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Post by X factor on Feb 8, 2023 23:24:02 GMT -5
 Not a very exciting day at all, not in the least. After work time just fly's by way to fast....now it's already time for bed. I drank yesterday, and as usual, probably made a imbosal out of myself to someone I'm trying to get in on my 'team'...now they probably think I"m a freak. I just get stupid when I get drunk, and start making myself sound bigger and more influential than I really am. Oh well. You know you have a good solid friend, when they don't hold silly stuff against you. Better to test people up front than for them to let you down later. Like remember in high school, you had best friends, or a friend, and it didn't matter how silly you acted at a party, or while drunk or stoned, you were still friends. I wonder why those types of bonds just seem to end as you get older, and people seem so much more judgemental and prude? Anyways, time for some 'self' time before I hit the hay sack. |
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Post by X factor on Mar 15, 2023 7:00:37 GMT -5
Dull Wednesday  I have one more day to be free and to be me, then tomorrow I have to become 'labor', dull and small, and bury my creative side. But hey, at least I have today. One more day to be me and to be free. It's Wednesday... 👣
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Post by X factor on Apr 5, 2023 14:24:15 GMT -5
About to go make one last trip to store before it get's dark and late.
I have to work tomorrow.
I think I'll buy some beer, to just numb myself to the ugliness of my situation.
Spent near 100 dollars on groceries yesterday, yet cabinets and fridge still seem totally empty of food.
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Post by X factor on May 3, 2023 8:09:22 GMT -5
It's Wednesday in the zone  It's Wednesday and my life is a circle of mayhem, or so it seems at times. Once again, I feel like I've been left out and or left behind by a few I thought I had a future with. One, we're still friends, but they're paired, the other, well, they just fizzed out. It's my last day off, which always gets depressing in the afternoon when the reality of going to work the next day starts to hit the hardest. They're remodeling the unit next to mine, noise, contractors, and it looks like I'll be here a while longer even though rent is going up. Maybe this was my window to leave, well, if it was I didn't. Fate will decide my fate, that's for sure, not me. Anyways, it's Wednesday, time to get up off the bed and go to the kitchen.
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Post by X factor on Jun 7, 2023 7:20:02 GMT -5
It's Wednesday  Is it Wednesday or Friday? Leave it to the www.thedizzysissy.com/ to create confusion. That aside, I do believe its Wednesday, and well, what shall I do today? I'm off, so it's my last day of freedom. I just need to keep my mind at peace, avoid negative people, situations, and I should be OK.
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Post by X factor on Jun 14, 2023 9:47:17 GMT -5
It's Wednesday I sure hope I was off today, cause well, if not, I'm tardy. That aside, it's Wednesday, nothing new, I'm older than I was last week. About to take the trash out, and then what? I need a new plan in life, one that doesn't cost a lot of money. I hate bugs that bug you, I'm not sure I could survive in the outdoors with so many bugs flying and crawling around. Bugs that bug you are very annoying. Anyways, to see full video of gif above, you can watch the rest of it on YouTube Assuming bots and advertisers aren't the only one reading this. The lust for money makes people soulless, in my opinion. Anyways, it's wacky Wednesday...later and out.
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Post by X factor on Jun 14, 2023 10:27:27 GMT -5
Well, I took the trash out, now what?
I large tree fell over last night, lucky it didn't smash into the apartment building next to it, instead it fell the other way.
It's all scattered over the road, but can still get by.
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I physically feel pretty good, decent, all things considered, but I also feel directionless.
Not sure what to do next in life, I need a new 'passion', direction, a thrill.
Anyways, time to use the bathroom, where I usually read Bill O'Reilly's book 'Killing the mob'..
I had no idea how deep the mob was in Governmental affairs years ago.
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Post by X factor on Sept 13, 2023 8:26:02 GMT -5
Wow, it's been a while since I've posted here on a Wednesday.
Well today, yuk, gotta go to work, that sucks.
What a long day it will be...the next 4 days will be kind of sucky actually for various reasons.
But what can you do other than plow through it all, one hour, day, and minute at a time.
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Post by X factor on Sept 20, 2023 11:30:37 GMT -5
It's Wednesday It's Wednesday, not as thrilled as I should be. It's like I'm on a conveyor belt, just waiting to go over the edge, we all are, it's just it's not healthy to think about it. We'll all being pushed closer to a edge, a cliff, death is the final fall, but there's a lot of other things that get to use before that cliff. Love and support from others usually shelters us from that reality, but if don't have love and comfort and support in your life, oh well, just gotta deal with it. ----------------------------- That aside, I did workout this morning in the park, I'm getting in better shape again to counter the mental hardship, or fiscal hardship that maybe be coming soon...my main thing is to stay healthy, heck, I can live on the streets, again, if I have to, as long as health and fit...and can always make a rebound. Sometimes you're actually able to save more money when homeless or living in vehicle while working, as long as don't get caught up in drugs, cause once the drug bug hits you, it's all but over, you're doomed. ------------------------- Anyways, it's Wednesday, I'm still here, one of my cousins isn't, and well, let's see what the rest of the day has in store. Speaking of store, I feel like going to the grocery store and buying some meat.
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Post by X factor on Oct 4, 2023 12:36:19 GMT -5
It's Wednesday It's Wednesday, current mood is OK, but not the greatest. Have major decisions to make concerning family matters, as in legacy type stuff. Attorneys cost a hell of a lot of money. I don't know, nothing ever seems to work to my grand favor. I wish I had the capacity to just stop caring about everything, life would be easier then. It's when trying to live up to another's expectations is when things get complicated.
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Post by X factor on Oct 11, 2023 21:42:24 GMT -5
It's Wednesday  At work, I dream about getting home, then when home, I do nothing but sit, stare and think. I've really gotta start utilizing my time way better. I think I'll start by shaving my legs, and we'll go from there.
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Post by X factor on Oct 25, 2023 1:51:13 GMT -5
Dull depressing Wednesday  Hump day for many, but for me it's like a Sunday, the day before I must return to slavery work. That aside, I suppose I've enjoyed my off time...I wish I could stop time, freeze time, I have no need for tomorrows anymore or the future period. If I could jump off into some portal, and be stuck in 'today' forever, I wouldn't mind....or if could pick any other day from the past to be stuck in forever, I would not mind at all not one bit....unless of course I was in a bad situation. I can't think of the last time I looked forward to the next day arriving; it's been years for sure. ----------------------------------- Hard to look at the headline news anymore, it's so tabloid now, and ugly, people are behaving very ugly....who gives birth to these monsters? It actually makes me want to see more women get ______, not less. Conservatives want every _____ to be born, 'Life is so precious' they say, but when many of these _____ grow up, they turn into out and right monsters and take other peoples lives.America is to good a place for many who are here. Bad people abuse freedom. Judgment is coming, whether from God or nature, either way, the good will be swept up with the bad. When nature resets, everybody goes, not just the bad...oh well. At least as of now things are relatively calm in my world, not ideal, but calm. I'm just glad I live in a red state.
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Post by X factor on Oct 25, 2023 15:32:43 GMT -5
Yep, it's Wednesday for sure  Yep, it's Wednesday, and tomorrow I have to work, after being off for 4 days, so what, I could never go back to work and could care the less.... I mean am I suppose to feel good about working just to always be near broke?..huh?...what an old 1950's concept. And I never volunteer to work during my scheduled off time, cause I hate my job. I like those I work for, but I actually hate the job environment. I'm just burned out, older, and at a stage of my life where performing mindless, meaningless, repetitive work annoys and depresses me. In fact, most American are fed up with that type of work, and is why the flood gates to immigration are wide open = future cheap labor, I suppose. Anyhow, enough about that, It's Wednesday, I got to sleep in today, and still have a few hours of free time, and believe me you I will cherish and enjoy it.
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Post by X factor on Nov 1, 2023 11:29:07 GMT -5
Wacky Dacky Wednesday It's wacky dacky Wednesday, and I feel both wacky and dacky today. When will I ever learn? I _____ to much yesterday. I don't have much to say or express right now, I'm still out of it. In fact, after this, about to lay back down again and just 'be'. Happy Wednesday, can't believe Halloween has already come and gone.
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Post by X factor on Nov 1, 2023 18:40:40 GMT -5
Yes, I know Halloween is over  Ahh, about to go prepare some lunch for tomorrow, which is basically fruit slices. When at home, and eat home cooked stuff, health always so good, even if I drink, health is just good, but seems the minute I go out into the world, as in my job, and buy deli stuff, or anything not prepared by me, than that's when I start getting the sniffles, or ect. Nothing beats home cooked meals, lunches; but that being said, it's easy to get lured into the flavor of chips, sweets, fried deli, ect. Anyways, I need a hug right now, cause the next 11 days will be, well, just challenging, first work then travel...lord have mercy.
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