincing self to get up and out of bed and to do anything. I feel like whatever I do, try, that my efforts have been sabotaged ahead of time and in advance. I sometimes feel like my destiny is 'the bottom', no matter what. And yes, everything is relative to your own situation. Everything is based on your own personal potential value, your own past and so forth, is why can't compare yourself to that of another. Everything is based on ones on expectation of self, and really nothing else. Sometimes I feel like that character in the movie 'Carrie', you get invited to the prom, just to have a bucket of goo fall on your head, as the spirits laugh and taunt. "oh wait, you actually thought you were 'somebody'?"... Anyways, it's Sunday, I'm awake, and life seems to be making me into a Sunday cake.
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Post by X factor on Jun 5, 2022 21:51:39 GMT -5
I do think it's still Sunday I do think it's still Sunday. Eating ground hamburger meat right now. I think body still needs meat, regardless of what veggie types say, the body still needs meat and fat. That's just how god the creator or creators made it. Earth is cruel. Not sure why so many assume god is loving, earth is cruel, where flesh has to consume flesh in order to survive. That's love? Or is that being practical and realistic? Is the creator or creators, are they loving? Do they even know what that means? Or are they just scientific and practical?
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Post by X factor on Jun 19, 2022 9:29:55 GMT -5
It's Sunday  It's Sunday. Anyone that tells you life is fair is lying to you. It's not so much life that isn't fair, rather it's people who aren't fair, it's people who are bias, it's people who deny you opportunity and or can create it for you, that's who you're battling. The internet is a prime example of that, I mean if you're getting messages, or views, comments on a platform, like YT, yet those comments of support, ect, aren't being seen by you until weeks or even months later, who's fault is that? It's not your fault that algorithms or someone or something behind the scenes trying to supress your popularity for whatever reasons. Your effort is the same, but the outcome is different for different people depending on how much they're liked or favored by those in control. I don't care how talented you are, if those within the institution you're trying to rise up in don't want you to, than you won't. Or you could be of very little talent, and if those in that institution like you, they're artificially propel you to the top, happens all the time and for various reasons. Nothing is fair, the playing field has never been even, ever, all throughout history, some are favored, others are not, why should it be any different now. ---------------------- Anyways, it's Sunday, I feel like I'm in the movie 'groundhog day', where things just repeat over and over again, and I keep looking for a way out.
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Post by X factor on Jul 10, 2022 16:03:58 GMT -5
It's Sunday It's Sunday, just got back from doing some shopping. Office Max, Home Depot, corner store, home. A book I ordered arrived today, cool, and so that spawned me to go out and do other things to prepare for tomorrow. Before that though, I was totally being lazy. Now my 'to do list' will be fat, very fat, I have enough small stuff to do to keep me busy until energy runs out. --------------------------- And when home, I just don't look at headline news like I use to, all you see is ugly crime, and other headlines written in a way to agitate you, so I simply don't dial in, other than when opening a new browser page and forced to see news feed. One news feed has a comment section...well, my comments were so popular that now, of course, I think I've been muted cause not getting same responses. I was making the professional writers look so inept that they, of course, muted me, at least that's my hunch. That's what people do, when you out shine them, they 'mute you'. Is why social media, now days, is such a sham, social media, now days, is no longer the free and open market of ideas and thought, instead it's the 'chosen class' of whomevers who decide who gets to be heard or not. I hope twitter is stupid enough to sue Elon Musk, so that 'discovery' can occur, and the world can see just how utterly dirty and morally corrupt many in the tech industry really are.
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