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Post by X factor on Mar 30, 2022 5:57:13 GMT -5
Hell, to a person defined as black
Hell to a person defined as black.
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Post by X factor on Mar 30, 2022 6:00:23 GMT -5
Hell to a person defined as black
1. To always be told you're something you're not.
2. To always be defined by others, but because they're in power or the dominant class, their perception of you becomes reality.
3. To always be studied, to have others think they know you better than you know yourself.
4. To never be able to fit into groups you really want to, due to your color, or their perception of it, so they keep the door locked.
5. To even have other so called black folks always narrowly define you.
Hell to someone who's black, or defined as, much more to follow as time allows.
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Post by X factor on Apr 1, 2022 5:56:53 GMT -5
The world will not allow you to be beautiful, if defined as black.
The world being 'society', and or even 'nations'.
Not even other blacks will allow you to be beautiful, particularly if a male.
You can be the 'Q' word, but not beautiful, as if 'you' wanting to look beautiful is odd?
According to who and what?
White or Asian males can be beautiful, while young at least, but if a black male, if you happen to look physically beautiful, than you're tagged as gay.
Now why is that?
Cause by default, the world has defined you as a ugly monster, and many others have build their own identities around yours, so for you to be beautiful means what about them?
If black or defined as, you can be beautiful to self, feel beautiful to self, but sadly, most of the world will not recognize your claim, do to selfishness on their part.
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Post by X factor on Apr 2, 2022 12:05:36 GMT -5
Fear is hell, to many people who are black.
Example
'Why does everyone think that I think that I'm tough?'
As a person considered black, I'm no more tough or less tough than a white woman, or Asian man or gay person...yet people, when they see that I'm black, always think that I think that I'm tough.
Sorry, nope.
When I'm walking down the street, or driving down the road or waking up in the morning, I'm not thinking to myself 'Gee, I'm tough'.
Rather I'm thinking 'Gee, I'm hungry, what shall I have for breakfast'.
And the problem with people thinking that I or you, think that I'm or we're tough, as a black person is it breeds fear, and fear breeds hate, and hate breeds hostile actions or reactions.
And if considered black, you'll sadly find yourself being the target of many unexplained behavioral actions by others that you won't understand at first until later on.
And it's not just a white thing, that most will assume.
Nope, blacks think other blacks think their tough as well, and as such breeds a ton of black on black violence.
Which tells me your typical person, who is considered black, is no more or less brighter than white folks or Asian folks.
There's just not enough self reflection among people of all stripes.
Most never just stop and observe how they're behaving towards another, rather most just put ignorance in cruise control.
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Post by X factor on Apr 17, 2022 19:23:54 GMT -5
Hell, as a person defined as 'black'
Hell, to a person defined as black, is realizing other so called black people are just as afraid of you as supposed whites and others are.
You can see it in their eyes when you walk into a store, or up to cashier to check out, the 'black' cashier is all upbeat with other customers, but when you get up to check out, you can just see the change in energy, change in demeanor as they take more of a offensive mental as well as physical stance and clam up.
Just ask any well built tall black male and they'll confirm this, blacks fear other blacks, or have been trained to, just as much as whites do, sometimes even more actually.
The same media that whites watch, is the same media that blacks also watch, so everyone is affected by the same social narratives.
Media blacks, or Ivy league blacks don't see this on a daily basis, just like elite whites don't navigate in the same world as lower class whites, on a daily basis, and so there tends to be a disconnect.
So hell, to a black person, is when you realize everyone looks at you negatively, regardless of their color.
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Post by X factor on Apr 17, 2022 19:31:06 GMT -5
Hell, as a person defined as 'black' Hell, to a person defined as black, is realizing other so called black people are just as afraid of you as supposed whites and others are. You can see it in their eyes when you walk into a store, or up to cashier to check out, the 'black' cashier is all upbeat with other customers, but when you get up to check out, you can just see the change in energy, change in demeanor as they take more of a offensive mental as well as physical stance and clam up. Just ask any well built tall black male and they'll confirm this, blacks fear other blacks, or have been trained to, just as much as whites do, sometimes even more actually. The same media that whites watch, is the same media that blacks also watch, so everyone is affected by the same social narratives. Media blacks, or Ivy league blacks don't see this on a daily basis, just like elite whites don't navigate in the same world as lower class whites, on a daily basis, and so there tends to be a disconnect. So hell, to a black person, is when you realize everyone looks at you negatively, regardless of their color. |
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Post by X factor on Apr 19, 2022 8:28:59 GMT -5
Hell, for someone defined as 'B' is the reality of always knowing there is no one big and or brave enough to ever care about you, or to ever just hug you.
Everyone wants you to be the big tough bad one, to measure their own fake vulnerabilities off of.
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Post by X factor on Oct 4, 2022 3:30:23 GMT -5
To me 'hell', as a black person, is when you just need help, emotional help, love and support, but can't get it from anyone, cause everyone fears you.
Only cute people get help.
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Post by X factor on Oct 7, 2022 14:13:08 GMT -5
The worst part about being black, and male, is that everyone is afraid of you, even when you need help, doesn't matter, everyone is afraid of you, even other so called black folks.
It's just engrained into people to be afraid of you no matter what.
So when feeling down and out, sad, curious, needing a hug, forget about it, no one will be there for you cause they'll simply interprit everything you do or say as being hostile.
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Post by X factor on Apr 6, 2023 21:13:13 GMT -5
Even though I'm considered ethnically black by some, that being said, hell to me is having to live in areas where true black folks live.
Moving makes no sense, if in the place you move to, black folks are still everywhere, meaning inner city types.
Same noise, same litter, same rudeness, arrogance and more.
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Post by X factor on Aug 25, 2023 22:44:55 GMT -5
As a black person not raised around other blacks, yet live in a community filled with them now, it's hell to me.
There's so many different types of racial blacks; some are mixed, others still look as if just deboarded a slave ship.
I'm a bit mixed.
That being said, society still considers me black.
Also, black isn't a scientific term, it's a social one.
I don't share the same mindset or culture with many blacks raised in urban areas or in the south, I just don't.
I have more in common with Asians than I do southern urban black folks.
But because I'm considered black, by society, that limits where I can move and be left alone.
Sadly, these days, with social media, you have these younger, single urban parent raised black dudes, running around and stealing, flash mob stealing, as such, because I still look someone young, if I try to move to nicer area, with less blacks, I'll get lumped right into the worst of the worst, not only by whites, Asians, ect, but by other blacks.
Basically, as a older single B male, I doubt I can move to a nicer area, cause I'll get stigmatized or stereotyped by the community.
These younger B hoodlums are making life harder for older mature B folks who live right, yet now we're gonna get stereotypes do to the actions of urban youth.
It totally sucks being black when you don't share that culture, cause you still get lumped in with it.
That's hell.
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Post by X factor on Dec 8, 2023 23:43:34 GMT -5
The worst part about being 'black', is that everyone compares you to other blacks all the time.
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Post by X factor on Dec 8, 2023 23:44:48 GMT -5
But still, if I had the chance of being some younger Jewish guy/gal, or a younger Black guy/gal, I'd rather be a white looking Jewish person.
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Post by X factor on Oct 18, 2024 20:40:51 GMT -5
Hell to me, is being lumped in with others I have zero in common with other than skin tone and hair texture...other than that, absolutely nothing culturally in common.
I don't think like most B's, don't act like them, don't reason like them, and where and when I do, it's universal traits that most humans generally share.
Hell, as an older mature male of color, who gets lumped in with B inner city types, is never being able to go any place and just be left the F alone.
Either the cops think you're bad, or nosy neighbors think you're bad, or other bad people think you're bad....but no one thinks you're good, quiet and decent, not even other B folks.
Black males bred in the inner city just annoy the hell out of me, cause they don't know what it's like to have to exist outside the ghetto or hood, and like in a majority white or Hispanic or Asian area...they have no idea how their stupid, immoral reckless ghetto behavior makes like so much harder for decent men or women of color who are burdened with having to carry their image with us wherever we go...which effects employment, housing and more.
Hell, to me, is being visually apart of the B ____, I'd rather be Jewish, and look white or European, than to be B...for real....and I didn't always feel that way until this newer younger generation of fatherless types came of age.
At least if Jewish, most don't know what you are until you declare it or tell them...to me that's a convenient disguise.
But when Black or lumped in with such, there is no physical disguise you can wear.
It's like being forced to wear a Halloween mask year round.
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