Post by X factor on Apr 14, 2024 22:24:40 GMT -5
How's my day going?
It'll be mid-nigt soon, so day's almost over, but how did it go?
OK, I guess, from a 1-10, 10 being the best, I'd rate today's experience a 6.1
Slept in late, finally got up, dressed, went for a drive, walked, grocery shopped, came back in and then had a few beers (darn)
And when came back, my parking spot was filled.
When I got back is when the day started deteriorating for me...beer drowsiness set in, and my mood was hostage to that from then on out.
Also, I'm enrolled in a film school now, a accelerated one...I paid a hefty price for it, and so now I have a lot of learning and other tasks to do that will be totally new to me over the next few months, as my lease expires.
One day at a time.
I still hate the people in the area I live, no connection to them at all.
It's still a dangerous area, and I have newer vehicle now so always paranoid some punks are going to mess with the vehicle.
Can't really own nice stuff around ghetto minded people.
And since parking spot taken when I returned from store, parked nicer newer car in utility spot, which I really shouldn't have (but it's Sunday so management isn't here).
That means I got to get dressed again and go back out to the most dangerous spot in the hood, and that's apartment parking lots at night.
That's where people get shot, robbed, ambushed, ect.
Apartment parking lots are the most dangerous place to dwell at night, at least in hoodish areas.
Anyways, I can no longer keep up with my own 'to do list', it like swells to like 30+ things to do in less than an hour.
And drinking beer for sure hampers my productivity....I'm going to have to get a handle on that, for sure, if I want to succeed over the next few months.
Poor poor me, will I ever get my life in order?
I'm older now and doing things I should have done 20 years ago.
It'll be mid-nigt soon, so day's almost over, but how did it go?
OK, I guess, from a 1-10, 10 being the best, I'd rate today's experience a 6.1
Slept in late, finally got up, dressed, went for a drive, walked, grocery shopped, came back in and then had a few beers (darn)
And when came back, my parking spot was filled.
When I got back is when the day started deteriorating for me...beer drowsiness set in, and my mood was hostage to that from then on out.
Also, I'm enrolled in a film school now, a accelerated one...I paid a hefty price for it, and so now I have a lot of learning and other tasks to do that will be totally new to me over the next few months, as my lease expires.
One day at a time.
I still hate the people in the area I live, no connection to them at all.
It's still a dangerous area, and I have newer vehicle now so always paranoid some punks are going to mess with the vehicle.
Can't really own nice stuff around ghetto minded people.
And since parking spot taken when I returned from store, parked nicer newer car in utility spot, which I really shouldn't have (but it's Sunday so management isn't here).
That means I got to get dressed again and go back out to the most dangerous spot in the hood, and that's apartment parking lots at night.
That's where people get shot, robbed, ambushed, ect.
Apartment parking lots are the most dangerous place to dwell at night, at least in hoodish areas.
Anyways, I can no longer keep up with my own 'to do list', it like swells to like 30+ things to do in less than an hour.
And drinking beer for sure hampers my productivity....I'm going to have to get a handle on that, for sure, if I want to succeed over the next few months.
Poor poor me, will I ever get my life in order?
I'm older now and doing things I should have done 20 years ago.
